october 5th , 2005
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6:43pm

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i got to the p.o. box today. it's cold out. i wore long sleeves shirt, sweater, scarf and winter hat and still it ws cold!
it's supposd to get as cold as 40 degrees or less tonight. brrrrrr!

2:13pm

it just went DOWN a degree to 57!
well, now i know for sure winter is on it's way.

i looked at my bank statement today and i saw this 144.32 charge that i havd not idea what it was. so i called my bank and i guess it's from my credit card billing company and all i can think of is some asshole did some massive chargeback on me.
i fucking hate it so much.
it's so unfair and evil. it hurts.
that was my electric bill.
and i'm just tryng to come up with the money so i can get a passport, and that is $150.
i don't think it's going to happen unless i figure out a way to make extra cash now.
and i'm still stuck in pergatory land as far as my creativity.
i feel lost and directionless in that area.
but i am connecting alot of dots psychologically and socially and philosophocally. i have made major progress in that.
but that doesn't pay the bills.
so i have to get my ass in gear and get something done. something i can sell.
fargin' a.

i need to make it to the p.o. box today , too.

1:08pm

it's cold in here today! only 58 degrees out and totally grey.
i'm going to turn my oven on for heat.

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Horoscope for Aries (October 5 2005)

You have to take an aggressive stance when it comes to making money. You will be fortunate in financial and legal matters. Try to conclude a settlement that has been lingering.

and

Intellectual withdrawal
Valid during several months: This is a time of intellectual withdrawal, but not in a negative way. You aren't withdrawing to avoid a confrontation with reality but to reflect and think about all the ideas you have encountered recently. It is a good time to examine our personal and domestic life and to make plans or evaluate whether it is meeting your needs. This is an excellent time for discussions with your immediate family about matters that are important to all of you. Your thoughts may drift continually back to events that occurred in the past, and you may wonder why you cannot focus on the concerns of the present. You are able to voice your innermost thoughts at this time, and you should if you feel that something must be said. Do not allow pressures to build up within you that you do not express toward the people around you.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Mercury in the 4th House 4
activity period from 5 October 2005 until middle of December 2005.

and

The planets are telling you to create your next adventure through relationships with others. This is not about feeling limited or restricted. It's about the freedom and the exhilaration you can now feel, especially as you push past your safety zone. Temporarily let go of your responsibilities so you can enjoy the support and camaraderie of those closest to you.