november 30th, 2005
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11:17pm

	dark side of the moon

 

10:55pm

took a few more pix because i had another idea (i knew those 2 identical annie sprinkle specially made collector dildoes would come in handy SOME day. and no it's NOT what you're thinking...sorry :)

so i took 58 more photos but i am going to wait until tomorrow to "fiddle" with them more because i need to look at them with fresh eyes :)

don't worry after the 12 babes of xmas is over you'll get to se not only the series but the "outtakes" which will be just as cool :)
be patient little ponies :)

10:35pm

took some more pix and now seeing what i have from it :)
it didn't take me so long because i had already thought them out in my head 1st and had all the things prepared.

10:10pm

9:30pm

with only a few hours to go until december 1st...i got robont my photo for the 12 babes of xmas!
i really am going to do more than one (i want to make it into a series) but i had to get him at least the ONE picture in case i am the 1st "to go on"
his journal is robont.livejournal.com
and he'll start putting up the 12 babes starting tomorrow.

watching csi and then i am going to go take a few more pix.
i can't wait to show you!!!

i'm excited!

i think you are really going to be amused :)

 

1:10pm

i LOVE the band Muse.
especially their album "absolution" :)

12:19pm

woke up at 11:30am.
give the dogs treats
had a red bull.
did all my morning things:
check email
moderate communities
archive anagram
put up new anagram
look through photos of me sleeping.
save photos from my cam and on friends list i like.
check bank account online just to make sure things are good there
check weather.
check my horoscopes.

it's lightly snowing even tho it's slightly sunny. 20 degrees.
i have a LOT to do today.
i have to get the photos for 12 babes of xmas DONE.
eek.
MUST pay phone bill and electric bill or they will be shut off.
blarg.
i will do that now.
and then work on making my photos and getting everything ready for making them.
ironing, putting on make up, painting some things on tagboard and cutting them out.
i hope it all works out.
it has to!
check yesterday's anagram for test shots.

i had a dream that my grandpa olson's farm was for rent and i was so excited.
and then i found out that mark from negativland was renting it and he was also renting it with jason's friend, dallas, but dallas was leaving and now mak didn't want a roomate. he wanted the place to himself, which i understood, because it's a great farm and the rent was only $450 for the entire place.

so i was in a quandry. do i let my friend who is already staying there rent the place, do i try and begh him to let me be his roomate or do i just give up on it.
then i found out that there was a possibility the farm could be sold and that if it was mark would probably get 1st dibs since he was already renting the place. and i knew i had to either fight for this farm or lose his friendship and i just didn't know what to do.
he realized the weird position i was in, too, because here he was finally happy on this place but this was MY grandpa's place and i was looking for sanctuary there just as much as he was. we both needed it.
we both would put it to good use. we both wanted to live alone on the farm and have it to ourselves.
we knew that an opportunity like this doesn't come around very often.
so we were in a quandry as to what to do, it really sucked.

i asked him if maybe i could stay in the little house that is right next to the big house.
and maybe i could store some of my stuff up on the top floor of the big house.
i asked him what bedroom was he staying in the big house, and he was staying in the one on the 1st floor that used to be my grandparent's room.
i said that's cool because i preferred my aunt's room which is at the top.

we both talked about how the stairs ar so narrow to get to the top and it's a wonder anyone ever made it up and down those without tripping.
i told him which room grandma died in (in actuallity grandma died in a nursing home but in my dreams she always dies in my aunt's room at her house, i don't know why)

i do wish grandpa's farm was for rent and i could go live there.
i wish it was true and i could really be there and again and have it.
and record in the barn.
i miss it so much.

i had another cool realization last night.
as my tattoo S is taking on more meaning, as i was sitting in the bath yesterday i remembered that in numerology S is a 1.
a 19/10/1 to be exact. (1+9=10, 1+0=1)
so i loked up the corresponding tarot card for 19/1
and it is the sun :)
keyword: regeneration
and get this, the same bible verse applies to this card, too as the 6 of cups (which is a 46/10/1...which is what "40 in portal" adds up to)

"except as ye become like little children, ye cannot enter the kingdom of heaven" matthew 5:16
(i just realived 5:16= 11 which is the number for light and illumination!)

so this makes me happy!
everything fits together!

i also realized (because shabda from lj pointed it out to me) that i had made 42 dots on my mouth on one of my photos from yesterday.
which corresponds to the 42 names of god and the ana b'koach prayer/chant (which are the 42 names of god)

obviously, god has more than 42 names. god has infinite names and god has no name at all.
but, it's just a cool little connection.

plus 42 is the answer to "life, the universe, and everything" in hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy :)

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Horoscope for Aries (November 30 2005)

Make a few changes that will help you turn your ability to make money into a going concern. You are wonderful at multitasking, so take on a little more responsibility.

and

Enjoy yourself
Under this influence you are likely to feel quite good about yourself in a positive way. Also you will want to be with other people, particularly to have a good time. You do not want to attend to anything that is not immediately enjoyable and gratifying. It is a good day for play, although you can get work done if you really enjoy your work. With this influence you also seek to expand your daily routine. Today you won't be satisfied to do what you usually do. You would like to learn more about yourself, the world and other people. This is a good day for beginning a trip, especially a vacation. It is a time to relax from the rigors of everyday life and enjoy yourself. Despite your present casual approach to life, in your encounters with others you are able to make an impression.

and

It's time for you to stop planning and start doing. It's a bit tricky, though, for you may not make as much progress as expected. Go easy on yourself as you venture out into new avenues of expression. Avoid making the mistake of pushing harder against any resistance; aggressive action won't help you now. Instead, your persistence will be rewarded later on.

and

Wednesday we are at the darkest part of the moon, a day each month all the major religions and philosophies key on. The Moon hits on retrograde Mercury in the morning, giving some topspin to this cycle. It's a great day to really review all projects, proposals, contracts things of mind that are to exert some order and 'control' into your physical world. Control is a fuzzy concept anyway. Today you can catch the typos or arrangements that were overlooked. Use the internal review and scanner to alleviate some of the retrograde effects of Mercury. It's like weather; it's going to happen anyway but it's nice to know if you should take the heavy coat and gloves.