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the maintenance guys brought me over
a new mirror today.
they know that i like them. so if they have to take one out of anyone's apartment
because it got a little cracked, then i get it. sweet deal :)
so now when i'm not facing my windows, i still can see my windows,
so it makes everything apear larger in here :)
kiitos is coming over at 5pm. she
has a pink furry jacket for me:)
then i am going to take her out for japanese food.
then we are coming back here to watch the premiere of the new survivor :)
so if you see another woman on cam with me, that is my friend, kiitos. we
have known each other since she was 16 and i was 18.
we worked at winchell's donut's together :)
i'm listening to brian eno's "textures"
it's sunny out and this pleases me :)
i'm all clean from a bath and i am cleaning my house a bit, too.
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disturbing 15 minute film:
http://festival.sundance.org/2006/watch/film.aspx?which=402&category=DOC
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http://www.subterrane.com/voog/presur.html
(pre-surgery photos of me)
http://www.subterrane.com/voog/
sometimes i miss my little breasts
(even tho they are still on me).
===
about once a year i peer into the
newsgroup about me (that kevin seconds from the punk band 7 seconds made for
me)
and see what horrific things people say about me there.
so went there tonight for laughs. here is the latest (thank god people post
there less and less each year)
Topic in alt.fan.ana-voog
I want to cook and eat Ana Voog !!!
Newsgroups: alt.sex.snuff.cannibalism,
alt.fan.ana-voog
From: "Nichelle Barnat"
Date: 15 Dec 2005 20:23:49 -0800
Local: Thurs, Dec 15 2005 10:23 pm
Subject: I want to cook and eat Ana Voog !!!
I'm a cannibal and Ana
Voog is still a great piece of meat and
it's necessary to cook her as fast as possible ! She's YUMMY and
I HAVE TO eat her !
So should I roast her on a spit, cook her in an oven, boil her in a pot
or butcher her for parts?
What part of her do you want to eat?
Count Cannibal
Jan 13, 10:15 pm
Newsgroups: alt.sex.snuff.cannibalism,
alt.fan.ana-voog
From: "Count Cannibal"
Date: 13 Jan 2006 20:15:11 -0800
Local: Fri, Jan 13 2006 10:15 pm
Subject: Re: I want to cook and eat Ana Voog !!!
I'd eat her ass, roasted in an oven.
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Newsgroups: alt.fan.ana-voog
From: "waxboxtop"
Date: 14 Jul 2005 10:17:37 -0700
Local: Thurs, Jul 14 2005 11:17 am
Subject: why?
I'll never understand
why people would bother to come to a virtually
non-existant group just to be mean. Part of what is so great about
Ana, what makes her so sexy, is that she's *not* a cam "whore".
she's
intelligent, creative, and independent. yes, she's eccentric. but
she's not a slut, and she's not beholden to anyone.
yes, she had sex with her boyfriend on cam ages ago. it wasn't some
random pizza guy. and yes, it was very sexy to see her do it. but,
c'mon. show some respect.
she's not an object. she's an artist. that doesn't mean you can't
enjoy her boobies. but it should mean that she deserves common
courtesy.
Fun Guy
Sep 11 2005, 4:18 am
Newsgroups: alt.fan.ana-voog
From: "Fun Guy"
Date: Sun, 11 Sep 2005 06:18:35 -0400
Local: Sun, Sep 11 2005 4:18 am
Subject: Re: why?
yeah artist
boobies boobies boobies!!!
Jizmak Da Gusha
Sep 20 2005, 3:11 am
Newsgroups: alt.fan.ana-voog
From: Jizmak Da Gusha
Date: Tue, 20 Sep 2005 11:11:15 +0200
Local: Tues, Sep 20 2005 3:11 am
Subject: Re: why?
I would enjoy her boobies
a lot more if they were real...
FredsDreams
Dec 23 2005, 1:55 pm
Newsgroups: alt.fan.ana-voog
From: FredsDreams
Date: Fri, 23 Dec 2005 11:55:17 -0800
Local: Fri, Dec 23 2005 1:55 pm
Subject: Re: why?
NOT a whore...Geez....she's whorin' for a Sound Looper at this very
minute!!!!!!!!!!!
This is what I want for Xams....hint hint....can't hear me? HINT!
She's just a lazy bitch...fake tits...so so art....so so music talent.
+++
Horoscope for Aries (February 2 2006)
If you are overdoing it at work or school then just pause a minute and take a look around; you might find that your colleagues or friends are feeling neglected and would appreciate a little of your time too. You would be wise to remember that old saying: all work and no play!
and
Maternal instincts
This influence is good for all kinds of relationships in that all your contacts
with others this morning are warm and emotional. You do not choose superficial
or formal contacts but instead desire to make a personal connection with everyone
you meet. At the same time you feel a strong need to protect and nurture those
whom you are close to. There is something of the maternal instinct in the
way you care for others. You are also very sensitive to people's emotional
needs and wants, which enables you to respond to them at a very deep level
of understanding. You will want to feel that you belong to any group that
you associate with at this time. Fortunately you will also be able to make
others feel that they belong with you. Your emotions are so much closer to
the surface of your being that you can see them clearly.
and
The Moon in Aries adds a strong emotional charge to your day. You are reacting with full-spectrum feelings, but may need to act slower than you prefer. The volume has been turned up on a song that's already being played loudly -- and you can't get it out of your head. Strive to be gentle as you continue to stir up changes in your world.
and
Thursday
Moon in Aries
Though Aries energy gives us the vigorous explosion of cardinal fire, where beginning the impossible is effortless, following through is usually lacking. Getting a sense of what it's going to take to bring a project, event or attitude to the full cycle of completion and action helps you make better judgments on where to put your energy. Some brainstorms should stay there in the brain, they help to get us energized enough so that we can really bite it off. So putting the completion thinking into the inception process helps us only get mouthfuls we can chew through to digestion and absorption.
Just think back to the easy beginning of your last overwhelming period. Did you realize how many meetings a fundraiser takes?, or that cool idea for a show bringing together 30 different people that turned into thousands of calls. It's a tuning with the desire to produce with the reality of the tools you have and the ability to use them. The thrilling upside is staying in water just over our heads makes us stronger swimmers.
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notes for my reference:
MEROVINGIAN BLOODLINES
108 / 18 / 9
vow: 56 / 11 / 2
con: 52 / 7
bloodlines:
44
vow: 26 / 8
con: 18 / 9
mirmir:
44
vow 18 / 9
con 26 / 8
4 8 15 16 23 42
d h o p w
There are many other such hidden meanings in the Bible - using letters as numbers, using a "cypher" so that the last letter of the alphabet corresponds to the first, the penultimate letter corresponding to the second, and so on, and hidden abbreviations. Scholars have spent many years finding meaning in these, and the Talmud is a body of writing which largely consists of commentaries - the "hidden meanings" - on the Torah. Even today, Jewish scholars are researching such hidden meanings. In recent years, the "Bible Code" has received a lot of publicity; this is a system where supposed hidden messages are teased out of the bible by picking, say, every 31st letter in a sequence, or every 42nd letter, to reveal new words.
01/21/06 How Can We Use Egyptian Star Knowledge Now?
Whitley Strieber joins Philip Coppens to penetrate deeply into the practicalities of his discovery. Can we use the Canopus stargate now? If so, how? And how did the Egyptians use it? Did they travel across time and space and into other worlds? Can we use the same techniques now?
William Henry goes on an enthralling journey into previously misunderstood
ancient Egyptian soul knowledge with Philip Coppens, who maintains that the
Egyptians thought of the southern pole star Canopus as a gateway to other
worlds and dimensions.
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