september 25th, 2005
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6:40pm

here's some vintage nudie pix:

*pix deleted*

5:10pm

it's very grey and foggy. i'm listening to the specials and the soft boys.
watched an interesting documentary on punk and that was inspiring.
but i feel very uneasy today, like i am going to cry.
i feel taped together.
so i'm just listening to energetic music and cleaning my house a bit to get my nervous energy out and hopefully get myself out of this rut i am in.
but ya, i need to make music to get this "stuff" out of me.
get it out, give it a name, get some screaming done.
unclog myself.
screaming is right below the surface.
screaming or throwing up or crying.
i need to pogo around my room and scream.
but i can't scream or i wil disturb people.
so i will clean.

1:08pm

*pix deleted*

every day i save many photos that i find on the net.
i save them for many reasons, because i think they are beautiful, disturbing, unusual, they inspire me in some way, or they made me think or laugh.
i have thousands. so i'm going to share some with you each day. but i will not be archiving them or saving them in any way. so each day you will have to grab what you want, because the next day will be different pictures.
i hope you will enjoy them :)

last night Akron Family was thoroughly enjoyable, as always :)
they really blow my mind live. they are like one living organism so in sync with each other on stage.

fall is definitely here. it's way colder, like 65 degrees.
very grey. the leaves are starting to turn colour more and more.

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Horoscope for Aries (September 25 2005)

You will face opposition if you shirk your responsibilities. Try to stay on top of what needs to be done and don't let anyone sidetrack you. You will have what it takes to get things done.

and

Something transcendental
This influence deepens the emotions and creates a greater need to belong to an individual or to a group. Friendships are extremely important to you today, and they may change your life. Love relationships are more intense, and physical sexuality is experienced as something transcendental. This is a good time to try to understand your emotions and how they affect your relationships. Today you can enrich and enhance a relationship as you realize the strength of your feelings, in a moment when you experience the full force of your emotion. Certainly any emotion that you feel today will have extraordinary force and vigor. No experience under this influence is superficial, nor would you be satisfied with any that was.

and

Others may seem less committed than you, but this isn't the entire truth. It could be that they are carefully considering all options and are therefore reluctant to announce their decisions prematurely. Don't misinterpret what others say (or don't) through the lens of your fears.