december 14th , 2005

10:54pm

i added more links and pictures to the last page :)

thanks everyone for your INPUT!

yippee yi yay! :)

 

7:50pm

the last one there was a practice picture as i was trying to figure out how to make the picture i wanted.

 

6:43pm

i finally finished getting all the pages up for my "ana voog Xmas"!
and you know, heck, i'm either going to be up tomorrow (which is almost here) or the next day so i may as well show you, ana2 members, the URL now.

but keep it a SECRET! it's just for you guys right now, ok?
you can help me test it out to make sure it all works properly!

i seriously have no idea if i am going to be the #2 babe of xmas or #1.
i have a feeling it will be #2, dunno why.

anywhere here is the SECRET url:

http://www.anacam.com/xmas/

tell me what you think and if there is anything i need to fix!

1:30pm

wow, 1/2 way through december!
i really need to step up my game if i am going to make at least 1 of the 3 things i said i would do by the end of those year come true. well, to be fair, getting rid of 1/2 my stuff i ALMOST did. i am happy with that progress.
but the taxes thing, i've really dropped the ball on that and need to suck it up and get it done.
it's been snowing out all night and morning and everything is just a big pile of slush out there.
whitish grey blahness. i went to the little store for cokes and xmas music was playing. bing crosby.
so much that needs to be done.
i am also torn to just finsh all my crochet projects and just go on a wild crocheting bing these last 2 weeks of this year just so i can take pictures of it all and have something to show for 2005 in the crocheting area of my life.
i think i only have ONE hat up for the "2005 collection". what a year what a year.

the guy that was sexaully harrrasing me by email, one of the women on his list when i "replied to all" telling him off, she wrote back and said "you go girl! that bastard has been doing the same to me! he needs to get psychological help!"
so my get instincts were correct about this guy, for sure. and i'm glad i "replied to all" so i could let the other women he is doing this to know they are not alone. even if they don't say anything, i gave them a voice.
so, that really helped me that the one woman said it was happening to her, too. even tho it makes me very sad that this creep is doing this to other women.
people who abuse and harrass other people, even if it seems like it's "harmless" because it's "just email" need to be called out on their shit.
because that stuff escalates and next he could be stalking women physically or even being a peeping tom and it could escalate into something really really bad, like rape.
i hope this guy seeks treatment so he doesn't harm anyone physically.

oh, and hilariously and sadly 2 "replies" i got back when i "replied to all" were those form letter type things a bot sends out that makes it sound all personal like:

"Hello, it's Megan. I'm glad you sent me an
email, I was looking foward to a reply. Do you
remember my profile? I have a another on a different
dating site you should check out and see if you
remember me. My picture is on there... I don't have
clothes on in this picture... I'm thinking about
taking this profile down soon...but I can send you
some other pictures if you want;) Meanwhile come check
it out, here is the website....etc etc...)


so the guy is FWDING really stupid sexual jokes to BOTS on the net thinking these are real women?? i mean wtf???
how pathetic and stupid can you get?
it's really really sad.
and what's even more sad is that some of us ARE real women on that list who are nice and he just really blew it bigtime.
it's really sad when you blow an opportunity to be friends with a GENUINE human being.

on the other end of the scale, in the HAPPY sexuality news, it looks like i am either #2 or #1 "babe of xmas"
because there is only 2 left to go and i haven't been up yet...so that means i'm in the top 2!
that's pretty cool :)

i guess what i should work on 1st today is getting rob the mouseovers and write some text that goes with that so that people understand what it is i am trying to convey.
but it sure the heck is not me in a santa suit (but there is boobies ahoy!):)
i'm more like some sort of "christ consciousness priestess". LOL :)

ya, so i think i will have some more caffeine, and crank the music and work on that now.
get up the pages for that. get everything ready so people can make anapix from the pictures.
i think it could turn into something very cool when all is said and done :)

i can hear the cars slushing through the streets.
the sky is completely white.
i will listen to brian eno's "another day on earth"

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Your Horoscope for December 14 , 2005

Do your thing and get involved in whatever it is that is attracting your attention. Activity is the name of the game, so keep yourself busy. An adventure is heading your way, a chance to do something unusual.


and

Playing pranks
Valid during several months: This is a good time for expressing your thoughts to yourself and for communicating them to others. You can make clear to people your stand on any matter and explain very effectively any issue that is on your mind. You will also be inclined to use your mind for amusement, that is for reading, writing and playing games that require mental agility. Often the ideas that come into your head now will have no special function except that they are fun to play with. Just be careful not to transfer this playful spirit to your communications with others to the extent that you play with people for your own amusement. However, during this time you are more inclined to release your inner energy outward than to allow energy input to come from others. Thus you may be rather insensitive to people's needs if you are not careful.


The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Mercury in the 5th House 5 exact at 10:58
activity period from beginning of November 2005 until beginning of January 2006.

and

Wednesday It's cracking and sizzling all day, make sure that the flirting is unconditional so that no one gets hurt or misunderstands the motivations. Hard aspects to Uranus by the moon in the night gave us all plenty to think about from the dream channel. Sift through them for clues, not just the plotlines but often what is happening isn't as telling as what it was happening to; who cares if it was a dance competition for a mysterious oozing trophy. Focusing on why the zebra had six legs! Freeing the dream channel from having to make sense on the waking level often helps it make sense and give us constructive assistance instead of confusement.

and

Make sure your excess energy and enthusiasm are put to good use. There are so many things you want to do today that it's easy to wind up scattering your efforts. Focus on your priorities so that you are able to take care of the most important tasks first. Chatting with friends is fun, but may be another distraction on this busy day.