june 18th , 2005
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so much to say...

 

5:38pm

i'm dyeing my hair red. yelling at people in photocontest.
gonna not go out for drinks at 6 with jason and his friend.
i'm just going to wait til they get back from that then i'll go out to eat with them.
i feel like da brat today.
i'm the wrong bitch to fuck with.

4:36pm

got up at 1pm. that is better than 3.
i weighed myself and i weighed only 103.8!
weird!
i don't think i've weighed that since 2000 or something!
at 6pm we are going out to dinner with a friend.
i'm not looking forward to it.
i am not in a social mood AT all.

jason bought all these rubber balls for excercising.
but he has extra now so he have me 2.
i have a little red one that i am going to use when i sit at the computer so i won't hurt my knee anymore.
but i put it in the thing room for now because it has such a horrible chemical rubber smell it was making me ill.
then i have a really big silver one that is super squishy.
it's fun to bounce up and down on :)

 

6:08am

farg i was up all night again :(
going to try to go to bed now.
sun is up.

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Horoscope for Aries (June 18 2005)

You will have to deal with paperwork or problems that an older member of your family has to deal with. This is the perfect time to make alterations to your home or to get involved in a real estate deal. A good deal is on the horizon.

and

The last straw ***
During this time you may be much more irritable than usual and snappish with others, even though you cannot consciously recognize what you are angry about. Perhaps the most puzzling effect of this influence is that your irritability and anger seem completely irrational. They may not actually be irrational, but your anger may be about something that happened a while ago. This influence may create events that remind you of past anger that you didn't show at the time. Now it is revived with such force that you have to show it. In this kind of situation a trivial incident makes you mad simply because it is the "last straw." You are likely to be more angry with close friends or members of the family than with people you don't know so well, immediate family being the most likely targets of your anger.

and

Although powerful emotional currents are pulling you away from the safety of land, you are perfectly safe. You won't drown in the sea of feelings. Instead, you are ready to swim. You may be so action-oriented that you're more comfortable on dry land, but now your work is in more fluid dimensions.