august 27th, 2005

6:48pm

i've neen narrowing down the photos for nerve. they want 5 photos with narration (for 5 days).
but i could only narrow it down to 17. about 3 photos per day. and it's 6 days worth.
i wish i could show you and get your opinion, but i can't.
so frustrating.
i showed jason and he liked it.
and i've sent it to one friend to see what she thinks.

now that i have narrowed it down, i can make you a page of the photos which i did not choose for nerve, which are a LOT.
i will put them up in tomorrow's anagram for you :)

2:44pm


here are some pix from a few days ago that i forgot about.

2:29pm

i feel toxic from all the clove cigarettes i smoked last night.
i didn't inhale them, but still, blech.
it's also REALLY hard to capture smoke coming out of my mouth.
you have to time it just right with thr cam and that is hard. never really did capture it how i wanted it.
i think i'm pretty sick of taking pictures now.
i gave so much last night today i need to relax a bit.
i need to go back in and see what i've got, digital cam wise, for what i've done.
i did show you 3 digital pix, they are the 3 black and white ones from yesterday's anagram.
i thought they might be too scary for nerve.

actually, i took down the 3 black and white photos of me smoking and screaming in the tub with the cake.
i MIGHT use those for nerve. i'm still thinking....
there are still my pictures i want to shoot for this. but i might already have 5 for them. i don't know.
i have to look through it see what i've got and think about it.

took off the courtney love lyrics , too.
because they didn't really apply to the photos and i was just listening to courtney love at the time and so i was inspired to write her lyrics in my journal entries.



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Horoscope for Aries (August 27 2005)

Communication will be what counts most today. Don't overstep your bounds when dealing with businesspeople. Keep conversations light and you will make a good impression on the people you encounter today.

and

A bit wild
Weak, transient effect: Today during the day the quality of time arouses an independent and rebellious spirit in you. You are inclined to do exactly the opposite of what someone suggests and to reject whatever others say simply because they said it. For the same reasons you are impatient with restraints, duties and responsibilities. There is a great need to be free and to do something very different, maybe even a little bit wild. You have a strong craving for excitement with this influence, and you may act in ways that you would never consider in a more sober mood. This could be either good or bad, of course, depending on how conservative you usually are and how unusual or outrageous the action. For some people this can be a very liberating influence. For others it is a bit too much.

and

You might be trying to do too much now, but this probably won't stop you from completing what you promised. If others tried to make it through your level of work now, they might just give up. You, on the other hand, thrive on situations that flood your system with adrenalin and push you into action. Don't complain that you don't know what to do. Just get started and stay focused.