jan 8th, 2006

7:50pm

 

6:32pm

at 1st i thought marmite was gross.
but i am aquiring a taste for it now.

i don't know how it differs from vegemite, i've heard marmite is a little sweeter.

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happy 59th birthday
to david bowie :)

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sorry i am being distant today.

3:44pm

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3:29pm

it's snowing.
i feel like i want to crawl out of my skin.

 

2:55pm

well, i was doing really well and then i completely derailed and sabotaged myself and i feel ashamed and humiliated at myself for acting like such an immature dickhead.
i don't even want to talk about it.

but today i am just going to work on getting back to the good place i was.

 

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Horoscope for Aries (January 8 2006)

Look into career or moneymaking deals today. Do the groundwork and research. You should be able to find a better place of employment or an opportunity that will allow you to make extra cash.

and

Wrapped up
Weak, transient effect: This morning your emotions are strong when dealing with others, which can be either good or bad, depending on how you handle it. On the plus side, it gives you a great deal of sensitivity toward others. You can feel their moods immediately and respond to them so that you are able to fit into any group you are with. You value emotional contacts now, and you project feeling, warmth and concern to others. But on the negative side, this influence can also signify that you are so wrapped up in your moods that you can't get out of yourself and relate to anyone else. In either case your moods are likely to fluctuate rather rapidly, so do not take your emotions too seriously at this time. You should make an effort to be with others, because forcing yourself to relate will bring out the better side of this influence.

and

Financial problems come to the surface today and demand your attention. You cannot put off the inevitable, so you may as well take care of those issues you've been avoiding. It won't be as difficult as you may think, but you need to take action now. Your logic is sound, even if your plan is a bit radical.

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Sunday
Moon in Taurus
Mercury Sextile Uranus CAPRICORN-PISCES
That vision style of a dignified and content bovine in a fertile field plays out and we have a view of horizon to horizon. It's a comfy spot in the field for a moment and we should survey HOW we see it as much as what we see. A Mercury aspect to Uranus can set the receptors off, good day for rapping about issues of relationship and community. Speaking of the usually not addressed subjects, it's less likely the egos will clash and some novel ideas on power, stubbornness and release can be reprogrammed instantly. They say that pain is involuntary to the heart mind or body from injury or event, but that suffering is when we volunteer to revisit the pain again.