june 28th, 2005

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6:44pm

HOW TO PERFORM STRONG MAN STUNTS!

i suggest you put the words "in bed" at the end of each sentence for a giggly good laugh :)
(especially the "how to resist the pull of 4 men")

thanks to bayarts for the link :)

5:17pm

i am sooooo sleeeeeeeepy!

zzzzzzzzz.

4:39pm

made it to the p.o.! yay!
thanks for the picture books on patterns in nature, reenie :)

there was a great photo i wish that could have been taken on my way home.
i was standing at a streetlight and in front of me was a woman covered from head to toe middle eastern style in beige, the veil with just a slit for her eyes, the whole 9 yards.
then there is me behind here, hand on my hip, blazing red hair and lips, tight black pants, high heel boots, and a very tight black shirt that said "religious sex" on it and the depiction of a high heeled fetish boot.

man, i wish somehow a photo could have been taken of that.
it was a great image.

2:48pm

another song i want to cover:

john foxx: just for a moment

getting ready to go to the p.o...

2:24pm

1:48pm

are you highly sensitive?


take the test:
http://www.painterskeys.com/clickbacks/sensitivity-test.asp?s=18

what i got:

You answered true to 18 questions and false to 4
questions.
If you answered true to 12 or more of the questions, you're
probably highly sensitive.

But frankly, no psychological test is so
accurate that you should base your life on it. If only one or two questions are
true of you but they are extremely true , you might also be justified in
calling yourself highly sensitive. The Highly Sensitive Person by Elaine N. Aron, Ph. D.

good post on being highly sensitive here:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sweetmadnes/207293.html

thanks to karenleigh for the link :)

i remember looking into that book about a month ago. i'm glad to be re-reminded :)

links i found about it from a month ago:
http://www.hsperson.com/
http://www.sensitiveperson.com/
http://www.highlysensitivepeople.com/

1:09pm

had to point the cam away while the maintenance guys were here.
the oldest one always had to remark about my naked mannequins.
he says "you have naked ladies in your parlour!"
parlour, what a quaint old word :)
i say" i know, they are shameless :)"
that guy has done so many things for a living, like one of the coolest things he has done is he was a captain of a ship on one of the great lakes, i think. i have to get him to tell me stories about that sometime.
the great lakes are such mysterious lakes.
i'd love to live up by one someday.
there is something very magical and mysterious about those lakes.
and they are the largest soureces of fresh water on the planet, did you know?
it's weird when you go and see them, they look like the ocean. you cannot see across.
but it doesn't smell like the ocean, because it's fresh water, so that is kind of confusing.
and they are rrrreeeaalllly cold!
when it was over 90 here the other day, by the great lakes it was 45 degrees. that is because the cold water keeps it cold up there.
i want to move up there. i'd rather live in 45 degrees than 90 degrees anyway.

*drinks coffee*

i have made enough $ with all naked all week to pay rent, pay my electric bill and still have some left over to buy food!
i am SO HAPPY about this! :)
it's like a huge load lifted off me to be able to pay my bills!
and pay them on time!

thank you everyone!
thank you SO much for your support!
i appreciate it SO much!!!

now if i am just really frugral and finish all those tube scarves to sell, and make other things to sell, i should be ok for next month, too. *whew!*

it was good to be forced to get up at 9:30am today.
i hope that can help to shift me to getting up in the morning now.
although i do adore staying up late when the rest of the world is asleep.

oo, i am listening to an album by john foxx and louis gordon called "shifting cities" and i LOVE it!

1:02pm

didn't read. did the anacam biz (running credit cards through, emailing people passwords they lost, answering questions, etc.)
made coffee. waiting for it to cool.
gonna drink that while reading then and get AWAKE.
take a very fast bath and then FINALLY get to the p.o. box!

andrea f. if you see this, please email me!
i need your address.

it's 79 degrees, 66% humidity and grey.
i'm listening to john foxx.

 

12:00pm

they are finally gone!
things are fixed in my house except for the window which they have to order. they said it might come in this week.
i sure hope so.
but at least they took the broken one out.
i wish i would have had the time to wash all the windows as they took them out and put them back in.
i did get ONE washed.
it's so nice to have a toilet that works. and my washing machine now, too. they thought they were going to have to put in a new machine, but they got it fixed. and all the burnt out lightbulbs have been replaces. let there be light!
everything from my bathroom is now in the hallway.
and everything that was on my windowsill is now on various parts of my floor.
things are topsy turvy and the movement of everything excentuated just how much freaking dust and dirt i need to scrub off of everything in here.
it's insane.
it's going to take so much work, but i will get it done.
the thing that sucks about washing and dusting things, tho, is they just get dirty an dusty again so quickly.
it's a never ending battle.
i'm sure glad i don't have some obsessive compulsive cleaning disorder or i would go nuts with this place.
i'm playing happy space music and burning incense because those maintenance guys stink to high heaven, even tho they are nice.
this week the window washers are washing the outsides of all the windows on this entire building.
why does this almost always correspond with me having an all naked all week?
but it does.
and so i know that one of these days i am going to be naked and there is going to be a guy hanging from ropes outside my window cleaning it. augh.
also there are 2 guys on this rooftop right across from me.
i thought they were workers but they've just been sitting there for 2 hours talking.
they could totally see in my windows if they looked, so i have to try and not walk up to any windows nude as long as they are sitting there.

what a day what a day...

but a good day because things are fixed.
i wish i had the energy to power clean now...but i don't at all.
i feel like reading.
it think i will make some coffee in hopes this will make me want to power clean.
and i will read until that urge strikes me.

10:19am

the maintenance guy came over and woke me up at 9:30am.
i dashed to get a robe and on blearily let him in.
i can't wait until he's done because i hate men i do not know in my house.
but i am going to be SO happy to have things work around here again!

my horoscopes are actually positive today! yay!

weird email of the day from someone i do not know:

"Who are you ? what do you want to me?
Do you try to play with my brain ?
and bye... I love U too!"

WTF?

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Horoscope for Aries (June 28 2005)

You will be pumped up and eager to take part in whatever comes your way. Your enthusiasm will attract someone who wants to share in the excitement. Plenty can be accomplished, and progress is definitely going to brighten your day.

and

Relax and unwind
This is a day of pleasant thoughts and communication, of easy intellectual exchanges with other people, general light-heartedness and good times. This is a good day to tell someone that you love him. It is also a good day to discuss any aspect of a relationship. If something has been bothering you today, you can discuss it and clear the air in such a way that there will be no negative feelings. Today it will be easy to let the other person know that you are fond of him and that you are only trying to make the relationship better. Go out for a drive today, or better begin a long vacation. A trip started under this influence will give you great pleasure, stimulate your mind and expand your consciousness. You may meet new friends who will stay with you for a long time.

and

No matter what has been restraining you, now the resistances disappear. You are golden. You are the stuff of stars and nothing will get in your way. Nothing, that is, except your own arrogance. As positive as you may feel, remember not to burn too hot today or you won't have enough energy left to enjoy tomorrow.