february 16th, 2005
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5:14pm

i did make it to the treadmill.
so there is that i can congratulate myself for.
tonight i will start working on the hat for ducky.

3:27pm

procrastinating.
i did get things in boxes.
now must find addresses.
in 1/2 an hour it's time to go on the treadmill.
gonna go take a bath.
drinking this new yummy tea.
what's really a bummer is i sent off some cds to a woman 8 months ago, but i had the wrong address and it was sent back to me.
then 8 months later she complained about it and finally i got her actual address.
but that address was in my hotmail...so now, again, i have no way of knowing what it is.
i hope she doesn't take 8 months to email me again.

2:47pm

eating noodles.

 

1:41pm

emailing a few people to tell them my new email.
it's going to take forever to tell everyone.
i hope that people have the sense to come to my site and re-look up email when they see they can't email me at hotmail anymore.

well, weird, i just emailed the woman from dwell mag and it came back to me as no such email. !! i guess everyone is losing their email.
what a drag. maybe she quit her job? who knows?

listening to: elastica

i have to say the horoscopes i put up in here lately for myself seem to have nothing to do with my life whatsoever.
or maybe i am just out of synch with the cosmic. very well could be.
it feels like it.

1:01pm

ok, enough crankiness now. ONWARD to other things in life.
and a good thing: i have NOT gone to look at my mom's journal. my resolve is hanging in there.
and this is a good thing.

listening to "hey ya!" by outkast.

gonna get to the p.o. today and mail off some stuff i have been procrastinating about.
i must find it all and package it now.

 

12:28pm

well, i already had one artwork removed from deviant art.
deviant art my ASS.
i can't believe how fucking uptight and prudish people are. i guess, after i closely inspected it, it does have one TINY square that is sexually explicit, but jesus COME ON! i would hardly take this collage as being obscenely pornographic so much so that it must be removed in from the "adult" section. i mean, PLEASE. whatever.

this is the one they removed:

here of a collage of collages made by giles cartmel:

i'm majorly cranky right now about how difficult it is to be what some people would consider being a "pornographer".
and just being cut out of major aspects of the internet lately. like i can't have paypal, i can't have hotmail, i can't sell anything "pornographic" on ebay...and i don't have paypal anyway.
i can't put my photos HERE, i can't put my photos THERE.
it's just so completely fuct and stupid and i am really fucking crabby about it right now. i just feel really disrespected and dogged on right now just because i choose to take photos of my freaking vagina once in awhile. it's so completely RIDICULOUS!
god save us from the unholy vaginas!

 

12:42am

i can't believe it.
but neither fuzzy or i made it into the fashion show.
i'm flabberghasted.
i guess everything happens for a reason but i can't help but be mighty pissed, confused, and hurt about it right now.

some more collages:

pluckyfluff yarn

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Horoscope for Aries (February 16 2005)

A deal can be made, but before signing make sure you are getting everything you want and that you aren't giving too much away in return. Someone you meet will be able to help you in the future. A partnership will turn out better than you imagined.

and

Taking a stand
Very likely you will have to convince someone of something today. This will probably not be an argument, but rather a situation in which you have to present your case with vigor and energy. But if someone tries to talk you into something, you will defend your own position vehemently and successfully. This influence is not as argumentative as it sounds. People will not see you as spoiling for a fight, nor will they be particularly likely to pick a fight. Instead they will respect you for taking a stand for your own beliefs. Your inner confidence in your ideas and beliefs will help you initiate and take advantage of the opportunities that come your way. Do not be reluctant to use them. Under this influence you should be successful.