august 25th, 2005
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11:39pm

the cake got ruined in the car but i fixed it.
my favourite high heel shoes from the 40's (?), 1/2 a size too small.
(but i can squish in them if i have to)
the self portraits from a few days ago.

 

10:39pm

yep.i've run out of steam.
tomorrow i will take more pix, and then you are going to have one HUGE anagram FULL of a ton of pictures once i have sorted through them all :)

9:34pm

taking more pix for nerve. i took a lot of digital pix. it's very tricky to do self portraits in a bath tub.
verrrrrrryyyyy tricky! a comedy of errors.
i'll show u the pix i took after i pick 5 out for nerve.
i still didn't get to the cake. i am starting to run out of steam.
the cake may have to wait until tomorrow night.

 

8:09pm

taking pix for nerve

pardon my non 6 pack tumblo action.
i can't help it! i'm a curvy 107 pounds.

 

7:02pm

for anyone who tried to look at yesterday's anagram and the photos were not showing up.
it is now fixed :)

jason was over here reconfiguring many things.
getting ready to switch over to the new server and stuff.
we are getting closer and closer but it is so complicated!
when we make the actual switch i will let you know.
and then please tell me if anything is not working for you and i will fix it asap :)

ok NOW i think i FINALLY have time to take some photos!
i have so many irons in the fire here, it's crazy!

3 books want a photo of one of my hats.
THAT is very complicated.
i won't go into it.
the sex worker art show wants my bio and a photo by monday.
and i need to take these photos for nerve.
AND i need to keep making photos for YOU and be on cam more!
(now i can since all men are gone from my house)
and still just keep up with the daily business of living!

i am spinning plates!

i will actually extend all nude all week for TWO more days.
so you will get 9 days instead of 7, k? :)

 

4:45pm

tried to wax my legs again but the hairs were too short to really do a good job.
now i am going to scrub my tub to get ready to take photos in it, in case that is where i want to take the photos.

4:27pm

ok, the maintenance guy DID come over, just to at least lok at my windows. i had to rush and put a robe on!
he looked at my windows and said he could fix them no problem. thank GOD.
he is coming over tomorrow at 3pm.
just thank god, i need my windows to be fixed!

i wish i could stop being so nervous.
i'm just SO nervous.
i need to get these photos made for nerve ASAP.
i have to come up with a game plan.
my stomache is doing flip flops.
i know i want to do a cake thing.
but should i do it in the tub? against a white wall?
somewhere else?
what backdrop?
should i do it in colour or black and white?
i suppose i will just try a bit of everything.

4:15pm

at 1st i thought it was a drawing or a print of a japanese chin, but the brown part is actually paper or plastic and that entire thing has been exacto knifed/cut out! wow, that must have taken forever to make! whaat a cool and unique guft, btripp! thank you so much!!

 

4:01pm

fargin' a.
the maintenance guy just told me he can not fix my window today, but he will TOMORROW.
argh.
well, at least i used all that time waiting cleaning and picking up my clothes and hanging them back up in the closets.

i also checked my mail and i have a prezzie from btripp! yippee!
i'm gonna open it now :)

and i disconnection notice for my electricity. woo hoo!
*sarcasm*
so i better pay that tomorrow!

3:22pm

as i wait for the maintenance guy to come over, i have been looking for the one anagram that has a link to more raunchy porn i did, it is a hidden thing, but i found it here:
http://www.ana2.com/private/anagram2004/anagram101004/anagram101004.html
scroll to the bottom of that page and at the very bottom click the word "porn"

other anagrams i found which i think are particularily sexy (except oone is my very wonderful pear series):
032005
121704
111904
111804
110504
110404

so just go into past naagrams and look those up
those are the dates. 032005 means march 20th, 2005

there are just so many good anagrams....you just have to dig :)

2:30pm

last night i slept at jason's 'cause i missed him.
now i am waiting for the maintenance guy to come over this afternoon to look at my window.
so my afternoon is just completely shot because all i am doing is anxiously waiting for him to come over, but i have no idea when this will be *sigh*
so i have to stay dressed because he is going to knock on my door any second.
i will extend all nude all week for one more day because of this.
so...don't worry! sorry about that.


hello to all the new members!
if you are looking for the masturbation photos from the other day, just click on "past anagrams"
in the menu or at the top of this page and click on 0824!
thank you so much for joining!

i appreciate it SO much!

either tonight or tomorrow will be nude cake smashing!
i will keep you updated!

don't worry i will make groovy photos for you today, i promise :)

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Horoscope for Aries (August 25 2005)

You may have to pick up the slack if a colleague is dragging his or her feet. Don't feel bad -- this person will do the same for you. A partnership looks promising.

and

Misunderstandings
Weak, transient effect: Today during the day you are very sensitive emotionally, but the impressions you receive through your sensitivity may not be very accurate. You have vague feelings about the circumstances and people around you, and you may feel very confused, because you aren't sure whether you are being realistic or unduly suspicious and fearful. Misunderstandings with others are very likely, because you tend to feel that others have unfairly criticized or hurt you, although they have done nothing of the sort. Or you may feel that someone dislikes you for the flimsiest reasons. The reason is that this influence activates your subconscious complexes, which take over your moods and perceptions. Instead of reacting to the reality of what you see, you react automatically to the subconscious process set off by what you see.

more:

Your point of view
Valid during several weeks: This is a good time for expressing your point of view to people. You are able to put a great deal of yourself into whatever you say, so it is somehow more authentically yourself speaking. At the same time, you have the capacity to examine yourself with somewhat greater objectivity and detachment than usual. Your mind will be more active, and it is important to keep it occupied with useful projects, because you can accomplish a great deal with your mind at this time. Often with this influence you will have a strong urge to get out and travel, although not usually for long distances. This is fine if it is convenient and you feel like it ­ you could encounter rather profitable and interesting experiences. Usually this is a good time to be involved in negotiations or contract discussions of any kind.


Transit selected for today:
Mercury in the 1st House 1
activity period from beginning of July 2005 until 3 September 2005.

Small embarrassments
During this time your feelings make themselves more noticeable than usual - even small embarrassments become extremely uncomfortable. Therefore, if you should make any mistake today, you should not immediately accuse yourself for it, as it is probably not as serious as it seems. This sensitivity, though, also gives you a good feel for the weaknesses and sensibilities of others, so that you can be very tactful and accommodating about them. In this way you encourage others to be open and also admit to their sore points. Your capacity for understanding and your readiness to take due account of personal traits, offers others - for example children - enough security to trust you.


Transit selected for today:
Moon Sextile Chiron exact at 16:45
activity period from 25 August 2005 to 26 August 2005.

Thrifty and careful
Weak, transient effect: Tonight you may feel like being alone with your thoughts and feelings. Your mood is not usually bad or depressed, you simply desire to be calm and reflective. But you are probably not in the mood for frivolity. You prefer the company of serious people, if any, and you want the conversation to be about important topics. Under this influence you may feel the need to consult someone whose higher vantage point you respect. You are able to balance your emotional needs with your sense of duty and obligation. While you are aware of your feelings, you do not let them overwhelm you. In all proceedings you are thrifty and careful. You are also very careful and thorough in your approach to any kind of work now. It is not likely that you will have to do any task over, nor will anyone else have to clean up after you.


Sudden moves
Weak, transient effect: This morning you are likely to crave emotional excitement, something that departs from the routine of your daily life. You are likely to seek out people who are different from those you usually meet. You might spend the day or evening in very different surroundings. And while you may feel a bit impulsive, these impulses make you feel more alive rather than inclined to act rashly or stupidly. On a more quiet level, you may use this energy to make needed changes in your immediate personal life or your domestic environment. While others may seem startled by your apparently sudden moves, these changes should be constructive, and the people in your life will accept them. If you have to deal with groups of people or with the general public, you will advocate change and new policies.


Transit selected for today:
Moon Trine Uranus exact at 01:41
activity period from 24 August 2005 to 25 August 2005.

A serious mood
Weak, transient effect: This morning your feelings and emotions are much more intense, but at the same time your sensitivity is stimulated. You feel everything much more powerfully than usual, and you are not likely to take your feelings or anyone else's lightly. It puts you in a serious mood and makes you seek the most powerful and intimate encounters with another. Sexual relationships may be considerably enriched, because this influence enables you to get past the superficial levels of communication that may have been driving you and your loved one apart. In this way you can again feel as one. In general, life will call you to approach it with some passion and feeling. And if you can respond, it can be a very rich and rewarding experience in which you learn much about your feelings.


Transit selected for today:
Moon Trine Pluto exact at 01:59
activity period from 24 August 2005 to 25 August 2005.

and

You have been journeying in and out of the dream worlds more than usual these past weeks and you are ready to be finished with this magical but confusing phase. Today you receive glimpses of certainty as the fog lifts and you clearly see what was hidden. Unfortunately, the mists will return, but at least now you know more about your destination.