december 29th , 2005

5:18pm

pictures for you:

http://www.ana2.com/private/today/43/

4:13pm

woke up at 3:30pm which completely sucks.
i need to get off this whack schedule.
don't know why i was so hyper the whole day yesterday but didn't really mind it.
at least i got a few things done.

my decision to make 40 6 minute movies as a way to SIMPLIFY things has now tuirned into..i should make a new outfit for every new scene! which means 40 outfits (duh)
it's interesting that 40 divided by 12 (months) is 3.3333333333333333333333333 etc
i don't think i could make 3.333333333 outfits per month and 3.33333333 films per month.

mabe i should have 6 scenes that are each 40 minutes long.
or 4 scenes that are each 10 minutes long.

either i am going to be making a very short movie or a very long movie.

6 scenes that ar each 22 minutes long?

i think i want more than 6 scenes tho.

i guess i could just give in and say the same outfit is in 3.3333333333 parts of the 40 parts that make up the whole movie.
then i only have to make approx. 12 outfits. one per month.

i probably have outfits all ready to go....but there is something to be said for having made each outfit in each scene by hand.. and having it be unique and never have been seen or worn before instead of just going through my closet and picking old things (of which i could have 365 new scenes times 10).

i went to asfour.net and they are now called threeasfour, so someone must have left.
their clothing makes me just hurt because i love it so much.

i can't decide if i will go out tonight for dinner with jason and his friends or stay inside.
i am leaning towards staying inside.
as much as i feel kind of masculine right now , in a way, i don't feel like being around a bunch of guy energy.

at least not that particular kind of guy energy.

i feel like thinking about my movie and cleaning.

although i guess i could bring my sketchbook and sketch ideas for my movie there but that seems rather rude and antisocial.

i need to buy a new man's hat because i can't find my old one.
although i did regain my black furry one i thought was forever lost.
it just fell in between the cracks of things.

i was glad to find it.

i'm so glad i don't feel a massive need to make huge sculptures for this movie , too, on the scale of mathew barney,
i still have managed to keep things to flat "cardboard characters" and minimalistic settings, thank GOD for that.

even if this movie doesn't work on a storyline sort of way...as in you do not care about the plot...if there even IS a plot....
there will be interesting objects, costumes, and cool locations and music that goes with that i think will be enough to keep people's attention.
at least for 40 6 minute intervals.

we'll see.

maybe this will be the one 4 minute film.
each scene 10 seconds long :)

god, i have no idea. all i know is i can't stop thinking about all the possibilities.

8:13am

going to bed now!
sun is up.

7:20am

still up. yep!
man, when does the sun come up?
it's still not up.
i'm making coffee now so i can drink it the second i wake up.
because i am NOT going to sleep my entire day away.
i have way too much to do.
i'll go to bed when the coffee is done being made.

5:48am

why am i still up?

argh!

must go to bed now!

what did i do all night?
i went through my crochet journal to see the past 2 years.
added some things to memories for myself to remind myself.

i keep wanting to do a summary of 2005 but it's just too hard.
what WAS 2005?

i think i didn't accomplish muchm but when i look back, i really did.

i'm going to turn my electric oven on for heat then snuggle in with the pups. i wish i had more red bulls to wake me up in the morning.
those really help.

(new icon and background i made for my hat/crochet journal)

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intriguing images:

11.20.2005 anagram

12.22.2005 anagram

http://www.anacam.com/xmas/

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Horoscope for Aries (December 29 2005)

Don't take anything too seriously today. You should be out having fun. Travel or activities that bring you in touch with people from different backgrounds will give you unique ideas for the upcoming year.

and

A pleasant day
Valid during several months: This day is good for arranging and participating in social get- togethers. Spend time with friends and enjoy yourself. You probably won't want to talk about anything serious, because this is a light-hearted influence. Nevertheless, it is a good time for talking to loved ones and making it clear how you feel about them. Even if there are tensions within your relationships, this influence should enable you to discuss them, straighten them out and leave nothing behind but good feelings. If you do not have any work that has to be done, this is a good time for attending a concert, art exhibit or other intellectually stimulating activity. Or you might take a trip and spend the day in pleasant surroundings away from home. Whatever you do, this should be a light, pleasant day.

and

Travel is on your mind now with the Moon moving through your 9th House of Journeys. But this isn't just about a vacation getaway. You are on a search for meaning and this may require you to stay in one place long enough to get past the surface noise. You can go farther just by delving deeper.