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11:30pm
jason is home.
he is sleeping over because he misses me, too.
heaven.
george clinton on my tv.
and i didn't kill or die to get here.
praise be space cowboy.
things might turn out alright.
and i found my second ring.
lost in my bed for what seemed like eternity.
there it was...we were both amazed by it's appearance.
what does it mean?
maybe nothing, probably nothing but i take it to mean...
all is well.
sleeptime.
please god let me dream of something good.
11:00pm
my lover is home.
happiness.
a kiss.
all is well.
sleep.
right now parliament funkadelic on PBS.
sonia did his hair (george clinton).
today was her birthday, if she had not died today.
today is her rebirth day.
happy rebirth day Sonia, whereever, whenever you are.
I MISS YOU so fucking much....
8:44pm
jesus h. christ.
what a show.
chaos.
8:33pm
in case u are wondering what i am
doing.
i am rocking out to roxy music to "get back at the man* (joke)
and "voguing" impatiently.
for what else is a girl to do in a latex elizabethan collar waitng for the
phone to ring?
ready steady go...
8:27pm
i wait by the phone...
waiting to start.
7:33pm
oh shit, my cam show starts in an
hour!
they went a 1/2 an hour early instead of 1/2 an hour late that i was told
(unless i have my time zones screwed up)
sheesh!
time to fly like the wind to pull this together!
ffffffuck!
7:18pm
my "study" in what i would
like to do for tomorrow's
show. but of course, to pull this off live will not be nearly as slick.
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7:07pm
the A sides of last night's performance
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6:46pm
the B sides of last night's performance
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6:22pm
it's tomorrow's show that the "men
against rape" will be protesting.
i still cannot believe that something so absurd would happen.
maybe "god hates fags" will turn up, too?
tonight it is the nipple police, tho.
censorship, gotta love it.
*sarcasm*
the nipple police are out tonight.
god save us all from the nipples.
we all know that nipples cause war and not nourish all of humanity.
damn those nipples for causing all that strife. how COULD they?
don't they know any better?
5:48pm
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5:14pm
me so sleepy.
1:07pm
i am sad i will miss the animal collective
show tonight at first avenue.
i love them SO much.
but i guess it is an all ages show and sold out, so i will not miss the crowdedness
factor of it all.
12:49pm
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the more i am thinking about this
group "men against rape" protesting our show, the more pissed off
i am getting about it. i just cannot believe that, once again, they are blaming
the women for rape. that is absolutely insane.
i'm glad that there are men against rape. that part is good. but picketing
at the sex worker's art show is completely backwards and fucked up.
i'm pissed.
i left a message on annie's machine on whether or not it's tonight or tomorrow
night this picketing is going to happen.
and in a town where we even have to "cover up" too like we shoudl
be ashamed of our breasts which feed humanity with milk and our pussies which
gave birth to us all.
that is just completely the most backwards thing ever.
12:26pm
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last night's show to huntsville alabama
was cancelled due to the fact that they could not get connected to the internet
there.
tonight's show is in asheville, north carolina.
where no nudity is allowed.
i hope they will be able to get connected there.
my friend, mark, from negativland lives there.
i wonder if he will go?
i had dreams i was in a warehouse filled with junk and it was my job to cart
it out of there to the trash.
oh, also, i think tonight's show is being protested by some "men against
rape" group. either that or it's the next night.
can you believe that?
i guess my show in new orleans's went well. i talked to annie oakley last
night.
people really cheered and clapped for my piece a lot :)
this makes me very happy :)
scarlot harlot send me pictures from her cell phone to make me feel like i
am there with them more.
this makes me happy, too :)
i feel a lot less nervous today.
+++
The two tracks mixed together
that goes with my cam shows for SWAS:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/anavoog.mp3
Individual tracks:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/music.mp3
http://www.anacam.com/swas/talking.mp3
+++
Horoscope for Aries (February 26 2006)
Something is likely to make you see red today: an act of injustice or unfairness could have you rethinking the way you see life. The positive influence of Saturn will help you deal with the matter in a controlled and effective way, although you are likely to ruffle a few feathers!
and
On the lookout
You will have a strong desire to experience with all of your faculties as
a whole person, not just with your mind. Also you will defend your beliefs
and opinions with emotional and passionate fervor. It is not that you are
looking for a fight, but you will not run from one either. You won't allow
anyone to walk all over you so long as this influence lasts. You seek out
relationships and friends who will arouse your emotions as well as your intellect,
and you may be on the lookout for someone with whom you can have a passionate
sexual relationship. This influence also makes existing sexual relationships
more intense. You will have the energy to work very hard, but only on projects
that affect you personally. There is some impulsiveness with this influence
and a tendency to leap to conclusions.
and
Tread lightly today, for it's all too easy to bruise someone's feelings unintentionally. A careless remark or thoughtless gesture, however well-intended, may not show off your most gracious side. The world seems hypersensitive today, so being gentle is highly appreciated. You, too, can benefit from some extra kindness now.
and
Sunday
Moon in Aquarius
Moon void of course 8:25 pm
This is the last day of the lunar cycle. Shiva Ratri for Hindu's and a huge
day for pagans as well. Tomorrow the moon goes into Pisces and is fresh and
new in the afternoon. Today get the house clean starting with ourselves. Take
a break from the pace of what we call the real world. Move the furniture or
reorganize the kitchen. Take some time to send up some prayers of gratitude.
Most only call on the divine in times of strife or pain, divinity is not our
banker or therapist. It's like the old friend that's with us through thick
and thin. How often do we just say thanks for no reason? It's an exercise
that increases the capacity of the anahatta chakra to work, thus empowering
the physical and spiritual heart.