october 18th , 2005

9:43pm

mer-ka-bah

http://www.crystalinks.com/merkaba.html
http://www.observations.org/Spirit/Mrkba/animerk.html
http://www.floweroflife.org/tmerkaba.htm

http://www.execonn.com/matt/Docs/Merkaba.htm
http://www.cabiz.net/heartlink/merkaba_dna.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Merkaba

 

8:51pm

fun :)

8:06pm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ana_%28mathematics%29 :)

tori's is cooler:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Torus

also, i forgot that i had downloaded an audiobook a few years ago about the number zero and how revolutionary it was.
did you know that riots broke out about it?

we have a ten number system because we have ten fingers, supposedly.

more links for myself:

http://www.wbabin.net/physics/albertini.htm

and wow, there is sone weird stuff on the net:

http://phoenix.akasha.de/~aton/NU.html

7:43pm

not that i can understand a damn thing this page says, but there is even a wikipedia entry on it:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Calabi-Yau_manifold

all i know if i would see this thing swooping through my room when i was little before i would go to bed and the lights were out.
and little hexagons would come flying out of it , like little spaceships disconnecting from the "grid" of it, and would come flying past my eyes really close up and they would be vibrating.

i'd see this every night before i went to sleep for years.
and never before did i think to google it or to add the words space time, i just knew it had something to do with that intuitively.
and so weird that it does and this thing has a NAME.
also weird that i knew it had a corresponding note or frequency (but i never did hear it, i just saw it).

5:55pm

notes to myself:

a link for myself to remember look back on:

http://www.mlahanas.de/Greeks/Optimization.htm

was googling: honeycomb pattern makes up fabric of space time grid

which is a thing i saw in my childhood before i would go to sleep.

it's weird that this page talks about light and mirrors, again.
and i have to see that pbs einstein special again.

just googled then: hexagon pattern fabric space time grid

and was brought here:

http://www.scientific-religious.com/text11.html

which again, starts off as e=mc2.
so interesting!
why did i see this pattern as a child?
(i'll explain that more to you later)

and about light and strings...and just...weird how this all fits together

excerpt:

II. HARMONICALLY VIBRATING LOOPS
MOVING IN SPACE-TIME MAKE 3D PATTERNS.

"A wave produced in a space by a harmonically vibrating loop is a shape in motion that produces a musical note and makes a 3D structure."

calabi-yau-manifold:

this is what i would see flying through my bedroom at night made up of vibrating hexagons!

oo, i am excited!

i googled images on calabi yau manifold
and went here:

weird

3:07pm

i'm lost in thought and not action today.
yesterday was pure action. today is pure thought.

here:

http://www.ana2.com/private/anarchy2/messages/38494.html

and here:

http://ana.livejournal.com/1649275.html

and also here:

http://www.enterprisemission.com/hurricane3.htm
1/2 way down the page to these images which i see in my mind a lot which is why i then stopped to read about them because i was astounded to see them and talked about, espceially in the context of being a portal of some kind:

and here:
http://www.meru.org/Advisors/Torun/cmplethr.html

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Horoscope for Aries (October 18 2005)

Your mind better be on work and how you are going to make more money. Consider learning a new skill or attending a course that will help motivate you. A business proposition will not be as sound as you think.

and

Doing nothing
Although this is normally a pleasant influence, producing good times and pleasant leisure, under some circumstances it can be a period of testing to see if relationships are on a sound footing. The test may consist of situations that will determine your ability to maintain your individuality within your important relationships. This influence produces a tendency to compromise rather than to stand up for your beliefs and rights. Someone may take advantage of your good nature at this time, which is not a tremendous danger, but something to keep in mind when dealing with people today. At this time your energies are rather low, not so that you feel sick, but so that you feel like doing nothing. Your work may not be done carefully because your heart is not really in it.

and

Although you might have high hopes for what's ahead, you aren't yet willing to accept the good news. It's important to understand that you aren't dreaming, even if something seems too good to be true. As long as you keep your feet on the ground, you will be able to fully engage others as they bring expansion into your life.