august 7th, 2005
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11:34pm

i'm still not done with everything. i'm getting up tomorrow at 9am and finishing what i can.
sorry the cam wasn't on me a lot today. when i am rushing around a lot and there is so much i need to get done, it's so hard to also pay attention the the cam.
i really needed to focus on what i was doing.
i'm leaving tomorrow at noon then dropping the the pupsters at fuzzy's along with all food that may get spoiled in the next few days for her. no sense in good food going to waste. i am so luck to have fuzzy!
i am going to miss them and jason so much.
i'll turn the cam off when i leave and when i get to vegas i will turn my laptop on there when i have it set up.
i will take pictures of all my adventures along the way...the airport..the flight, arriving, everything.
then the laptop will capture more the whole time i am there.
so when i get back i will have a LOT of photos to how you!
probably hundreds at the very least!
i'll keep you up to date on everything "under the bed" when i can.
i bleached my hair again so now 1/2 is a very very pale yellow and the bottom half of stop sign red. it looks very cool :)
i'll be home on thursday evening will many stories and photos to share with you!

this is going to be a very interesting adventure!

i won't be able to respond to email until i get back because my laptop is verrrrrrry slow.
but maybe i can use someone else's computers to check my mail.

i will miss you all but i'll be soon with treasure for you all :)

 

8:17pm

i tried on 5 gazillion outfits today in trying to figure out what to wear.
i have so much cool clothing. not all of it totally fits me , tho. i'm still like 5 pounds shy of getting back into some of my stuff. but i do fit into a lot more than i used to.
my problem is i have a different pair of shoes for every outfit. so it's trying to narrow it down to the ones where i can wear the same pair of shoes or boots with each thing. because i cannot pack 5 pairs of boots, even tho i want to.
it's all vintage dresses from the 20's and 30's and some from the 40's.
washed a few, it's a delicate process.
then deciding which ones need ironing as it will be all wrinkled when they get out of my suitcase.
i don't know...i'm having a hard time deciding what to do.
blah blah blah...
i've got to decide soon tho!
and do i bleach my hair more or do i just dye the whole thing super red? gah!

usually go for the shredded up vinatge dresses i cut off into mini dresses and then the red sparkly go go boots.

but weirdly, this time i am going for the longer dresses and the classier boots.
i'll still have weird hair tho :)

ya, i'm gonna bleach it some more.
fuck it, i am too curious.

 

6:37pm

ok, i will pack the knitting needles and hope they just make it through.
if the confinscate them i am bringing long paintbrushes in my hair instead.
or maybe i just won't bring the knitting needles.
i don't know.
argh.

is it cold instead casinos there?
i can't even remember.

5:47pm

fuck.
i just realized that maybe the knitting needles i want to put in my hair) in yesterday's photo) might not be allowed on a plane! fuckity fuck fuck. godddaaaammmmn.

are nail files allowed?
i suppose not. and i don't have any wooden ones.

4:35pm

well, so far the horoscopes have been true.
except that no one has asked me to keep a secret.
all i want to do is snuggle with jason and i have no energy for today.
but i have to keep going.
i just hope the part about me misjudging something doesn't come true. blah.

must..keep..packing.....

12:13pm

what weird horoscopes for today! i don't like them so i hereby denounce them and say they do NOT appply to ME today.
nope, you can take those horoscopes over to someone else. because they do not apply to me. no sirree.

Horoscope for Aries (August 7 2005)

Today, it will be of utmost importance that you keep a secret. Someone will try to meddle in your affairs and you must take precautions to avoid such occurrences. Jealousy is apparent.

and

Intensity of feeling
Weak, transient effect: Today during the day you feel a desire for strong emotional contact with others. You want to be involved in relationships at this time, and you don't care whether or not they are perfectly smooth. What is important to you now is the intensity of feeling and the interchange with another person. For this reason, relations with loved ones can be either smooth or rough with this influence. In fact, they are usually good, but if you are feeling negative for some other reason, this influence will not improve matters. On the other hand, even discordant contact with a loved one is likely to do more good than harm now, because it releases hidden tensions so that afterward you can feel better about each other. You should use this time to learn something about your relationships and your attitudes toward them.

and

It may be difficult to find the right amount of energy to apply to the current situation. Although you believe you have a plan that will work, you may have misjudged the task. There's no time to go back to the drawing board. You're just going to have to engage the problem in real time and do the best you can.