feb 11th, 2006
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ok, finally!
i hope they had an internet connection while this was going on!
i'm getting ready for bed now.

hopefully we will alll get better at this as the tour continues :)
people were in chat, but i don't think that they were using the chat as an option tonight.
so...but maybe tomorrow it will work because i typed out a lot to say!
now is the time to unwind finally and listen to c2c as i sleep.
30 pictures every 20 seconds goes by SO quickly.

11:56pm

they can't get an internet connection tonight.
so i am just sitting here not know what to do...
:(

11:04pm

dum ditty dum ditty dum...
i wish i knew when i was going on.
it's making me feel panicky.

10:00pm

i hope i go on at 11:00 and not 11:30 because it would be SO nice to watch CSI at 11:30pm
and then go to bed. i am SO wiped out.

 

8:57pm

listening to kraftwerk.
took a bath. trying to stay awake.
going to go put my make up on now.

6:31pm

making a little set for the show tonight.
taking things slow.
i guess my apointment with yuliya is tomorrow not monday?

here is a really good affirmation she gave me:

Reclaiming Ones Energy Field – Affirmation

According to the universal law of creation,

My body and my energy field were given to me and only to me,

To hold only all that is me, all of my energy, all of my power and all that benefit me.

My body and my energy field inherently are not designed

To hold anything that is not me or does not benefit me.

Anything that is not me or may be harmful to me,

Is automatically rejected by my energy field.

I have ultimate control over what my energy field holds.

i also called my dad and asked if he can help me pay and he said, yes.
so that is a HUGE relief.

5:35pm

today is the full moon?

i have another appointment with yuliya cohen, monday at 9am.

5:14pm

tonight the show will be on somewhere between 11 and 11:30pm CST.
we don't know if we will be doing chat because it's hard to find a wireless keyboard that does the job.
also the refresh rate will be every 20 seconds.
the show is only on the big cam, just so you know.
i turn the other ones off when i am doing my show.
tonight will be batter and no holding up of cards that no one can read!
anywa, i need to get to work now on creating a nicer little set around m for tonight's show.
take a bath and all that. dress up into something more fabulous.

1:15pm

12:22pm

tonight's show will be better.
yesterday i was out of my fucking mind.
and sad we could not chat. maybe tonight.
well, 1st shows go like that sometimes.
got to get into the swing of things.
i also forgot to set my cam so it would go every 20 seconds instead of every 30 seconds.

picking up the pieces strewn around my room.
getting more grounded and centered as the hours pass.
tonight i will make a pretty set instead of just having my bed in the background.
i think i will do some show and tell with all my toys.
the words on the cards last night were my discombobulated mind.

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The two tracks mixed together:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/anavoog.mp3

Individual tracks:
http://www.anacam.com/swas/music.mp3
http://www.anacam.com/swas/talking.mp3