february 21st, 2005
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8:43pm

american idol and survivor

i like bo bice (that 1st rocker guy), anwar was alright, and mario was the best, imo
and i have to say i like constantine just because of his name, ha :)

anthony, that clay wannabe has GOT to go...puh-leeeeez. *barf*
he's all the annoying qualities of clay times infinity but doesn't have the voice or anything to back it up like clay did. and you can tell he's just so completely in love with himself, it's sickening. i want to smack him on the nose!

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and speaking of reality tv,
is anyone else besides me getting sick of survivor always being on a tropical island?
for gosh sakes, can't we have an alaskan survivor or a peruvian survivor?
just ANYTHING but a tropical island.

3:09pm

i love the way the sun moves across my room and changes the colours of the room and leaves patterns of light

snippet of my email from david kahne:

"it's funny that
you wrote now because i just mentioned you to Sean Lennon (whose new
album i just produced) and was telling him how you can hear backwards."

:) :) :)

 

2:26pm

had to go find that song "jerk it out" by caesars because of the ipod commercial
LOVE IT!
this, of course, made me think of the mighty caesars which made me think of the prisoners so i had so on a mad google search for all things graham day. (in fact my song "where is day? from my album introducing sorrow was going to be a song about "where is graham day?"...)
and found he has this new band called the solarflares!
well, now i am on a mad search to hear and collect all of THAT :)
so it's just a 60's garage revival "day" over here :)

i'm so lucky i got 2 see the prisoners 2 times when i was in london way back on 1985 or whenever it was i went.
and handed graham day my 1st single and tried to get him to go out with me, and i DID get him to give me his phone # and i called him from trafalgar square, and i was so nervous to call him that when i got his machine and left a message i left ALL my photos of my trip so far in england at that telephone booth. completely lost them all. all my photos of robyn hitchcock and the glastenbury festival...just everything. gone gone gone! what a terrible loss!

 

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Horoscope for Aries (February 21 2005)

Things should be looking up for you, and if you are quick to take care of business and act on your impulses, you will discover that life really isn't that bad. In fact, you are lucky to be who you are. Romance is in the picture.

and

Restore and rejuvenate
Weak, transient effect: This morning you should have a very strong sense of well-being. Your inner self is functioning harmoniously, and you do not feel emotional turmoil or strife. At the same time you are most contented with the familiar elements of your life. You enjoy being at home with relatives and friends, and you like being surrounded by the objects you are used to. You are not in the mood for adventures, challenges and major changes, nor is it necessary to be so. There will be other times for adventure. Now you should restore and rejuvenate yourself in peace and quiet. Physical comfort is especially important to you at this time, but it doesn't have to be lavish. Your need is for a comfortable environment that seems supportive. You want to be surrounded by whatever you feel protects you.

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hotmail

well, as few days ago i finally had the energy to email back hotmail about them closing my account i had with them for 9 years for some inexplicable reason they will not dilvulge to me :(
i begged them to let me go in there and retrieve the last emails from my dead friend, and also to get all my email addresses of everyone because i had the account for 9 years!!
and i asked them to PLEASE tell me what i did wrong.
all i got back was this reponse:

Hello Ana,

Thank you for writing back to MSN Hotmail Technical Support.

This is Edward and I am writing in response to your concern on your ana101@hotmail.com has been closed.

I understand how important it is for you to be able to access this account and I apologize for not being able to respond sooner.

I have read your message to Jessica and I understand how important it is for you to be able to access your account.

When we are in receipt of a complaint against one of our users, we research the issue fully. In this particular case, a message was sent from this account and "verified" through the X-Originating-IP which is included in every mail sent from a valid Hotmail account. Once accounts are closed, we have no means to grant access to anyone. No new e-mail is received at this account and no e-mail is sent from this account. All e-mail sent to this address will bounce back to the sender as undeliverable.

To protect the privacy of those who forward complaints to our customer service regarding one of our members, we do not discuss the reason for the closure. No e-mail sent to this account will be accepted, as it will bounce back as undeliverable. No further information is available or replies will be sent to you regarding the closed account. No account content/stored e-mail/incoming e-mail will be forwarded onto another destination nor access to the "closed" account for information harvesting be granted. Please review the Terms of Service, which you agreed to upon signing up for the account, at http://privacy.msn.com/tou/

Thank you for your understanding.

Sincerely,

Edward Sa.
MSN Hotmail Technical Support

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what utter bullshit.
how completely senseless and evil.
and to whomever complained about me to hotmail, whatever it is you said, whatever the fuck, i hope you fry in hell.