march 4th , 2005
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5:48pm

gonna go on the treadmill tomorrow instead cause jason is just on his way home now and i am DANG tired!
we will chill and watch a movie.

the historical anacam trinkets box is SOLD!

i am kicking some butt selling things. yay for paying the bills!

4:56pm

didn't take a nap. added more trinkets to the box so now it's pussy tv AND things from the jar :)

3:44pm

maybe i need to take a small nap....

3:29pm

i did good today!
i got up at 9am! i went to the post office TWICE!
i put more things up for sale and even sold more!
yippee!
ate a bit of scallops, peas, and curry.
and i'll still go on the treadmill when jason gets home.
and i didn't drink a coke today! (although i want one badly)
i'm starting to get a bit sleepy now, probably 'cause i only got 6 hours of sleep and i've been doing a lot and i just ate.
maybe i will just relax for a minute now...

thanks mr.burton for the fischerspooner cd! :)

2:53pm

a wood and glue print thing and a linoleum print thing
i'm not selling the prints by the actual things that MADE the prints.
so YOU can make prints from these!
what's the word for that? i don't even know.
i made these in college (i went to one quarter of college at the u of M right after i dropped out of high school to get my parents off my back while i tried to figure out how to go about really living my life how i wanted to)
you get both of these for only $45!
you could print iguanas as much as you want! make iguana wallpaper! :)
the other thing is kind of a psychedelic guy floating in space :)

 

2:12pm

 

historical "pussy tv" and "things from the jar" artifacts for sale!
all the objects shown here (except my pussy!) from the infamous pussy tv series and the "things from the jar" series are for sale for $45!
in fact, you will get even MORE things than everything that was in that jar! it's odd trinket heaven!
put it on your coffee table! be the only one in the world to own things that were INSIDE ana voog!
ha :) 75 trinkets in all! and i'll even add in an extra BONUS box of surprises to the buyer (and it will be full of cool things, i assure you).

and i will put them in this nice wooden box that has my legal name on it :)

own a piece of infamous anacam history!

 

2:11pm

oh wait, she can pay me now! kick assss!

1:52pm

huge piece of art SOLD to a woman who will pay me in april!

1:15pm

a HUGE piece of art for sale!

these are my cam photos and also polaroids i have taken.
all laminated! 4 holes punched in each corner so that you can tie them together with string or wire.
they are DOUBLE SIDED! so on the back of each one of these is yet another just as cool photo!
i have also drawn on some of them with gold marker, written on some, and added silver glitter to many.
you can tie them up in the order that you want! make many little wallhangings, or make one BIG one :)
and when you get sick of looking at one side, you can just flip it around for a completely new wallhanging!

or you could make a mobile out of them, or even sew them to clothing or hats. you can do whatever your imagination wants with them!

i was making this for sonia5, and then she died so....i just couldn't really bear to to deal with this until now.
but i'd be really happy if someone would love this and play with it! it needs a good home!

the photos don't do this justice at all. there is so much complexness and intricacies to this whole thing.
plus the shiny sturdy lamination. it's just so happy :)
you could even just leave them as they are and have them as a set of art cards and put them in a nice box on your coffee table for guests to peruse through when they come over!

$280

i take credit card, cheque or money order.

there are 153 cards! but since they are double sided it's like you are getting 306 images!

 

11:04am

made it to the p.o. for round one of packages.
i think i may actually go again and just get it done with.
plus it's good excercise and it's gorgeous out.
after shipping, i really didn't make much $ for things hat went for $15.
i made about 1/2 that. oh well. at least it's something.
and this one women who bought an album from me and then it was returned, i have now paid 12 bucks in shipping it (because i've now shipped it twice) and so i made about $3 on that deal. bummer.
but again, it's something, and i'm getting rid of things and making room in my life for new things.
plus i'm getting outside and walking, which i need to after eating 2 cheese and egg sandwhiches right before i went to bed last night. smart! i always get the most hungry at night.
ok, off to the p.o.. again. so i can have this off my mind.

10:10am

one more mannequin gone. he said he is going to name her ana. ha :)
i guess i could take that in a creepy way, but i don't think he meant it to be.
he seemed very nice and he is a photographer so i hope he makes cool pictures with her. she is such a cool one.
i'm glad she has a good home.

so tomorrow another one will be gone.
the more i get rid of , the more i want to get rid of things.
it's motivating.

so i got up at 9am. i haven't been up in the morning for quite awhile and it's nice!
at first i was like "augh". i hate that unnerving feeling of being woken up in the middle of a heavy sleep.
but after a bip cup of caffeinated tea that i made the night before and put beside my bed to help me wake up, i was feeling much better. my 1st thought when i woke up was that i am totally going back to sleep after this guy gets the mannequin. but now that i am up and the sun is shining through my windows, i will stay up.
i guess i'll head on down to the p.o. box since i'm dressed. i can use the cash i made as postage to mail things.
i wish i could bring all the packages with me at once and get it over with. but i can only carry about 2 at a time.

so it'll have to be many trips throughout the days.

and i still have so much more to photograph and sell.

my goal was to get rid of at least 1/2 of everything i own this year.
if i want to reach that goal i better step it up.

wow, it says it's 40 degrees out! that's a heat wave!
it felt a lot colder to me when i was out there.

 

 

12:42am

march 4th:
every march 4th , i remember the store called march 4th from the early 80's which was in downtown minneapolis.
it was the only place (that i knew of ) that sold sort of "punk" and "new wave clothing" in the twin cities at that time, like parachute pants and bondage pants and stuff.
i used to go there and get so excited, even tho i couldn't afford any of it, because i was so young with no job.
it was a shortlived store because it was too ahead of its time for here.
duran duran's 1st album had just come out, and no one even knew who they were yet (here).

*a toast to march 4th*
ahhh, nostalgia....

horoscope:

A problem shared is a problem halved ***
Valid during many months: When communicating or cooperating with others we often encounter certain unspoken differences, reservations or sensitivities. These do not seriously hinder the process but interfere insofar that one must be circuitous and considerate, a circumstance that one accepts but in fact cannot really understand. This applies to dealings with others and also, it must be supposed, when others deal with us.
This influence offers the possibility of either raising such issues in conversation with others or being made aware of them in oneself. It is especially important that this be dealt with in a delicate and sensitive manner by both parties. It should not necessarily be the aim of such a talk to get rid of these hindrances in order to make exchanges more efficient in future. This may be the positive result of such discussions in the long run, but as a motive this would certainly result in the interchange not taking place at all or - even if unintended - your counterpart being deeply hurt. On the other hand, if you really try to understand the "singularity" of the other person, the necessary circumspection and consideration will in future no longer be considered tiresome or superfluous.

"A problem shared is a problem halved" they say. But the division or sharing of suffering is a particularly tricky matter. Those who are not led by genuine empathy and a real readiness to understand are in great danger of doubling the suffering by sharing it. A talk can be helpful and healing, but it can also create new wounds. The current effective quality of time presents an opportunity to divide and share - you must determine your motive for so doing

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more in depth horoscopes for yesterday that i didn't get down in here:

Feeling sentimental
Weak, transient effect: Today during the day you are under a very pleasant, light-feeling influence. You enjoy being with others and find all social contacts interesting. Most people feel very affectionate toward loved ones during this time, and there is a strong desire to support and protect those people who are important to you. But be careful not to act too possessive or to try to limit anyone's freedom. If you behave in this manner, you will experience this influence discordantly and will have trouble with your loved ones. You may feel very sentimental under this influence, for it tends to reawaken memories of the past and causes you to feel very attached to them. Also you should beware of any tendency to overindulge in food or drink. Discipline is not one of the strong points of this influence.

A bit wild
Weak, transient effect: Today during the day the quality of time arouses an independent and rebellious spirit in you. You are inclined to do exactly the opposite of what someone suggests and to reject whatever others say simply because they said it. For the same reasons you are impatient with restraints, duties and responsibilities. There is a great need to be free and to do something very different, maybe even a little bit wild. You have a strong craving for excitement with this influence, and you may act in ways that you would never consider in a more sober mood. This could be either good or bad, of course, depending on how conservative you usually are and how unusual or outrageous the action. For some people this can be a very liberating influence. For others it is a bit too much.

Sudden urges
Weak, transient effect: This influence can have many different effects, some of which you should be quite careful of. To begin with, it encourages compulsive behavior; your emotions acquire so much momentum that it is difficult not to give in to sudden urges and impulses that may not be good for you in the long run, particularly if you have been trying to suppress your feelings. This influence is least difficult if you deal with your feelings honestly and do not try to hide them from yourself. On the plus side, however, this influence allows you to go inside yourself and find out what you really want in any situation. Emotional self-analysis is very effective now, as long as you are willing to be honest. Encounters with others may also force an emotional self- confrontation which is useful, even though possibly unpleasant.

Maternal instincts
Weak, transient effect: This influence is good for all kinds of relationships in that all your contacts with others this morning are warm and emotional. You do not choose superficial or formal contacts but instead desire to make a personal connection with everyone you meet. At the same time you feel a strong need to protect and nurture those whom you are close to. There is something of the maternal instinct in the way you care for others. You are also very sensitive to people's emotional needs and wants, which enables you to respond to them at a very deep level of understanding. You will want to feel that you belong to any group that you associate with at this time. Fortunately you will also be able to make others feel that they belong with you. Your emotions are so much closer to the surface of your being that you can see them clearly.

For the common good ***
Valid during many months: During this time gradual changes will take place in your life that will make you more aware of the external and internal forces that make your life move in certain directions. You will gain great psychological insight into yourself and others at this time, and you will go below surface appearances to seek out the fundamental elements of any issue.
This is also a time when you may gain power over others in some way, either in your personal or your professional life. You may be given the authority to direct a project or a group of people working together. However, you should be aware that you are acting as an agent of forces that transcend your own individuality, and that everything you do must be for the common good, or it will be to no avail.

Sometimes the power can take a form that has nothing to do with authority. It may be that your own personality becomes powerful from within, making you a person of moral influence. Without even being aware of the process yourself, you speak with wisdom and others heed what you say. People may be drawn to you, fascinated by your energy and power. Of course this confers the greatest possible responsibility upon you, because you can misuse this power, but the consequences for you would not be good!

Under this influence you may choose to undergo psychotherapy or work with other mind- expanding disciplines in order to increase your self-understanding. In your professional life you may feel that you have a very significant task to perform at this time, one that is far more important than your usual work. You feel that your work could transform the whole nature of your career, not only for yourself but for others in the same field. You have a much greater sense of purpose in your work than usual. If you take the time to communicate this in detail to others, you can be really effective. But if you assume that your insight is obvious and that everyone else sees what you see, you will become isolated from
those who could help, and therefore you will be ineffective.

activity period from end of January 2005 until end of November 2006.