march 25th , 2006

video of just one of the hundreds of concentration camps being built in the usa right now.


http://getintheirface.blogspot.com/2006/03/fema-camp-footage-google-video.html

i really recommend you watch this and take it in.
this is completely real and happening NOW.

or just google: concentration camps usa
for more.

if you are interested in what "the red zone" means in that video,
read this about "the red zone" and "the green zone" in iraq right now:
http://www.nybooks.com/articles/188

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we are all illegal aliens in america.


http://www.nahc.ca.gov/califindian.html
http://www.cr.nps.gov/history/online_books/5views/5views1.htm
http://www.welcomehome.org/rainbow/prophecy/bayanaca.html
http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-protest26mar26,0,3771225.story?coll=la-home-headlines

1/2 a million people in Los Angeles TODAY:


visual with sound:
http://livedigital.com/AAhpswDFFw/content/104293/

6:55pm

today is just sort of a zone out day, again.
grey, dark, motionless.
i'm just "maintaining". going through the motions.
eat. bathe. maintain.
not good or bad. just a day that is normal and neither here nor there.
i guess it's ok to have days like that.
it's saturday.
jason is going to come over soon for movie watching.
we have an ingmar bergman film and something from the 80's to watch from netflix.

6:12pm

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/18844
a very good must read reality check about iraq

http://glenngreenwald.blogspot.com/2006/03/administration-tells-congress-again-we.html
"This is not theory. The Administration is not saying these things as a joke. We really do live in a country where we have a President who has seized the unlimited power to break the law. That's not hyperbole in any way. It is reality."

i don't know why people are shocked that bush thinks he is above the law, when all along for years and years everyone has been pointing out that he is part of skull and bones, a secret society which swears a secret oath to itself above the law.
it's only been pointed out a gazillion times on thousands of web pages for years now that bush and many others on these "secret societies" have their own set of "rules". but everyone wants to just keep ignoring this massively huge blaring fact, and now we can see it set into action more and more. i mean, how much more of this is everyone going to take? how much more does it need to be spelled out? hello? how much more giggling about "boys will be boys" with their secret societies and bizarre rituals in bohemian grove are you just going to titter at quizzically and shrug and say "it's just boys in the woods relaxing and blowing off steam and having a good time"? oh it's just silly men and their fraternity pranks, sacrificing things to a stone owl wearing red hooded garments "for fun". oh haha, isn't that just silly? it doesn't really MEAN anything, right?

http://www.infowars.com/dictators.htm

3:33pm

slept until 3pm today! eesh! i guess i didn't go to be until 4am, but still...
and then to wake up to such a grey day again.
my dreams were elaborate and exhausting and they are already fading from my memory.
i don't know what i will do with this day.
maybe just snuggle with jason, at some point, and watch movies.
that is what i would like to do, ideally.
oh ya, i had dreams i was trying to get back on a major label, and i was trying to convince them that my turning 40 years old would not effect sales. i was singing toni braxton's song "don't break my heart", or whatever it is called, but the lyrics i was singing were "come break my heart".
and my band consisted of huge ape like gorilla people and small girl back up singers.



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from:

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/is_aries/
http://www.astro.com/
http://www.tarot.com/astrology/
http://itsalllove.com/starry_eyed/starry_eyed.html

Horoscope for Aries (March 25 2006)

An excellent aspect between your ruling planet and the moon in Aquarius means that you are more than ready to enjoy out of the ordinary fun you have hopefully planned. Make sure that you have one or two adventurous friends to keep you company and just put everything else on hold while you let your hair down!

and

Subjectivity
Weak, transient effect: This morning your closest contacts will take on a more emotional tone. You will be able to communicate your feelings more easily to your partner , a close working colleague or anyone else whom you encounter on an intimate level. Although the effects of this influence are not very difficult to deal with, you should be aware that you are likely to be so emotional and subjective in your relations with others that you may have difficulty seeing someone else's point of view. However, this influence favors situations in which you have to be sensitive to another's feelings or in which someone else has to be sensitive to yours. In your contacts with others you will seek warmth, support and nurture, and you will be equally capable of giving these to others when necessary.

and

You are the life of the party today, but you'll need to keep one foot on the brake so you don't take the curves at excessive speeds. You can handle your imagination like a race car today, encouraging you to push faster and faster. You can bring smiles to the faces of your peers and love to the hearts of your friends. Just remember your limits and you'll be able to keep it on the road.

and

Saturday
Moon in Aquarius
Mercury DIRECT! 5:42am
Mars trine Neptune GEMINI-AQUARIUS 5:53am
Venus conjunct Neptune AQUARIUS 10:31pm
The weekend is for the new moon. She is in Aquarius, the sign of innovation and eternal renewal. Drink in this sense of eternity and possibility; there is a healing for every disaster a solution to each quandary. Here we can practice instilling calm and deep breaths to confront the obstacles that come every day. Unless it's life or death we always have time to take a breath and be open to options in any situation, rash and harsh reactions made from fear seldom correct problems. We can check the preference panels of our subconscious hard drives and adjust them at will, it is our tool, often we feel manipulated by our own depths. This new moon is particularly charged to allow for the gentle but long lasting changes in how we communicate to ourselves.