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31st , 2005 |
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10:27pm
what's up with nothing being LIVE
cst that counts down the new year?
it's all taped!
even the one that happen at 11pm here, that would be when NYC has the ball
dropped is taped. wtf?
i don't get it.
anyway, going over to jason's until
midnight.
see you in 2006!
8:23pm
what are the first 6 things you want me to photograph in 2006?
you have almost 4 hours (according to my time zone, CST) to request of me
what 6 things you want to me photograph FIRST for 2006.
comment under the bed, in my LJ, or email me to let me know.
i will pick my favourite 6 and then those will be my 1st SIX photos of the
year and i will post them here.
also ask me 6 questions and i will answer my favourite six questions.
whoever are the 6 people who inspire me the most by either their requests for photos or questions, i will send them each a surprise present (if they also email me their addresses after i pick them)
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)
7:35pm
new years even 2005:
jason and i went out for japanese
food and i STUFFED to the gills.
i had to come home and put on my pink camgirl sweatpants so my stomache could
expand!
i had shrimp and avocado sushi, fried oysters, spinach in sesame sauce and
this fantastic winter ale, i don't know what brand but it was YUMMY.
this is the 1st year EVER where i have ever said the words "i hope i
can stay awake until midnight!"
but my schedule is whacked out.but i could go to bed right now!
i'm sure i'll get a second wind in a few hours and end up being awake until
dzwn, that seems to be the way of it.
but the grey day, all the REAL food, the ale, i am a sleepyhead.
so now to find something mindnumbing on tv and just ZONE.
is dick clark on now?
we were trying to remember what we did the past new year's eves.
i will look it up now. we guessed all but 2.
1997:
i think we went and ate at the red dragon uptown?
1998:
"I have so much I could reminisce about 1998. It was such a crazy year for me. Everything that could happen to me practically did, short of getting pregnant or something like that. Jason became my boyfriend and we moved in together. I ended up in everything from newsweek to hardcopy. I finally got to move out of my crappy little apartment( but it was my first one I ever got to live in by myself…so I have only fond memories). My cd finally came out. There's really so much 2 say..so I won't even say it. It's all in the past analogs J 1998 was probably the weirdest, greatest, and most stressful year I've ever had so far in my life. I loved it, but I'd never want 2 repeat it! I hope 1999 brings stability and harmony ! I couldn't even begin 2 guess what 1999 has in store. Too much 2 say..can't even say it. Goodbye 1998"
1999
go
here to read about it and see it in this anagram
jason and i went to san francisco.
tried dom perignon for the 1st time (not worth the $$$, imo).
"of all the new year's fireworks
displays from around the world, my favourite was paris! wow! the eiffel tower
looked like it was going to take off into space! i'll never forget it. i can't
even imagine how beautiful that must have been to be there in real life. ....
.... so after the entire earth had said happy new year except for the west
coast...jason and i headed out to a place by the wharf that was having a big
party fireworks display thing. i was pretty damn drunk by this time, and i
didn't realize i was until i woke up at 6am in bed with all my clothes on,
just barely under the covers...and i had a very hazy recollection of midnight.
i remember walking back to the hotel when it was all over with. i remember
there were lots of fireworks. i remember the cops all lined up in their full
gear. but i don't remember pointing my finger at them and mock shooting them
, like my hand was a pistol! i remember hearing The Pretenders through loudspeakers
'cause they were playing live somewhere. i wish i could see it played on tv
to see what i missed! and as i was walking home i remember they blasted that
"celebration" song by earth, wind and fire or whoever wrote that.
"
2000:
"i got a nikon coolpix 900 today
and some nmew clothes :)
gonna watch dick clark and drink goldenschlager :)
i also bought a polaroid spectrum cam :)
new year's is happening here in 2 hours...i'm gonna go snuggle into bed with jason and the fluff monsers and watch dick clark or something :)
happy new year!
and happy new millenium!! :) "
"jason and i are going out in
a few minutes to get champagne and food and drop by the p.o. and go to kinkos
to get my art wallhanging things laminated.
so i better get my boots on and find my keys and all that jazz. i'm a total
slob but i don't care. i'm wearing my kitty hoodie"
2002:
"going out to dinner with jason
and then
to my
new apartment to christen in the new year there :)"
2003:
"i really should have eaten
more before i had drinks.
i did have sushi but it wasn't enough sushi.
i tried 2 new kinds of sushi...giant clam and scallop and both were really
gross.
i'm not even sure if they actually gave me scallop because it didn't look
or taste like one and it was kind of crunchy like cartilidge. yuck.
but i had fun at dinner anyway!
afterwards we went to the place you see in the pictures. a place called the
landmark center where a 50's type lounge band played. you had to pay a $25
fee to get in and then the drinks were overpriced and they didn't even have
snacks there. it sure was pretty, tho. all in all it was a very nice new years
eve :)
but frankly, i think i could have just as much fun staying home and watching
dick clark. but it was good to get out of the house :)"
2004:
stayed home. decorated
my house all up and laid low:
3:26pm
predictions:
what do you predict will happen in 2006?
3:20pm
it's a very grey day. i feel really
blah, i'm not sure why.
maybe because i didn't exactly reach my new year's goals 100% or maybe because
it's been grey for days, or that my sleeping schedule is whacked out or i
still haven't felt 100% well since i was sick.
for whatever reason i just feel off
kilter. maybe it's PMS. maybe it's all these things. maybe i'm just sick of
holidays and the pressure that comes with them for that day to BE something
special.
i don't know. i guess i'm just glad to be done with this year regardless.
i made a not very comprehensive list of my year:
one of my hats featured in dwell
magazine
hats and writing featured in pluckyfluff.com's book
redesigned my hat page
got a restraining order on my mom
got rid of about 1/3rd of clutter (a very difficult process)
almost organized all my taxes to get done
deleted thousands of entries made on LJ.
wrote 18 poems
turned 39
celebrated my 7th year with jason
celebrated my 8th with anacam
dusted off my musical instruments and made up my mind to make new music again
got the idea and my movie "40 in portal"
the movie "webcam girls" i am in comes out and i do a performance
art piece for the debut of it in vancouver
i went to las vegas to be filmed for another movie about camgirls
i'm #1 babe of xmas at robont's
i make bobby z a webpage
i discover kabbalah (especially tiphareth and shechinah) through dreams
i get more into feng shui and learn more about numerology, etymology, mthology,
and astrology, and gnosis christianity, freemasonry, "illuminatia",
alphabets and their multidimentional meaning.
i change servers
i make only 2 hats (and a few scraves and start lots of projects i never finish)
i get in wikipedia
i make a deviant art account
i dye my hair blood red
i get more defined and who i am and what i want to be and be as an artist
my cam becomes the oldest AND longest running 24/7 homecam on the internet
i get more into experimental cooking, especially soup
i am a photographer for a fashion show
i get my 1st black eye (and hopefuly my last)
i sell my piano
i do a performance art piece for teknikunst in australia
i try fresh figs
i make more peace with getting older
i have so many "mini revelations" about things i cannot list them
all.
i make thousands of photographs and writings.
i see hundreds of movies and so many concerts i cannot remember them all to
list them all, what i can remember were akron family, angels of light, juana
molina, U2, M.I.A. ,duran duran, broadcast, animal collective, gravenhurst,
captured by robots, the shins, milo fine
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jaosn and i are watching battlestar galactica episodes (the new one)
11:21am
the last day of the year...
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+++
intriguing images:
http://www.ana2.com/private/today/43/
11.20.2005
anagram
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Horoscope for Aries (December 31 2005)
It's a new year headed your way with great new possibilities. You will have the discipline now to finish what you couldn't in the past. Follow through, do your best and promote whatever you believe in.
and
A serious mood
Weak, transient effect: This morning your feelings and emotions are much more
intense, but at the same time your sensitivity is stimulated. You feel everything
much more powerfully than usual, and you are not likely to take your feelings
or anyone else's lightly. It puts you in a serious mood and makes you seek
the most powerful and intimate encounters with another. Sexual relationships
may be considerably enriched, because this influence enables you to get past
the superficial levels of communication that may have been driving you and
your loved one apart. In this way you can again feel as one. In general, life
will call you to approach it with some passion and feeling. And if you can
respond, it can be a very rich and rewarding experience in which you learn
much about your feelings.
and
The Moon attempts to hold our emotions steady in Capricorn but faces instability from other planets. Mental mercury conjuncts dark Pluto, and together they form a tense aspect to solid Saturn requiring us to talk about difficult, maybe even irresolvable, issues. Additionally, the Sun weighs in with an irritating quincunx aspect to Saturn, further muddying the waters. The best choice is not obvious and no matter what we do, there still can be lingering problems. At least the Sun's harmonious trine to physical Mars can give us moments of confidence and the necessary stamina to keep on going.
and
Saturday is a continuation of the thick Capricorn energy though void of course for most of the day, so it's best to have your list made before today. It's always simple and obvious to ourselves where we want to make room for growth. In the early morning there is a conjunction with Mercury and Pluto. So words will have a heavy topspin. Take care around the heavy subjects and make sure to pick you battles today carefully. Best to choose not to battle at all. On the grander front look for some news that will be slipped into the weekend broadcasts, this administration is stumbling like a punch drunk boxer and rash actions of the past could come to the surface and attempts to further cloud the truth will be clumsy at best.