november 27th, 2005

12:36pm

here all this time, as i love bill nelson and read his journal and listen to his music, i find out this!

"West Yorkshire composer, musician and songwriter Bill Nelson is a self-styled rosicrucian, whose lyrics and cover art often reflect hermetic themes."

i'll be!

 

10:09pm

today i have been furtherly learning about chet.
also aleph, yud, dalet and now gimmel. and the letter G.
learning that 2 and 4 make the earth meet the sky from a page i had to translate from french with babelfish. the whole site it so cool but babelfish will not translate it all.
this g and d then fit in with g-d. and then something called DIEU, which is also god, and i'm trying to figure that out
i've just been figuring out so much but it all leads t more questions and my mind is spinning with possibilities.
chet is het in french which makes sense because i think it corresponds with H in english. and an H and the chet/het are a bridge/doorway/gate
also a ladder and 2 opposites coming together by a bridge, "walking the fine line" , and a double helix.

and i'm trying to figure out what zohar is.


i also made a wild rice goose soup.

http://www.sover.net/~bethelvt/yod.html
http://www.sover.net/~bethelvt/alefbet.html
http://www.sover.net/~bethelvt/aleph.html
http://www.hebrewart.com/images.htm
http://borndigital.com/tree/esa/ermitio.htm
http://www.kabbalah.com/k/index.php/p=zohar
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zohar
http://www.biblewheel.com/Wheel/Spokes/Chet_Eight.asp#ark
http://www.blackphoenixalchemylab.com/
http://www.kheper.net/topics/Kabbalah/SeferZohar.htm
http://www.faqs.org/faqs/judaism/FAQ/03-Torah-Halacha/section-34.html
http://www.kolel.org/zohar/map.html
http://webpages.ull.es/users/fradive/masterdiversidad/
http://www.mundodesconocido.com/webs/Jesus/Jesus01.htm
http://www.biblewheel.com/Wheel/Axis.asp
http://aleph.beyt.chez-alice.fr/poisson.html
http://www.flamelcollege.org/kabbalah.htm
http://www.jewishlink.net/learning.html
http://www.jewishpath.org/gematria.html
http://aleph.beyt.chez-alice.fr/
http://freemasonry.bcy.ca/texts/theletterG.html
http://freemasonry.bcy.ca/symbolism/index.html


Classified into four headings, the Kabbalah is as such:
1) The practical Cablah,
2) The Literal Kabbalah,
3) The Unwritten Kabbalah, and
4) The Dogmatic Kabbalah.
The Practical Kabbalah entails charm-producing and ceremonial magic. The Literal Kabbalah is divided into three groups -
Gematria,
Notariqon
and Temura.
Gematria is a network of relative numerical values of words - eg., the letter "sh," would be equivolent to 300, and so forth. In other words, letters were given numerical values and were symbolic of different spirits and angels. Notariqon, from the word "notarius," means "a short-hand writer." Temurah is the process of changing lineal order; both Notariqon and Temurah deal with numbers and words.

The Unwritten Kabbalah is knowledge or higher wisdom which remains unwritten. Communicated only orally, the Unwritten Kabbalah is a sacred diaglogue. Composed of the doctrinal part, the Dogamatic Kabbalah holds a vast number of accounted dates and merits.

5:53pm

jason "jammed" with milo fine and this woman today.
i sure wish i could have heard it!
it was just a private thing at milo's house.
i want to hear some of this woman's singing!

5:43pm

interesting links on origins of alphabets:

http://victorian.fortunecity.com/vangogh/555/Spell/alfabet-abbr.html
http://www.friktech.com/rel/canon/canon1.htm
http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/4_home.html
http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/4_english.html
http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/4_evolution.html
http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/1_font.html
http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/1_font.html

gematria:

http://www.inner.org/gematria/gematria.htm
http://www.mysticalinternet.com/gematria/index.php
http://www.mysticalinternet.com/hebrewcodes.php
http://www.kryon.com/k_chanelIsraelPI05.html

i don't know if i gave you these links, i don't even know what they are about now but i saved them:

http://www.crystalinks.com/pyramid303.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/ellieosiris.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/tuningforks.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/conicalhats.html
http://www.crystalinks.com/ptah.html

link

link
http://www.kelleygreen.org/contact.htm
http://www.subtleenergies.com/ormus/tw/2serpents.htm
http://www.greatdreams.com/null.htm
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/esp_ciencia_oro7.htm

http://www.kryon.com/seminar%20images/DNA%20page/DNA.html
http://www.kryon.com/k_chanelIsraelPI05.html

more stuff i a putting here for myself to reference later:

http://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Gimmel/gimmel.html

http://www.hebrew4christians.com/Grammar/Unit_One/Aleph-Bet/Chet/chet.html

The Jewish scribes say that an extra Yod is inserted in the word ana (meaning humble or meek) to emphasize the humility of Moses.

Ana (AHN-ah) (Hebrew) "Favored grace."


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miriam

http://www.lexiline.com/lexiline/lexi65.htm

The word divination literally means to get in touch with the divine. It is derived from the Latin "divinus," which meant soothsayer, which, in turn, was derived from "deus," meaning God

deity- deus-deiu


ana is arabic for i

mem = 40

http://www.psyche.com/psyche/autiot/mem.html
http://www.psyche.com/psyche/autiot/hyper_autiot.html
http://www.psyche.com/psyche/lex/bara.html

http://www.psyche.com/psyche/tarot/trumps/tower.html

gimmel gamma

5:09pm

let the procastination continue!

interests added:

kabbalah
gematria
ingwaz
medusa
tiphereth
merkabah
absurdity
chaos magick
theoretical quantum physics
forensics
divination
knowledge through nonsense
klown iz king
chml = mlch
randomness
synchronicity
stream of consciousness
jung
hyperreality
the matrix
wordplay
zen
zero
44
40
8
2012
dream analysis
infinity
tarot
tree of life
portals
earth
gaia
alphabets
domes
discipline
forgiveness
grace
clandestine insurgent rebel clown army
ecofeminism
11:11
beautiful accidents
lightwork

interests deleted:
(not that i am not interested in these thing still, i just had to take things off to make room for new interests)

body modification
knitting
outsider art
boots
cherries
corsets
dame darcy
dolls
monolithic domes
dome houses
cams
velvet
vanilla coke
poodles
noodles
femmes
fetish
fluevog
fruit
stereolab
goldfrapp
fruits
money
nest magazine
cobalt blue
rust
robots
grrls
sensuality
sexuality
crocheting
papermaing
plastic surgery
iced coffee
sugar
taxidermy
thrift stores
tinfoil
hollywood
clouds
textile art
tattoos

2:27pm

today is 44 degrees and very dark, foggy and rainy.
i ate 5 clementine oranges and my room and fingers smell so good now.
i'm going to turn my heat on full blast and light candles.
i am totally out of incense. i must go to the little store and get some cheapie incense because i can't stand being without it.
my horoscope says:
"Stop making excuses and do what you have been putting off."
glarb! i know i know i know!

last night i found a lot of cool communities about kabbalah and 11:11 and stuff.
i think i may like around and see of there is a synagogue around me that i could get to, and if they would be willing to teach me hebrew because i really feel i am missing out huge parts of information by not understanding the language, the sounds, the alphabet.
so i am going to look into trying to fnd a good and cheap way of learning it because i really want to not miss anything important. plus it would be fun to learn such a rich langauge with a completely different alphabet.
it will stretch my brain.

i also want to practive writing with my left hand since i an right handed. i hard that by doing tasks like this that makes your brain have to think differently, it's really good for your brian and creates new "connections' in your brain.

but today, even tho i want to curl into my bed and read a science fiction book, i have to suck it up and work on the tasks that need finishing before thr end of this year.
i have really fallen off track and need to light a fire under my butt.
but the winter coming on just makes me sleepy.
and i feel a bit rundown, which is why i ate the oranges.



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Horoscope for Aries (November 27 2005)

Stop making excuses and do what you have been putting off. Share what you have accomplished with others. Don't let an emotional issue stand in your way. Deal with people who are creating problems for you.

and

Fun and joy
Valid during several weeks: During this time, you feel most free to express yourself and to be yourself. Your primary drive is to do what you want and as much as possible to set your own priorities. You are not especially interested in dominating others, although you may be capable of it at this time, but you will vigorously oppose anyone who tries to prevent you from doing what you want to do. Your attitude toward your relationships is much lighter at this time, almost as if you saw your relationships as a stage upon which you can perform. At any rate, you favor more than usual the relationships that are fun. This is the time to be yourself, but it also is the time to become conscious of who you are. It is one thing to be yourself; it is another to know yourself. You can use this time for both.


The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Sun in the 5th House 5
activity period from 24 November 2005 until end of December 2005.

and

Although you may not be as comfortable in the emotional realms as when you are in action, opportunities abound for you to learn new ways of expression. This may be rather subtle at first, but the long-term effects can be profound. Pay attention to the material that percolates into your consciousness now from dreams or in meditation. Seek the knowledge within.

and

Sunday we get a boost to this pattern of community diplomacy with a Jupiter Uranus trine bringing together the signs of Scorpio and Pisces. This expansive aspect can be startling so be ready to shift your mental paradigm at all times. Flexibility relieves the shock of seeing things in a new light. Long before we judge whether that new turn of events or 'fact' is bad or good we have to adjust to the shock of a minute ago we had no idea. Many people can't deal with revolutionary thinking about what they considered, 'the way things are'. So be gentle if you're channeling fresh ideas on this level, the act of revelation itself is a force that must be absorbed before one can discern what it has to do with you. So check in and sense if it's something you should be saying to yourself in the mirror or to the world at large.