february 22nd, 2005
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2nd stupid email of the day:

"you going to show your feet, so i can subscribe, and
you can get my $15????"

and 3rd

"i thought maybe you were the starving artist type, and
maybe willing to show something nonsexual to get
someone new hooked on your cam..guess i was wrong,
thanks for clarifing it, before i wasted my money..."

i fucking hate assholes like that.

as if i am some groveling artist who will give stuff for free out to ungrateful strangers for which i already give so much for free!
to get "hooked" into my cam. as if that is what i am about. *stomps foot*

unreal.

9:12pm

i don't like how deviant art goes down a lot into "read only mode" for system maintenance.
i wonder what is going on with that?

i'm trying to think of photos i've made which would be good on some cafe press stuff. gonna check into that more again. i had a bunch of stores long ago, but i don't remember the passwords to them anymore, if they are even still there.

i don't have much to say. i am just in getting things done mode, although i go about things very slowly.
but slowly but surely i make progress. i want to get things ready to make prints and to sell cafe press merchandise and hopefully that can pick up a tiny bit of the slack in my finances.

i still make it to the treadmill although i don't know what good it does me.
i don't really feel any difference in my body or mind from it yet.

documentaries about minnesota play in the background as i slowly sip on cheap cabernet from chile.

none of the women on american idol tonight really did much for me, but i did like aloha at the end.

now i'm at ezprints.com looking at that because it seems that deviant art taking 50% of the $ is a bit much for me.

ok now in looking at this ez print place it seems i cannot use it for commercial use? and again, no pornographic material *sigh*

where CAN i go get my collages printed with no one telling what i can and cannot put in my art?

on friday i am going to dye fuzzy's hair atomic orange.

3:10pm

i went to bed at 7am and got up at 2pm. i was just so into figuring out the deviant art thing.
i need to get outside today to get my migraine medication.
i hope i can find the energy to do it. i don't know if i do.
jason said he could take me in the car. i might do it that way later, after the treadmill.

 

3:57am

subscribed for 3 months to deviant art.
man, they just have EVERYTHING over there, it's quite incredible.
but one thing they don't have is a friend list just like in LJ, at least that i can figure out yet.
but they have so many ways in which you and other people can comment, it's almost overkill.
if you subscribe you get your own shoutbox, shoutboard, forum, journal, plus people can leave you comments in your journal and on your artwork, or send you a message a myriad of other ways.
it's just comment central over there. there are almost too many ways to communicate! i can't keep them all straight!
and then you get all these stats about your page in these amazing really swank graphs. and polls, and god knows what else.
i'm just flabbghasted at the amount of time and effort the programmers must have put into that place to make it all so functional, and not just functional but pretty too, and also quite easy to figure out, for the most part.
a very well thought out site!
you can even put your webcam on there.
plus, i was browsing the dialy deviations, of which there are tens of thousands and there is so much talent on there i am truly humbled and inspired! just WOW.
i really wish i had been paying more attention to that place for the last several years but i guess i didn't because everytime i went there the pages loaded way too slowly for me.

anyway, i hope i can find some fellow artists on there who are more mature and stuff. because i'm kind of getting sick of being one of the older people on lj. but i have no idea what the age demographics are over there.
but at least it seems that mostly everyone over there is an artist, not just some 16 year old boy or girl who got a lj to troll or whine. at least it doesn't seem to be that so far...
but i guess i will see what kind of comments i get!

it should be interesting, i hope:)

and later on i want to sign up for their prints thing so that people can order prints through them and i get some $.
i know i'd make more $ if i did it on my own but it's nice to have some other place deal with the hassle of it all.

1:56am

stupid email of the hour:

"show me your feet on the free cam, so i can subscribe
to ana2."

12:24am

collages:

2 photos from the foto_decadent lj community, and 2 from bjork.com:

i have a lot of dreams about floods and water in houses
so i feel drawn to these.

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and

Just a kind word
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