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john foxx...
not my fave song by his but just to see a VIDEO of his!
i made a million screen grabs.
argh i want to see ALL his videos!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0hPK8ZAXNq4&search=john%20foxx
new romantic heaven!
now i am going to crawl into bed
and listen to an archived show on
The Serpent & Ancient Mysteries
on coast to coast am
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the long war
http://www.crooksandliars.com/2006/03/09.html#a7462
"Colbert (from the daily show) highlights the new name for war on terror word that the pentagon is now using."
haha :)
you must see this!
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bamboozled:
http://thinkprogress.org/2006/03/09/dpworld-halliburton/
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and....
woa, look out south carolina!
http://vernonrobinson.com/radio.shtml
this guy is running for congress. for real?
look at his commercials and listen to the mp3 ads.
no it's NOT a joke!
bi-zarrrrre!
i think this is even weirder than the self proclaimed "vampire"
who is running up here in minnesota.
11:46pm
a happy thing. just received this email:
"I write a column about crochet and the internet in Knit.1 magazine, and our upcoming issue has an art theme. My column centers around encouraging readers to let their hooks fly in an exploration of their creativity. I'd really like to include a photo of your work with my column, if you would agree to give the publisher permission to do so. If you're not familiar with it, Knit.1 is put out by Soho Publishing Co., the same publisher that puts out Vogue Knitting."
so i sent them a photo yay :)
7:36pm
an article about the swas show tomorrow:
http://www.athensnews.com/issue/article.php3?story_id=23622
i'm feeling slightly better.
jason is cheering me up and taking care of me.
he got some japanese food in my tummy.
my bill nelson cd came.
no cheque from lionbrand yet, but i hope soon.
my period if 2 days late but that is probably because of stress.
my periods have been acting more unusual these last few months.
reading up on cyclothymia again.
i need to map out my moods somehow to see if there is some sort of pattern
that has nothing to do with outward circumstances.
like pms.
if i can see a pattern emerging that goes beyond pms, it was sunny or not
sunny out, crappy or good things happened to me that day etc.
maybe i can undertstand myself better.
like why on certain days do i feel more like taking risks than others, etc.
i need to set up some soprt of questionaire for myself and see if there is
a pattern, or maybe no pattern at all and things are just the way they are
because that's just the way it is and i'm weird.
watching survivor, sort of.
i haven't invested much energy into this season.
csi is next.
thank god for tv, really.
it saves my life so many times.
my brain is so full.
having something to slow it down is a relief.
it was good to get fresh food into
me.
spinach and tofu.
my body still hurts all over, like i have been clubbed like a baby seal.
but the bruises are already fading, i am glad.
my wrist feels so naked without it's bracelet.
i keep touching it there wondering where it is.
i might have to go find another bracelet in the thing room to put on because
that wrist just feels so weird without the weight of a little metal there.
my dreams before that event were so psychic, it's bizarre.
i'll have to write about that later.
but i definitely dreamy about this event before it happened, in a few ways.
time for CSI.
2:31pm
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it's nice out today.
it's 47 degrees.
i need to go for a walk and think.
i'm quite depressed but i'll be ok.
last night i ordered 2 episodes of "project runway" on itunes. 2
bucks each.
this was the EXACT amount to make my checking account go under and now i have
a $33 overdraft fee.
i thought i had 50 bucks in there.
nice.
i feel numb and floaty.
i need to call all the pieces of me back to me.
i don't seem to have a grasp on this whole "physical reality" thing
yet.
pooka is so cute on my bed.
i'm going to go nuzzle him.
i wish i was the pooka dog.
i should go check my mail to see if the cheque from lionbrand has come yet.
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The two tracks mixed together
that goes with my cam shows for SWAS:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/anavoog.mp3
Individual tracks:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/music.mp3
http://www.anacam.com/swas/talking.mp3
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Horoscope for Aries (March 9 2006)
Irritability and family tensions could blight what might otherwise be a pleasant day. It might be that someone will try to prevent you from doing something: you'd be wise to listen to them. Don't despair, though, because things pick up in terms of romance today!
and
Strengthen the soul
Almost everyone feels in one way or another unsure of themselves, vulnerable
or inferior with regard to their bodies. Today's influence disturbs just this
feeling of yours, but not painfully - rather this is noticeable as a yearning
to be accepted with all your hurts, to find understanding and love - and thus
also healing and relief. You are now far more aware of your own sensitivities,
so that you are also in a position to be more considerate to yourself. If
you do something good for your body today - for example, have a massage or
visit a sauna - it will also strengthen your soul. Poetic and romantic music
have a pronounced effect on you at this time.
and
You may have a kinder and gentler way of caring for those you love today as the Cancer Moon encourages you to soften your hard edges. But nurturing someone else also requires tending your own needs. Instead of rushing around trying to be everything to everybody, slow down and be good to yourself.
and
This is the last day of the Cancer transit, most of the tears have flowed through by now. What did come up? There is a Sun trine Jupiter today so the energy is there to elevate your world. It takes shit to grow lotus blossoms and every disaster looks like art when it's over. Ride this afternoon on the void of course moon, see the carpet of issues as a unending lesson. Really we all just have the same issues that keep changing clothes like paper dolls. The moon is trining the Sun, Jupiter and Mercury today also so there is no excuse not to try out the envigorated, inspirational you that's been bubbling up. When we're down the direction to head is always clear. Today is a time to take it and don't look back.