september 17th, 2005
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7:10pm

back from food shopping. we also stopped at a record store and i for Muse's Absolution.
it's just so darn good. it's an epic.
i am massively tired.
jason is coming over in a sec and we are going to watch movies and then i'm pretty sure i am going to go to bed early. i feel like i could go to bed right now.
i'm baking a chicken. i bought some blueberry sorbet, which i am excited to try.
but i'm not very hungry either. i remember with prozac that it completely kills my appetite.
and that's fine with me because i want to lose 5 pounds anyway and can't afford much food anyway.

3:45pm

i feel kind of sickish. tired but nervous.
a bit rundown.
i hate that combination.
it might be the prozac making me nervous, i'm not sure.
if i continue to feel this way after a few days i will discontinue using it.
maybe prozac wasn't the right antidepressant for me right now, it does make me nervous at times.
i wish i could remember that one i was on that had a more relaxing effect. i cannot think of the name of it right now.

jason and i are going to go food shopping.
so i'm going to get ready for that now.

 

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Horoscope for Aries (September 17 2005)

Don't get emotional over personal or business papers. It will make matters worse. Work by yourself and don't give any indication that you're masterminding ways to handle what's bothering you.

and

A critical eye
During this time you are concerned with one area that others might consider rather abstract, and that is your identity. You tend to dwell on your sense of personal isolation, loneliness, difficulties in relationships and other depressing thoughts. Clearly you need a dose of positive thinking and cheering up. It is important to remember that your troubles are probably more apparent than real, no matter how real or significant they seem. Assuming that you can control your negative thinking, this influence does give you the advantage of a sharp, critical eye. You can see what is wrong with a situation immediately and make the necessary changes to correct it then and there. But don't dwell on the flaws, just note and correct them.

and

The skies aren't being very supportive of you Rams today as your subconscious world overflows into your real life. But these are not the easy images of a comfortable daydream. With your key planet Mars quincunx Pluto, your fantasies expose your hidden fears. Your courage often inspires others to fight for freedom. Show your vulnerability now so someone can come to your aid.