july 24th , 2005

what i wrote to my mailing list:

i have a 2 hour cam show coming up on the 28th for teknikunst, in australia.
http://www.teknikunst.com/
a mutimedia event celebrating/exploring art and flesh meets
technnology in all its mediums!
read about all the performers/artists here:
http://www.teknikunst.com/TekniKunst-program.pdf
i'm very proud to be a part of such a spectacular event which lasts
several days!
if you can't be there for the show in australia (and i sure wish *I*
could be there in the physical to see everyone!) you can take part by
joining ana2 and see the whole thing and participate! it will all be
archived, as well.
http://www.ana2.com
or join for a 1 time nonrecurring membership at
http://www.ana2.com/anamart/
the show will take you on a hunt for hidden treasure as we, together,
explore the hidden world and solve puzzles within ourselves and the
world.... where cyber meets flesh and where questions lead to more
mysteries.
in the end, your discoveries will be (if you wish it) posted on my
site as an art piece in and of itself!
so if you want to get in one the fun and take part in a performance
art show, the likes of which i have never done, please join ana2 and
take part and show your support!

cheers,
ana

http://www.anacam.com (the internet's 1st 24/7 artlife webcam!)
http://www.ana2.com (private cam, private journal)
http://ana.livejournal.com (public journal)
http://www.anacam.com/hats (my hats!)
http://anavoog.livejournal.com (hat journal)
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/anacam (photo club!)
http://anavoog.deviantart.com (more of my art)
<-THIS IZ A TRANCE MISSION FRUM THEE VOOG MUTHERSHIP->

(and yes i realize they rewrote my bio a little bit wrong, saying i was the 1st 24/7 webcam ever to be broadcast world wide.
oops! i was the 1st "art"cam, the 2nd 24/7 homecam, and trojan coffee pot was actually the 1st webcam to be broadcast 24/7 world wide (even tho it was just aimed at a coffeepot).
oh well! the rest of it was good.
look at all the cool performers and stuff they are going to have there!! it all looks so interesting!
i wish i could physically go and be there and see it all! look at the pdf file!)

p.s. so if you already a member of ana2 this would be a good time to buy your friend a gift subsciption! :)

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11:48pm

7:31pm

was at jason's watching old dr. who episodes and going back there in a sec to watch 6 feet under.
i'm so sleepy.
i'm starting to get ideas for my cam show on the 28th, but i want it to be interactive, as in, i want everyone who goes to show the to get a piece of paper that has questions and spaces for places to draw and other things. and i'm not quite sure how this will all fit in yet to everything but it's talking form. i hope the curator can xerox off 100 pices of paper. i don't know if 100 people will be there or if it will be 10.
but i want the audience to participate in this and then send the paper back to me and i will post them all on the net.
so...just thinking about all that....
and i will put it here, for you, too, so that you can participate.

5:00pm

2 hours can go by so fast.
did all my daily chores and then all of a sudden was hit with this wave of nausea, panic, and dizziness.
i have no idea what that was about but it seems to have passed now.
what i really need is a salad. an amazing fresh salad.
i may have to go over to a restaurant and pick one up to go.
i think all of the too rich of foods has made me feel a little off kilter.
birthday cake, vanilla gelato with balsamic, rare lamb, merlot, absinthe, cheese, pomegranate juice, buttery sauces, olives.
how i have managed to not put on any weight and remain at 105 is a miracle.
i guess the trick is i've been eating these things but in small quantities.
today all i want is a really good salad and some sparkling water.
of course what i want is a GREEK salad with the feta cheese and olive oil. ha :)
and i have been having such a craving for goat cheese ever since i had some a few weeks ago that i am even dreaming about it.

last night i had a dream about a large victorian mansion that was in a dilapidated state.
but children/teenagers were licing there and the totally rent was only $251!
i really wanted to live there, too, just so i could fix it up and explore it.
the children had made a mess of the place and crappy furniture and trash was everywhere.
plus all this lace was hanging in all the doorways that was not really lace but it was like a cheap paper lace that was crunchy and gross. someone's aunt had given it to them.
i started telling them i could fix the place up and i could just have a room for free, i would fix up their place and they agreed.
i started tearing down all the gross paper lace which was all kind of a dark burgundy colour.
the stairways were scary and had no railings.
you could go on the roof for an amazing view of the river but the roof was at a heavy slant so i didnt go out there.
then i realized i needed to get back to jason to tell him where i was but i could not figure out how to get out of even the yard.
the yard was almost one big swamp full of frogs and god knows what else and i didn't know how deep it was and i didn't want to get wet. also the yard was fenced in with an electric barbed wire fence.
these children also had too many animals. like 30 or 50 or more. and there were so many no one would even notice if one would die. so in the yard that was also filled with trash and tires there was a tiny black dead kitten someone had accidentally stepped on.
which is weird as i remember in my other dream it was a black kitten who had rabies and attacked me as i tried to save it.
it was a frustrating dream of trying to get back to jason to tell him where i was and not being able to and also wanting to save and restore this beautiful house and find better homes for all the animals.

at 6pm i am going over to jason's to watch a movie.
we are both really tired from all the birthday activities.
i think i am going to get dressed and go out and get a salad to go.
i desperately need a salad and water.

it's grey today and 86 and i'm listening to brian eno's "music for films" and "music for airports"

in 4 days (the 28th) i have that big cam show for the australian art/media/technology festival (that you will all get to see in ana2)
i still am not totally sure what i will do!
i have to get a plan together.
i want it to be really really cool :)

here is the pdf file of the programme

http://www.teknikunst.com/TekniKunst-program.pdf

i see they rewrote my bio a little bit wrong, saying i was the 1st 24/7 webcam ever to be broadcast world wide.
oops! i was the 1st "art"cam, the 2nd 24/7 homecam, and trojan coffee pot was actually the 1st webcam to be broadcast 24/7 world wide (even tho it was just aimed at a coffeepot).
oh well! the rest of it was good.
look at all the cool performers and stuff they are going to have there!! it all looks so interesting!
i wish i could physically go and be there and see it all!

no, i guess i will just find something to eat here and not go out and get a salad.
oh, i just noticed they say i use sound. i guess i HAVE used sound in the past. hmmm.
and they are going to play my music while i do my show, but i don't think i'd called that innovative!
i wish i DID have live sound for this now.
i wish i knew how many people are physically going to show up for this.
i'm getting nervous now! i really want to make sure i do something very very cool!

3:00pm

oh, and btw, the "madness of prince charming" documentary (about adam ant) that we watched last night was so good! poor adam and all he has gone through with his bipolar disorder :(
it was such a well done documentary.

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Horoscope for Aries (July 24 2005)

Your intuition is strong and will lead you in the right direction regarding love and romance today. You will be the center of attention if you get out and socialize. Partnerships will be in your best interest.

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Mental discipline ***
Valid during several days: During this time your mind, point of view and styles of thinking and communicating have reached a point of stability. You are quite secure in them, for you know how and what you think about most things. This is not a time of change but of preparing to use your mind. Consequently it is an excellent time for any task requiring mental discipline and hard work, such as study, schooling or learning any new mental discipline. It is not a very good time for work requiring great inspiration, intuitive insight and creativity. You will get results through hard work and scholarly methods, not through "divinely" inspired insight.
This influence favors planning and organization of various aspects of your life. You have a definite sense of order in mind, which you can make manifest in your life. This is a good time to put your ideas into practice on the material level and to carry out long- standing plans. If you have planned a project, such as building up a new business or starting a new organization, this is a good time to do it.

With this influence there is a danger that you will let your ideas and opinions become too rigid. It is important that your ideas acquire definite form and stability at this time, because in the future they will be challenged very strongly. You must be reasonably definite and sure of yourself in order to withstand the challenges. But rigidity will only make those times worse, because your thinking will have to be flexible, no matter how certain you are now that you are right.

At this time you have an unusual ability to see every intricate piece of a whole, and your position on most matters is very clear. Consequently your critical ability is greater than usual, and you can see instantly what is wrong in any situation. Just don't let this degenerate into nit-picking.

and

Giving yourself permission to be critical now is an important step for you. As much as you like to be enthusiastic, you cannot encourage everyone to like everything. This focus of attention can have profound impact on your job if you limit your daily routine to what needs to be done. Success may require you to eliminate unnecessary distractions.