| august
15th, 2005 |
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10:16pm
things are on the mend. relationships
are a bitch!
but thank god i have someone who works at it and grows with me and , in the
end now, we are even more in love than we were before, although still scared....we
face it together head on.
*huge sigh of relief*
and then we had AWESOME "make up sex". ya, i fucking needed that.
oh god yes. i am purring.
i love my man so much.
time to zone out to TV now.
today has been a rollercoaster.
and new goldfrapp album....yummmmmmmmmmm.
also another good thing...won't speak
about it yet.
what a day!
8:08pm
working things out.
exhausting.
5:14pm
i just woke up.
how fuct is that?
i just want to go back to bed.
8:57am
well, it's been a goddamn brutal
night.
1st the "roast" of pamela anderson which i know is supposed to be
a joke, and for some of it i did laugh, but it really it was brutal and is
a "barmometer" of society and how far we are off. augh.
then later, relationship problems,
and that's all i will say about it (not because of the roast).
but ya, it's been brutal for both of us and today is jason's 1st day at his
new job and he hasn't slept a wink (and neither have i) and i feel beyond
horrible about that. and again i will just say...BRUTAL.
but ya....LIFE and it's contortions.
send us good vibes.
fuck.
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Horoscope for Aries (August 15 2005)
Working alongside others will bring out the best in you. Your leadership ability will be admired and will draw interest from someone who will help you in the future. Love is in the stars.
and
A fleeting depression
Weak, transient effect: This influence can indicate a period of fleeting depression.
Today during the day you are inclined to feel lonely and out of touch with
others. Sometimes you have a pronounced sense that no one loves you, whether
or not it is true. It is very important to realize that your moods and sensations
under this influence often do not reflect reality, even though they seem to.
One area where you can have real trouble is in relationships. You will find
it unusually difficult to relate emotionally to another person during this
time. Either you are caught up in internal negativism, or you feel so cold
and insensitive that you do not register signals from other people very well.
This in turn leads to failures of communication and genuine misunderstandings.
Obviously this is not a good time to become involved in an emotionally delicate
situation
and
You may be quite creative today, but it's difficult to get things accomplished
as you cover the same ground one more time. It feels like you've been here
before -- and you have! You're not going to make progress by just declaring
your intentions. Instead, work with the slower rhythm for a few more days