june 25th, 2005
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i can't remember who made this video which this icon comes from!
oh ya i remember:

http://www.davidlachapelle.com/videos/mac.html

he is one of my fave photographers :)

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anamate by eric :)

(from pictures from a few years back :)
thanks eric!

 

9:23pm

ok, i was bad and had to get a bottle of monty python's holy grail :)

(tempered over burning witches)

i thought it was quite an appropriate drink for today!

8:35pm

mouseovers:

 

8:26pm

8:09pm

i love how jason's feet are in the backround :)

7:56pm

the right boot was too tight to wear.
thank you everyone who gave me positive feedback today.
you help keep me balanced :)
the good outweighs the bad, most definitely!
i'm glad i have so many good eggs around me to help keep me sane!

i'm going to go find some different boots to wear.
it's too bad those boots are so uncomfortable because they are so kick ass!

i need a little table to out my mouse so when i sit on the red ball i don't have to hunch down for the mouse.
i just need room for a desk in here!

6:53pm

ok, trying to get in a good mood but that guy made another lj and posted this 29 times in my journal:

"nice_try_bitch (136.145.54.123) Sunday, June 26th, 2005 06:33 am

what a rip off
she is naked for 1 week, and wants to charge $15? what a rip off, plus shes fat. scroll through her livejournal for lots of nudity with the fat bitch in it. there is lots of free porn out there, or better yet, porn for less, and its available all the time, not just for 1 week. dont give into this used up whore. "

so i had to make it so only friends only can comment in my journal now and delete all that crap.

*sigh*

i will get in a better mood, i swear. just let me sigh for a minute.

6:04pm

okokokokokokokok!
gonna put on some nice musique, some high heel shoes.
and get myself in a GOOD mood!

5:59pm

stupid email of the day:

"flash your toes and/or pussy(not just hair, full on lips) to the free
cam portion, and i will subscribe."

what is WRONG with people?
what am i, some sort of internet toy?

oh, now another one from the same guy because i would not fulfill his request:

"you could be like kirstie alley and start a webcam show 'fat whore' or 'fat bitch' looks like it would suit you perfectly."

ya, i am SO fat at 104 pounds.
unbelievable. there is such mysogyny in this world.
it's astounding.

oh, great, NOW he's posting in my LJ:

"spamcold:(221.254.203.118) Sunday, June 26th, 2005 06:14 am

what a rip off
shes naked for 1 week, and wants to charge people $15 a month to watch, yet there is lots of free porn out there, andits always available, not just for this one week. plus shes fat, and has a huge ego. why would anyone want to pay? you can just go through her livejournal and see lots of nudity, is it still worth $15?"

 

2:59pm

in 1/2 an hour i'm off to go get some food.
then i shall be back and i'll put on some sexy footwear for you all :)

i'm listening to a beautiful ambient record by harold budd and john foxx :)

hello new members!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!

 

2:04pm

 

1:28pm

woke up today to another slice of inevitable controversy about my breasts.
wrote this here in my LJ:

"well, everytime i do an all nude all week it gets a few people's panties in a twist.
and people start waggling their fingers about how my breasts are fake.
well, tell us something we DON'T already know.
my lord. they're fake. yes? and? they look anime. and like a robot. well, yes, they do..and that's a bad thing?
i fucking love anime and robots :)
i don't know why my boobs have to 'cause such a controversy.

some lj person named cantsin felt the need to make some mean comment in my lj today about how my brreasts are fake (as if that is supposed to insult me?)
and pointed out this ridiculous thread to me:
livejournal.com/users/eris_devotee/340375.html

which wasn't the greatest thing to wake up to, but , this is what happen whenever i have an all nude all week, so i'm used to it.

the only part of this thread which bugs me is a person named lefthandpinkie (who i friended in my crochet journal, and who i now took off) says that i leave anonymous comments all the time and they have the screen prints and emails to back this up.
WTF?

i'd love to see those as i've never emailed this person in my life. i think i HAVE made about 2 anonymous comments in my many years of being on LJ. and those were years ago. it would be surely astounding if this person happened to have screen prints of the only 2 anonymous comments i have ever made on lj ever. i think i made one in in the crochet community about 2 years ago and one in the photography community about 2 years ago. and seriously, that's it. and i've never made any since. and i don't ever intend to.
and if this person has screen prints of those, they are hardly newsworthy items. and if they would like to post them somewhere, i say go ahead. knock yourself out. i'd surely love to see them and these alleged "emails".

so anyway, that person is completely lying, and i have no idea why they would do that.
i don't even know this person. and it's weird they are so obsessed with me in this hateful way.
they say the have "files and files of crap" on me that they've saved. WHY? and what are these "files"?
how bizarrely obsessed can you be? and still adding me to their friends list? i mean, wtf?

anyway. i just want to make it clear to my friends, because eris_devotee and lefthandpinkie and i share some of the same friends, that this lefthandpinkie is utterly and completely lying. and i also there are a lot of my friends that lefthandpinkie has also befriended, and so i want to give you a heads up that she is obviously very twisted person and you might not want her on your friends list if this is the kind of person she is.

(oh, i see who she is now. she used to go by a different lj username. she bought one of my hats from me a long time ago, but we got in an argument after that in my lj because she thought it was ok for white people to call black people "niggers" because some black people used that word so that made it ok for white people to now use that word, too. and i thought that was pretty fuct, so i banned her from my lj. i don't think it's ok to call black people niggers. sorry. and so all this time she has been keeping "files" on me and she made a new lj and added me? god, so creepy.)

and i find it hilarious that eris_devotee is saying my hats are impossible to wear since she has never worn one.
whatever. *sigh* so my hats are not your cup of tea? big deal. and you don't like my tits and you think my ass is too small. i mean, so?
oh wow. earthshattering breaking news. i'm crushed. how will i survive?
this quote about how she feels about me pretty much is awfully creepy:
"Generally speaking, she makes me want to kick people until they cry, and then kick them some more."
wow. nice.

and her getting all upset about my boobs made me remember this comment she made here, ironically enough:
livejournal.com/users/eris_devotee/327121.html
"The polite police are the same people offended by boobs, usually. They want to make the world nicer and safer and softer for all of us, you know. They really believe that we'll thank them. And yeah... it is very much like that annoying sort of Kindergartern teacher that uses exaggerated gestures and lots of head-nodding."

i'm sure someone on my friends list is going to go copy and paste this entry somewhere to go make a bigger fuss about it. or save it to their "files". but i surely hope you don't. because, seriously, it's not worth it. and please don't go over to that thread and add to it, or post about this anywhere.
i'm not posting this to add to the drama, i'm posting this to give heads to up the people on my friends list fair warning that you might not want to associate with people that are this mean. but it's up to you.

that's all."

Horoscope for Aries (June 25 2005)

Use your ingenuity to dodge all the little things that go wrong today. You will impress others with your masterful way of handling such matters. You must speak up if there is something you want changed or fixed.

and

Hidden tensions
This can be a rather tense time, but it also has the potential for much stimulation. If you have been bottling up pressures from your job, your home, your family or any other sources, they will become very difficult to bear now, especially if you have not been willing to face them in the recent past. Your conscious actions may be impulsive and ill-thought-out today, as your emotions come into conflict with your conscious will. When this happens, you should try to find out whether you have been avoiding a problem that has brought about this situation. Days like this may be annoying, but they do bring hidden tensions out into the open. However, it might not be a bad idea to let the dust settle first. But this time is not necessarily so difficult, depending on how well you have been handling your emotions.

and

Your planet, Mars, is hot to trot as it opposes lucky Jupiter today, but all is not as rosy as it appears. There's a serious issue that needs attention now, and it can prevent you from achieving your goals. Don't go charging ahead before you solidify your emotional foundation. A minimal amount of self-restraint is enough to bring you good fortune.