august 28th, 2005
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4:33pm

i'm off to a birthday party!
i'll be back in a few hours :)

4:12pm

secret mission

 

1:34pm

oh crap. i see some links are not working , like in anagram 082305
i see that when you click on the picture to go through the slide show of the rose bath, it's not working.
i will fix those today.
let me know if there are any other links that are not working.
thank you!
anavoog@gmail.com

1:09pm

at 3pm i leave with jason to go to some errands with him and then we come back.
and then at 4:45pm we leave to go to a restauraunt to celebrate one of his friend's birthdays.
i'm not in a very social mood. i have just been working and thinking so hard that i wish i could just lay in my bed and zone out.
i have to go clean the kitchen and then take a bath now.

12:53pm

a few outtakes from the photos i have been taking for nerve.
i like these and there are different reasons i didn't choose these for nerve.
reasons like, i don't think it would fit their style, it might be too ordinary, or it might be too weird, etc.
but they are perfect for MY site so...
so here are some for you :)
and there is more that i will perhaps put up at a later date :)
maybe tomorrow :)

11:53am

some kind of semi-arty porny pix

jason took these pix of me right after we had sex last night :)
(and then i processed them and cropped them how i wanted)
i wanted to see if i looked and different after sex than before sex, and nope, i look the same!
we tried that astroglide stuff that is supposed to have a "warming effect" but i did not notice any kind of warming effect at all.

i was going to try spermicide for the 1st time (yeck)
but i didn't see that the directions say you have to wait for 15 minute for it to start working.
the thought of putting some chemical up me that kills stuff really flips me out. but the thought of being pregnant flips me out even more. so...i haven't tried it yet. i have 2 different kinds.
one is like the little square and one is shaped like a bullet (a bullet?? wtf?)

the one that is the square called "vaginal contraceptive film" said it can be used "discreetly" by the woman.
why would i want to use it to discreetly?
like it's supposed to be some sort of SECRET that i am going to kill off some of my lover's sperm so i don't get pregnant?
is it for women who have lovers who are trying to get them pregnant but the woman is "discreetly" trying to NOT get pregnant?
i mean what kind of weird relationship would that be?

10:59am

Horoscope for Aries (August 28 2005)

Do whatever is necessary to settle financial and emotional differences. You will be surprised how much you can resolve if you are open and honest. Today is about compromise.

and

Personal growth **
Valid during several months: This will be a time of new activities and new encounters, some quite unexpected, that will generate both excitement and personal growth. You are not satisfied with your daily routine under this influence, which signifies a time when you can break away from the routine and introduce into your life fresh elements that will keep you alive psychologically. As a consequence of all this, you can do quite extraordinary things under this influence. In whatever you do, you will have the chance to show off aspects of yourself that others may not have known you had. You may not have known about them yourself. Consequently this is a time of personal growth and self-discovery that can be quite significant in your psychological development, as well as being positively exciting and interesting.


The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Mars Trine Uranus exact at 21:58
activity period from 26 August 2005 until middle of January 2006.

and

You Rams are confused now as you become aware of the gulf between your diplomatic self and your unspoken feelings. This is not an overly serious time, but you can learn much about your emotional nature. Don't push your feelings back into the shadows. Instead, bring the uncertainty right out into the open.