march 19th , 2006
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6:57pm

took a bath, put in a load of laundry, put in a load of dishes, took out the trash,
now i'm going to go buy some pop.
and then i am going to eat something and go to jason's and watch the sopranos.

my movie is never far from my mind and all i need to do for it.
it overwhelms me and i am trying to figure out how to do it.
i wish i had money to pay people to help me.
all this time someone could have been working on making the giant bono.

if at least i make it to portal to shoot ONE scene.
at least that is a start.

5:34pm

went to jason's and watched the movie "the island" which had a good premis and was basically good, but very cheesy , as well.
then watched a documentary called "dig" about the dandy warhols and the brian jonestown massacre.
now i am back to take bath and get some aspirin.
i just want to be 100% well.
but at least i am better than yesterday.
i feel so out of it.

12:23pm

i'm feeling a bit better. i wish i was 100% but i'll take what i can get.
i may even be able to clean a bit today, although i don't want to over do it and then have a replapse.
so i'll still take it easy.

i thought the photos from last week's ANTM (america's next top model) were very "me"
with the baldness, rhinestones, and mannequins.
in fact, my last live show i played at 7th st entry for cd release party, i looked pretty much like this:

except i was really bald and these photos above are just bald caps with photoshop.

i want to know how this shiny plastic look was achieved (photos below).
i am sure it is more than just oil.
i have tried to get this look before but have failed.
when i did my "video" for hollywood (which was a complete failure, i won't even go into it) i was trying to get this shiny plastic look. and i covered myself in liquid latex and then was going to put oil over that. well, long story short, that was a fiasco.
but i really want to know how to get this look because i still want to do it for my next album cover:

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http://www.ana2.com/private/swasslideshow/

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Horoscope (March 19 2006)

Saturn sits opposite this new moon, the monthly joining of the Solar and Lunar energies, Mercury is also tight in this orb. Sending some internal advertising deep in your being can sell the product of vibrancy, creativity and contentment to the inner being. Then the thoughts feeling and reactions to stress can move towards an alignment of our highest desires. The possibility to align our most vigorous and transformative energies with a purpose that challenges us to be the best being we can be. If you're not pointed that way then you're just wasting breath. This moon gives us all a chance to piece the mundane with the simple exquisite sense of union with the divine pulse.