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some weird poem i found about me on the internet:
Ana Voog
She is becoming
invisible
using purity
and radical innocence
it ALMOST makes sense? ummm? maybe not.
i also found on the internet someone
saying i was a good site "to trip to"
ha :)
yes...i need to go to bed...
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got on the treadmill, went to jason's, had , dinner, worked on the hat as i watched the next bourne movie, then i HAD to wacth iron chef battle it out with ASPARAGUS! then it was the monk, and then had to flip between celebrities most embarrassing moments and "i want to be a porn star" on mtv2.
good thing i don't have cable, it sucks me IN! da-AMN!
5:28pm
more collages:
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the sonia collage
when i had a cat named nova
at dad's (i like that there are 3 ones from the hospital mixed in with the lush nature.
4:28pm
my burst of energy was shortlived,
but i managed to get outside anyway.
got to the p.o. but didn't mail anything but at least picked up the mail.
it's so warm out you can wear a spring jacket.
in fact, it through me off so much it made me feel like winter was all a dream
and had never even happened.
the only evidence of it's existence was a few snow piles and the salt on the
streets.
it made me happy but at the same time i strangely didn't like it as i am still
in winter mode and i realized i am really just not ready for spring yet. i
still feel like cocooning in and being all igloo like, so this spring day
made my brain twist all up and not be able to grasp it.
there is definitely some global warming or something going on because every
winter just gets weirder and weirder here. by february we should be knee deep
in snow not running around with spring jackets on.
i got some crocheted and felted quilt
squares for ana2! as i now accept memberships of you make me 3 quilt squares.
hopefully, someday i'll hve enough for a whole quilt all made by ana2 members
:)
and one thing that really surprised me was that the very young russian boy who tried to shyly get my phone number at the post office when i went last month (i of course did not give it to him, but i did tell him my name is ana and i make hats and that was it). well, he googled "ana hat" and sent me short cuts by robert altman. how nice! but my god, didn't know that if you google " ana hat" that it takes you right to my site. so needless to say i won't be telling anyone my real name when i go out anymore. or i won't being telling them i make hats...unless i want them to google me and find me. so now i just feel odd. and i hope i do not run into him again when i go outside. i hate that feeling. i'm sure he is harmless and really nice, but i just don't like to have to explain myself to people and i don't like my neighbourhood knowing who i am and what i do...even tho a few people here and there know because i do run into people who know me now and then, even in my apartment building, so it's not totally avoidable.
but i love where i live because no
one knows me here. i mean, they recognize me as living around here, but i
remain pretty mysterious and don't give too many facts out about myself to
people. and i like that.
i like being able to go for walks and not runing into anyone i know or am
friends with.
listening to: ladytron
2:19pm
i actually have lost some weight
from doing the treadmill thing :)
i am 106.6 again. 26.7 % bodyfat.
it's 52 degrees out now!
i'm listening to m83, who are wonderful! kind of like slowdive, my bloody
valentine and sometimes a bit of john cage.
and i'm going to take a quick bath then get outside and face the sun.
1:22pm
it's 49 degrees out! all of us minnesotans
think it is summer now :)
actually it feels a lot like spring! i'm playing springtime upbeat music :)
i think i may get outside and go for a walk, it's even sunny :)
i need some sun an fresh air!
more later..things to do...
i'm in a good mood even tho my dreams were massively icky!
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thanks to mphand for the link :)
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also check out my lovely pink haired aquaintances who are deeply in love: pink_piggies and halcyonstyn
at their site:
http://www.pinkgasm.com
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Horoscope for Aries (February 4 2005)
Prepare for lift-off. You've had
your share of difficulties, but it's payback time, so prepare to excel in
whatever way you've been held back. Both personal and career gains can be
made.
and
Decisive action
During this time you feel vigorous and willing to work. At the same time,
your self-confidence is unusually strong. You feel no need to struggle against
others, because you know your normal energies will carry you through any situation.
And since you are able to work from such a calm position, your work is more
effective and more competent than usual. You do not feel violently competitive,
but if someone offers a challenge, you won't back down. Therefore this is
a good time for all types of athletics. You will enjoy the contest, but you
will not feel driven to win at all costs. The game will seem satisfactory
by itself. And you will carry this viewpoint over into all the activities
you become involved in at this time. This is a favorable time for situations
that require decisive action.
and
Is it your imagination or are things really returning to normal? You may feel like you are at the top of your game now, but oddly enough, this has a negative side, too. You can get so worked up over something that you push forward without regard to the circumstances. You Rams can be headstrong, and now this can create problems, unless you listen seriously to what others are telling you.