june 26th, 2005

 

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http://ana.livejournal.com/1585910.html

11:56pm

P.O.V. : The Education of Shelby Knox (Doc) Teenager Shelby Knox advocates sex education in the high schools of her hometown, Lubbock, Texas.
on PBS.
just watched it.
very moving.
watch it when it repeats (if it does!)

it touched me on so many levels....

7:18pm

ah i see now how my window got cracked, the top part of the storm window came crashing down!
i knew i heard a huge crash in here but couldn't figure out what had happened!

it's so humid outside it looks hazy, and all these gaps and cracks in my windows are making it hard to stay cool in here. i guess it's good it's all nue all week, 'cause it's almost to hot to wear clothing.

i'm watching a show about the planet on pbs.

i think i'm done cleaning for today and now i'm just going to take it easy.
i'll vacuum tomorrow.

 

5:29pm

figuring out the winners for photocontest instead of vacuuming.
i just noticed a HUGE crack in one of my windows that wasn't there yesterday!
i don't even remember it being there a few hours ago.
how weird! it's a huge massive crack!
so i guess now there is one more thing for the maintenance guys to do!
replace part of my window, too!
jeez.

4:32pm

the kitchen is now clean.
god, how i loathe to clean the kitchen and bathroom.
but i did it.
i'm exhausted. i scrubbed and scrubbed!
i just want to fall over now and stare.
but i am going to try to vacuum and lint brush my carpets.
at least as much as i can before i just cannot move anymore.
then i can get the maintenance guys in here tomorrow (i hope) to fix at least some of my stuff.
oh that will feel so good to have it all fixed.
everything clean and fixed. glory be!
and i did the dishes and 2 loads of laundry.
with each thing i get done it's like a huge load is lifted from my heart.

oh! and i found a $20 bill! kick ass!!! :)
it was hidden behind a pile of papers in the kitchen.

did i mention that i found my acrylic paints and box which contains all my multitudes of gliter the other day?
i had been looking for them for months, and then poof! there they were!

now i wish i could find where on earth my d.a.v.i.d. went
(digital audio visual integration device)
which is this awesome thing you can use for meditation.
i haven't been able to find it for the last few years and i have no idea why!
and that thing cost me $500 , at that time.
i totally want to find it!

my belly is really puffed out today.
i think it's the humidity or something. i am like spongebob squarepants.
totally porous.
i weighed less today then yesterday, oddly. but 1% more body fat (26% bodyfat)
maybe because i haven't been walking very much lately i am losing muscle?
drag. must get back to walking.
but all this scrubbing must be building SOME muscle.

i tried on my corset today and it was really loose!

the kitchen light was most unflattering.
i noticed i have a dent in my butt. like a weird dimple where i never had one before.
odd. my body is changing and doing new things.

i'm sure all of this is just FASCINATING to you.
but it's hard not to focus on my body right now since i'm freaking naked and cameras are taking my photo every 30 seconds, you know?

ok, off to vacuum and stuff.

i'm listening to kate bush.
as i listen to "the dreaming" i can tell that it was that record that had the most influence on my songwriting.
i hadn't realized that until now.

2:33pm

the bathroom is now clean enough for maintenance guys to come over and make it messy again.
now i'm moving on to the kitchen...

 

12:21pm

today is a day that i MUST clean.
jason is cleaning his house, too.
i feel like going back to sleep, tho!

4:57am

all the birds are chirping....
sun's coming up....

3:58pm

i smell a skunk, for real!
sometimes in summer i can smell a skunk all the way into my room!
wtf? do they get hit by cars in the city?
why do i smell skunks every once in awhile in the city in the summer?
it's mysterious.....

3:55am

i should go to bed, right? :)
old doris day movies on!
"april in paris"
they just don't make movies like that anymore...

3:41am

3:04am

click "past anagrams" at the top of this page or in the menu to see yesterday's photos and journal entries :)

how odd, my shortlived one day tripod experiment page is still up!
weird! flashback!

http://members.tripod.com/~anavoog/

i fucked around with it for about 1/2 an hour.
and it's still there.

i have NO idea what my username or password might be to ever change it!

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Horoscope for Aries (June 26 2005)

Don't push your luck when dealing with loved ones. Emotions will be close to the surface, causing some minor rifts to turn into big trouble. Keep things simple and find a balance.

and

Mental activity
This influence indicates a day of busy mental activity and many communications with others. You will be busier than usual with letter writing, paper work and group conferences, which should run smoothly, although under certain circumstances there could be problems. Be especially careful not to speak or otherwise communicate from purely egotistic motives. Make your point and let it go at that, because chances are your statement will have enough energy to be effective without making a controversy of it. If you do turn it into a controversy, you will encounter opposition from people who are similarly inclined, and communication will grind to a halt. Do not try to defend any ideas that are clearly shown to be invalid.

and

Your family may become the center of your world now as you pull back from your social activities. But there is a catch, for your ruling planet, Mars, is still overcharged, making you more restless. You're ready for anything, but are restrained by emotional connections on the home front. Make sure that you know what you're getting into before you say yes.