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27th, 2005 |
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2:10am
mphand...is it your birthday today??
january 26th, 2005
stream of consciousness:
poofin hoover love (for my dogs)
piglishious porkalog. whuffle belly up your curly toes kicking
snort beast extraordinaire your frou frou frollick wiggirumproast rustling
wigs me wonderfully
smoosh the beaster beasty push paws pugalo
squish the betty boop swaggerlag wiggleness
your boinky eyes blinking. treats!
twirlygig dancey man for cracker bits
pure joy wonder zen emperor i scrunch you busha boosh
i sing for you my little songs and you perk
lickity lick banana split fancy pants frog dog sneezing
i watch you sleep upside down
poofin' hoover potluck hotdish love
little alien tatortot puff
fluff buster
melt me
butter me up like a pancake tart
definitely know i want you before after and inbetween honeybuckle singertips
with eyelash bringers of countless millions flash by me in your heartbeat.
i don't even know you except on drugs you say. lets go explore the undulating
pyramids inside the minds of others and relish in the jubilant rationalities
of underwater shuttlefish.
i wish i could tell you come what may but i know it slips away before i can
hold its tiny fingers. you are the one i love bowing down before you all sundial
gleeful. upperwind mazes with twirlygig uppercrust levelheaded underwear and
wicked seamstress frilling upwards towards an ever seering sun of a gun with
a nameless greasepaint defribulator. i want to walk like you talk like you
be you shine into you before you against you over you into you. willow trees
bend with the sound of your name. i'll where rustlefish crinolens and and
you squared off jockstars fresh aired trains. fm livable enjoyments i'd make
for you everyday that and soup and string, you the one i think about and qualify
you do to make my bed daily with a finishing touch i just cannot do.
scream into me all your fear and i'll dissolve it with mystery.
climatized roboters. sealevel crash courses. finangling butterfly winkers
and plus sized frycakes. closets full of moths and decadent wishful thinking
buttonfly helmut lang.
far into the corners of blazened gargantuan wallflower wallowers seas the
day with a neverending porpoise filled glass of nonpollutants. your gaze baked
me into rows when i went there too far and i never understood the caustic
casuality of barking windwalking lima toast peanuckle. my brain slows to a
rapid pulse of yeses and nos. freebasing love machine up my alley make a lot
of noise but never get tangled in the mess you keep under your bed i'll never
go there but i'll be there in a way egging you on to new heights of extrication
and strawwhipped starberry lickersmacked nubsters. i like the way you veer
and sideways at that. it's an awful lot to go through when the snowplow hits
the wrong side of the road picking up the fragments of crystalline water echoed
into peaces and showed me the way home. i never forget anything, my worst
attribute. but good for jigsaws and shortstops and walkins. butter me up like
a pancake tart i'll be your bride with the new toaster in the corner ready
to bust out the moves and jangle your thangs and witchwerk your pastoral clockwork
orgasms.
10:52pm
answers to your questions:
-----have you ever been to canada?
1/2 of my family are canadians, so yes :)
-----Oh, why can't I think of anything decent to ask?
i don't know!
-----how old are you?
i'm 38, it says so on my website and in my lj userinfo
-----What's something you've never done but want to do?
travel to japan and iceland and everywhere!
-----how was your day?
it was just a day. so-so. leaning towards good.
-----Where do you find the mannequins?
friends give them to me and i find them on ebay
-----What kind of implants do you have?
saline
-----what's your favorite book?
hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy (because it shows me how to laugh at the absurdity of the universe)
-----do you think you'll ever shut down anacam?
i seriously have no clue!
-----why?
why not?
-----Have you ever fired a gun?
i own 2 guns, so of course in have.
-----how tall are you?
i am 5' 2" tall, as it says on my website :)
-----what is your all time fav song?
see emily play by pink floyd
-----how long have you been collecting mannequins?
since 1984
-----What five words would you use
to describe yourself in a postive way
and what five words would you use to describe yourself in a negative way (in
other words, what about yourself do you think needs improvement). Single words,
if possible; not explanations.
positive: resilient, creative, kind,
aware, fearless
negative: nervous, self conscious, stubborn, unforgiving, fearful
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ask me more questions if you want :)
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btw, some of you gave me some pretty
juicy secrets!
i promise to go to the grave with them :)
some secrets were not really so secret,
really, but hey :) thanks for telling me :)
9:25pm
huzzah!
ahhh!
i have found my hair inspiration!!
how to combine my dark brown hair with colours!
yes! this is it!!
http://www.livejournal.com/community/foto_decadent/159982.html
i have to find a way to get someone to dye my hair exactly like this!
6:42pm
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it actually says "iloveyou" in the marlett font
5:57pm
i didn't do shit today!
i am having some major bog down in my energy.
BUT i DID get to the treadmill again for 25 minutes for the 3rd day in a row
now!
that is a world record for me, i think :)
and it actually improved my mood and energy levels a lot!
go me!
plus i won a free 20 oz coke so after i got off the hamster wheel i ran across
the street with no jacket on and my really dumb reeboks and got my coke. yay!
i think i will spray paint those shoes silver or bright pink. i will have
to see what spray paint i have.
but they have to be changed, it's just gross how ugly they are.
i can't STAND to wear ugly shoes. it goes against everything in my very nature
to ever where ugly shoes *shudder*
and i HAVE to put some things up
for sale.
i have enough to pay rent again this month. but not enough for any bills.
and i didn't pay bills plast month either (just rent and server bill...but
not electric or phone)
so i need to come up with a few hundred dollars somehow, ASAP.
stressful.
3:49pm
"Please keep your fingers crossed.
Send positive energy, pray."
http://www.livejournal.com/users/daniel_leblanc/23007.html
2:51pm
today i wish i had a large table
and a jigsaw puzzle.
i would like to keep my mind busy with something calming, but also something
that i don't have to create or invent.
that would be just so nice to have a cup of coffee and do a jigsaw puzzle
right now.
with some ambient music in the background.
i would like an all black jigsaw puzzle like in the movie "diva"
but i would do any puzzle right about now.
i don't think i've done one for decades.
2:26pm
anapix winners announced :)
and get your pix for the next round:
just been a normal boring day so
far.
getting caught up with errands around the house and anacam stuff.
the sky is whitish grey to match the ground.
i feel a bit stagnant but i'm trying to get out of it and stay on top of things.
winter.