jan 19th, 2006
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7:29pm

it was nice to read theory about what the 3rd matrix movie was about , finally.
now i don't hate it so much.
and now the ending doesn't seem so incredibly stupid and i see what is the deal.
if only they had spent more time in the movie going over the crux of the matter instead of bathing practically the entire thing in chase scenes and elaborate battle scenes it would have been SO much better.
but instead it was just one big long "wow, look how great our special effects are" battle/chase scene and then they would CRAM dialogue into scenes that explained everything but went by so incredibly fast and then giving you NO time to reflect on what was said.
you know how hollywood always redoes independent or foreign films?
i would like to see someone take this hollywood movie and redo it in a foreign or independent style.
THAT would be cool.

if anyone does this, let it be known i want to play the Oracle :)

6:44pm

ok, no, i'm not getting shit done now.
i got sucked into the matrix again :)
searching for the big long discussion between neo and the guy in the white room towards the end which went by so fast that i couldn't understand it.
found it.
now i finally can know what the hell went on in that scene.
i guess everyone else is wondering what on earth was said there, as well!
i did not know the guy in the room was called "the Architect" :)
also the machine deux ex machina.
and all the other character names are equally interesting, like Merovingian.

about the holographic universe:

http://twm.co.nz/hologram.html

5:35pm

t-his
t-hat
0r
t-here

w_here?

(i swear t0 g0d i am getting things d0ne,
but it's hard t0 s-witch m-0des!)

"You take the blue pill and the story ends. You wake in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe....You take the red pill and you
stay in Wonderland
and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes."
---Morpheus

4:50pm

i think what i crochet are tHATS.
or Thats.
they come from in be tween
the S*pace

XX

ok, now to take out more trash.
i've lined up the yarn.

a move ment is accom plished			in 6 stages

		and the 7th brings return

X 0 X

the 7 is the # of the young light

it moves when darkness is increased by ONe

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Ching_hexagram_24

2:07pm

it's time to put on work horse mode.
there is no getting around it.
i have to finish this hat for lionbrand.
and then i have to make a 10 minute long "soundpiece" that will go along with my cam show for the sex worker's art show.
the 1st show is feb 10th so i have to kick this into high gear.
and then i have many things to make for the show.
and get them hats.
and i wish i had merchandise.
and also they would like photos of mine printed out.
i have so much to do it's not even funny.
oh ya, and get to that darn p.o. box.
so...no time to talk now.
just have to work like heck to get this all done on time.
and then also most every day in feb and into march i put on a ten minute show.
i think each show will be different. i'm not sure.
it probably will be.
i have a lot to think about and prepare.
"time to hop to it!", said the bunny.

i put a red streak and some extra yellow in my hair.
it looks nicer that way.
i'm listening to Broadcast's "colour me blue"

 

1:52pm

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Horoscope for Aries (January 19 2006)

Don't put added pressure on yourself. There will be enough people doing that for you. Try to take a practical approach to everything you do. A self-improvement project will get you moving.

and

A favorable change ***
Valid during many months: At this time you desire to make positive changes in your life that will lead to greater knowledge and experience. While the energy of this influence is not usually disruptive, it does make you impatient with the routine limitations under which you normally live. You will probably try to make changes in your immediate environment in order to deal with this impatience. It is also quite possible that the changes will occur more or less spontaneously, with little effort on your part.
This influence can be mentally very exciting. You are attracted to new ideas that are challenging in a positive way. Not only are you receptive to them, but you can grasp them more easily than usual. Often under this influence you are able to solve difficult problems in your life because you can approach them from a fresh perspective. You may develop an interest in science or other technical disciplines.

Social reform is another area that you might be attracted to, feeling that the old solutions are not adequate. Also, sudden opportunities may arise, such as a sudden financial gain or a sudden job promotion that will allow you to do much more than you have done before. This influence may also tempt you to take chances with finances by speculating or gambling.

In a larger sense, it is difficult to say precisely what you can expect during this time because the nature of this influence is so unpredictable. But you can expect some occurrence that will materially alter your plans for the immediate future, and you can expect that it will be a favorable change. Your immediate future is likely to have many more possibilities than are apparent now.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Jupiter Sextile Uranus exact at 15:08
activity period from 12 January 2006 until end of September 2006.

and

You may be required to plan your day more than you prefer. Even if you think that it would be more fun to wing it, this strategy just won't work right now. On the other hand, no matter how much advanced preparations you make, there will still be surprises that arise. Do everything possible to minimize the unexpected, but then be ready to roll with it anyhow.

and extra stuff:

Following through ***
Valid during many months: This is one of the most significant times of your life. During this time your responsibilities will increase considerably, and you will try to eliminate everything in your life that is not necessary to fulfilling them. Therefore your life will become more complex and simpler at the same time. You are finishing up certain tasks in your life and going into a five- to eight- year period of relatively quiet preparation for a new beginning. You will be cutting some elements out of your life and working hard to complete others.
During this time you may have less freedom of movement than usual because of the pressure of circumstances and the need to get things done. Old tasks that have never been completed must be finished now. At work, you may have to exert more effort in order to get the job done. Your superiors may give you even more responsibility than you would choose to have. This may not be a very light-hearted time, but it should be quite productive. But do not start out on a completely new project, because in a few years you may find that you do not have the material or psychological resources to complete it. Finish what is unfinished and simplify your life.

Good relationships will not suffer appreciably during this time, but bad ones will break up completely. You are withdrawing from everything in your life that is unnecessary or in the way of your development during the next few years. Bad or difficult relationships may be among the elements that are discarded.

Try to avoid building a wall between yourself and others, for this is a great danger now. Duty, responsibility and obligations do not preclude personally satisfying relationships, even though you may feel that they do. If you cut yourself off from others unnecessarily, you will become lonely and depressed. The people who belong in your everyday life are very important for you now, especially since you are excluding those who do not belong. Often it is good to seek out the company and advice of older people, for they have the insight and understanding you need.

Transit selected for today (by user):
Saturn Conjunction Ascendant
activity period from end of September 2005 until end of June 2006.

Your inner essence ***
Valid during many months: This is a time for making creative changes in your life, for reforming and remolding your immediate surroundings so that they can better express your inner essence. It is a time when you will exert considerable energy in order to gain greater freedom of movement in all your activities. You may have the opportunity to gain power over others, but if so, you should use this power to achieve what you and those around you collectively need. Do not use it for purely selfish purposes, for this is not so likely to work to your advantage.
If you gain power to lead others in any capacity, you must have the highest ideals in mind. This influence symbolizes regeneration to a higher plane of existence, and although it may express itself on several different levels, you should always keep this basic idea in mind.

Changes may occur spontaneously in the world around you with little or no effort on your part. Take advantage of them, for they will work toward your ends even though you did not originally intend that. You may come into favor with someone in power at this time.

Sometimes a "regeneration" theme is expressed through religious or spiritual rebirth, through understanding the deeper significance of your life and having it transform your being. And you will do what you can to share your learning with others. Sharing everything that comes to you at this time is very important to you. Either this influence will transform you by transforming your surroundings, or you will become the vehicle through which your world is transformed. Either way, you are transformed along with your friends, neighbors and your everyday environment.

Transit selected for today (by user):
Jupiter Sextile Pluto
activity period from 13 January 2006 until end of September 2006.

Considerable credit **
Valid during several months: You should formulate objectives for long-range efforts at this time. Find out what you want to change about yourself and your world and get to work on those changes. The energy you have now will allow you to keep up a sustained effort for a long time. At work you may be given an opportunity to wield more power and thereby be more effective personally. But if you work solely for your own benefit now, you will sow the seeds of your own undoing later on. You should work for your own good and for the social good by identifying your own needs with those of society. If you do this, you will be given considerable credit for what you do. Sometimes this influence brings an opportunity to understand your motivations and to operate from this new understanding.


Transit selected for today (by user):
Mars Trine Pluto
activity period from end of August 2005 until 20 January 2006.