may 5th , 2005
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6:29pm

got out for an hour walk. it's VERY windy out there!
i think it might rain soon.
i paid my rent.
now i'm making ramen (but with homemade broth i made)
and i'm going to go to jason's and i am going to watch one of my favourite movies...Diva :)

3:50pm

i'm pretty quiet today now after that big flame war.
at least i did manage to empower a few women who needed that.
i'm glad i could do some good. but it took a lot out of me.
i am such a warrior.
mt stomache hurts. it feels like my insides want to come out.
jason is on his way home. then we will walk, i think.

i need to raise my vibrations up to something lighter.
i am full of anger, fear, loathing and depression.
i feel like i'm living in the dark ages.
going for a walk will help.

been looking at photos fuzzy took of the trip to hasil adkin's.
making collages for kiitos from them.

i deleted a lot of people from my friends list.
and a lot of people took me off.
fuck people who think i'm a brainless bimbo for having breast implants.
and fuck people who are mad at ME for not liking to be called that.
unreal.

anyway. whatever. moving on from that now.
it's good to sweep those people out of my life.

onward onward onward.

12:50pm

cool clock!
http://www.lares.dti.ne.jp/~yugo/storage/monocrafts_ver3/29/bclock.html

11:35am

Horoscope for Aries (May 5 2005)

An impulsive act will leave you out in the cold. Don't overreact -- work on what you aspire to become. Check out your motives.

and

Mutual expectations
This influence will show you in a positive way the duties and obligations that you have to live up to in your relationships. This will not be especially difficult for you, because you get considerable gratification from being of service to your loved ones. The reality of your emotional relationships is extremely important to you. Because you want relationships that are real, this is a good time to sit down with a loved one and arrive at a conscious understanding of what you expect from each other. A relationship can be ruined by not knowing what each party demands and needs from the other. Today you can make this clear to both lovers and friends and thereby minimize a possible source of trouble in your relationships.

and

Maternal instincts
Weak, transient effect: This influence is good for all kinds of relationships in that all your contacts with others this morning are warm and emotional. You do not choose superficial or formal contacts but instead desire to make a personal connection with everyone you meet. At the same time you feel a strong need to protect and nurture those whom you are close to. There is something of the maternal instinct in the way you care for others. You are also very sensitive to people's emotional needs and wants, which enables you to respond to them at a very deep level of understanding. You will want to feel that you belong to any group that you associate with at this time. Fortunately you will also be able to make others feel that they belong with you. Your emotions are so much closer to the surface of your being that you can see them clearly.

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and

Aries
The noise of current events is loud enough to make us feel the imbalances. You need to attend to what is going on or you might have to clean up after the storm of emotions in just a few days. You are starting a new phase in your emotional cycle, so this is the right time to consider what happened last month and process it efficiently. Don't carry what isn't needed into the future.

General Daily Overview
The Moon is in impulsive Aries today, opposing expansive Jupiter in relationship-oriented Libra. Our creative capabilities are high, yet we are also feeling the annoying quincunx between romantic Venus and powerful Pluto. Fiery Mars, the key planet of Aries, is forming a magical quintile aspect with Sun. It can feel as if too much energy is being put toward making someone else feel okay. Honesty can get shuffled off to the back burner temporarily, for immediacy seems to be more important than truth.

and:

The planning for a typical wedding lasts from 7 to 12 months. Getting ready for the birth of a child usually requires every minute from the time people find out they're pregnant until the delivery day. I foresee you experiencing an event in early 2006 that will resemble both of these happy yet challenging events. It might be something like the birth or dramatic renewal of a relationship. Or it could be the launch of a partnership that will ask everything of you, and give just as much. I suggest you start your preparations.