may 2nd , 2005
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11:13pm

i got lots done today.
but i'm too tired to type.
so i will just leave it at that and go relax in bed.

sorry i wasn't on cam much today, i was either outside doing errands, at jason's, or in the bathroom losing my stomache.

just a few more things left to do like put food away, wash my face, brush my teeth with my new pink toothbrush.
and then i am going to RELAX.

it's only 32 degrees out.
i think i'll sleep with my (electric) oven on.

i sort of got my period today which is 9 days early which i think is rather odd. but i guess not THAT odd.
my body is out of whack.

i got lots of walking in today.

my black is really fading.

 

2:47pm

moving right along. ate 2 pork chops.
got cheques ready to put in the bank.
i actually have enough money to pay rent today! plus pay back jason $795 for the pooka hospital bill.
the bill was more than that, but then jason and i split the difference. thanks everyone!
and after i put these cheques in, and they clear i will have enough for the server, too.
:)
which just leaves phone, electric, which i am totally behind on.
and so need to sell stuff for that.
and then food...but i have food for now, so that's good.
gonna refill my prescriptions today, too.

squeeze is playing on the radio.
the dogs are playing in the bed.
i'm off to find my jeans and boots.
brush my teeth with my broken toothbrush.
put some lipstick on
then off to do the errands.

even tho it's cold it, it will be good for me to walk.
i need to move about. i've been too cooped in my house.

things to buy:

toothbrush
laundry detergent
bleach
dishwasher detergent
toilet paper
paper towels
tylenol pm
postage at the p.o.
medications

 

1:25pm

ah, i know what i must do today. i must get to the bank and cash some cheques so i can pay the bills. duh.
and then i will buy a new toothbrush since i snapped mine in 1/2 yesterday.
on the way to the bank i will mail one package.

as soon as my stomache settles down.

i have goosebumps all over.

i had a coke in my fridge so yay for that :)

last night i boiled porkshops with potatoes and lots of green curry paste. it needs more than that. but it's a good start.

i have "moonshadow" by cat stevens stuck in my head.
funny because i haven't heard that song in years.

a spam email "couple fuck hard on the floor" intervenes on my cat stevens song.

moonshdow lyrics:

Oh, I'm bein' followed by a moonshadow, moon shadow, moonshadow---
Leapin and hoppin' on a moonshadow, moonshadow, moonshadow---

And if I ever lose my hands, lose my plough, lose my land,
Oh if I ever lose my hands, Oh if I won't have to work no more.

And if I ever lose my eyes, if my colours all run dry,
Yes if I ever lose my eyes, Oh if I won't have to cry no more.

And if I ever lose my legs, I won't moan, and I won't beg,
Yes if I ever lose my legs, Oh if I won't have to walk no more.

And if I ever lose my mouth, all my teeth, north and south,
Yes if I ever lose my mouth, Oh if I won't have to talk...

Did it take long to find me? I asked the faithful light.
Did it take long to find me? And are you gonna stay the night?

moonshadow, moonshadow, moonshadow, moonshadow.

ah yes, i know this song so well from my childhood i was able to sing the whole thing now.
maybe i should cover this song. it's such a beautiful song.
that whole record is perfect.

maybe i'll practice singing this song and sing it into my computer and make an mp3 of it for you.

1:10pm

it's so cold here! 37 degrees!
but by the end of the week it will be 77. how weird is that?
but dang it's cold for may. brrrrrrr.
gonna turn my oven on for heat again.

jason's at work. i feel bad he had to go straight to work without a break after that wedding.

today i better get my act in gear and get some stuff done around here.
namely make it to the p.o. and MAIL STUFF. man, i am so behind on that.

and i still need to drag that huge box down to the trash.

this cold grey weather makes me want to stay in bed.

i had a crappy sleep and woke up all nervous.
but i think i did have a somewhat positive dream in there but now i cannot remember what.
oh ya, i dreamed i had a band and we had the greatest songs with 4 part harmonies.
that's a good thing :)

brrr. how do i get my motor running today?
i don't want coffee because that will make me too nervous because i'm already nervous.

12:59pm

Horoscope for Aries (May 2 2005)

Your involvement with institutions will result in very unusual circumstances. Be observant in order to keep things moving in a positive direction. A creative idea of yours should be developed.

and

Equanimity
Weak, transient effect: This morning you experience a time of inner and outer equanimity. You can stop and take stock of yourself without feeling completely caught up in the usual turmoil and rush of events. Even if your affairs are not going too smoothly, this influence will provide a breathing space. If you have been feeling harried, you now have at least a brief opportunity to take it easy. And if you are relaxed, you will feel even better now. Your relationships with groups and friends are quite good during this time. You are able to understand other people's needs without losing sight of your own desires for fulfillment. Opportunities may arise from unexpected corners that will improve your life in small ways at least. In general you will benefit from being out in the world today and having as much contact with others as possible.