january 14th, 2005
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9:33pm

i didn't start the hat, but i thought about it all day.
i think i know what i want to do with it now and can finish it this weekend :)

9:21pm

in the middle of me typing at 4:43pm carolyn came over to give me this awesome rye bread imported from latvia and this black scarf of mine. and then we talked for hours and hours! it was so great to talk with her, i love her so much :) i have talked so much now that i have nothing to type!
i showed her a TON of music hat she didn't know about.
it's always wonderful to show her new music!

4:43pm

i did a lot of cleaning. i got one 4 track to work, i think. at least i can hear a cassette in it.
i wish i had the 2nd cam in there, it's driving me nuts because the thing room is where i want to be hanging out right now. i made my synthesizers squeaky clean. i haven't touched the guitars yet. i need a bass guitar. i have to figure out a way to get one. i listened to john foxx's metamatic as i cleaned my synths , which was fitting.
and then i listened to bill nelson's empire of the senses. or what is that album called? i can't remember, but i adore it.
i can't believe i can read his journal online.
i am so completely torn over what i want to be doing that it hurts. i want to completelly delve into music, but there is a lot of clothes i want to create

1:28pm

i'm in the thing room trying to clean all my instruments.
i need to get ot the store for paper towels.
my 4 track was so dirty and dusty. i hope it will work.
i have to find some headphones to check it.
so much to track down and clean and plug in.
i'm baking a pork roast.
i feel like changing my name to Idea.

11:45am

singing along to frou frou. i have a coke in my fridge.
i'm gonna go get it and then dance or something.
the sun is shining through my windows!
but it's 4 below.
after i sing and dance i must start pluckyfluff's hat.
or clean a bit and THEN start pluckyfluff's hat.
i have a zit that will just NOT go away. so annoying and ouch!
i am , again, contemplating cutting bangs.
my hair is driving me crazy.
it's not long enough to really put up and style in any good way.
and all uneven everywhere and just looks really ratty and dumb.
i miss being able to wear my hair down, just blow dry and go.
i have to put it in a ponytail now for it took look 1/2 way decent because it's so uneven everywhere.
but if i even it out into a bob, i won't be able to put it up.
a don't know what to do. conflict.
i am thinking of doing the pris hairdo:

http://www.robokopp.de/images/BladeRunner/pris1.jpg

i try to grow my hair so i can be rachael in bladerunner, but i always end up being pris :) kind of funny :)

12:00am

mouseovers:

i went food shopping and got the yummiest foods for making soups!
it's really cold here. 7 below with 30 below windchill.
everything is back on my computer, but there are still quite a few gliches to work out.
but i'll get them sorted eventually. like my aloecam which i use to save cam images keeps giving me a weird error message and then shutting down. grrr.
i have more photos to show you that i saved, but i'll save them for tomorrow anagram.
i'm really excited to be over all the computer and bathroom appliance breakdowns and
snuggle in for some soupmaking, crocheting, photographing, creating other things.
i feel in a very good mood :)

i need more bath things from lush.com
it's so dry in here. i want some bath melts and bath bombs and bath bars (which make bubbles). bath melts sound yummy because they have coconut oil in the to make your skin soft.
they have a bath bomb that makes your tub pink and has confetti and pink hearts and flower petals in it :)
i want to sit in a pink moisturizing bubble bath!
a need more "tub tints", too to make my bath be colourful.
always good for picture making. and i've always wanted to take pix in a milkbath. i should buy some powdered milk tomorrow.
i love all the sensualities of being a girl.
(although men can do bath bombs, too, they just don't seem to do it...what's up with you guys? men are missing out!)
i also want some sexy lingerie.
i was looking at what i have as i was cleaning the thing room,
and i definitely need some new stuff.
but i want only stuff of real quality or vintage lingerie.
garters and bullet bras. and more corsets!
why did i have to be born such a sensualist?
it's a curse because there is so much to revel in, and it's a blessing because there is so much to revel in :)

mmm, and i'd really love glass of merlot right now.

while my 2nd cam is being fixed, maybe i can fine some sort of extension cord that will allow me to bring the cam i have into the thing room and the bathroom. i don't know if i have the right cords for that. but now that i've picked up my floor a bit more it might be easier to drag the long cord around.

i can't wait until the golden age of wireless to happen to mmy life.

and i found a programe (typepad) that allows me to ftp up a picture to here via a cell phone. i really want my mobile cam back!
but i have to research what phones have good pictures, then find the right plan, and make sure this plan is compatible with the phone i want and also compatible with typepad. just thinking about it makes my brain hurt.

tomorrow i MUST start crocheting pluckyfuff's hat as it is for her book and she needs that book to come out asap!

and i'm in a photographing mood, too.
with more room in the thing room, i'm going to take advantage of making some photos in there that have been in my head for quite some time.

and bobby z wants me to help him with his webpage.
but he is very vague about what he wants.
maybe i will call him on the phone and pull it out of him.

ok time for c2c and sleep.
i hope i will dream of bubble baths but i will probably dream something awful, as usual. but i can always hope.

oh...one last thing:
the maintenance guy showed me this cool trick of how to get a broke lightbulb out of the socket. you know when thr lightbulb breaks off in there sometimes when you try to unscrew it?
well, you use a potato!
just whittle the potatao down so it will for in there and push it into the shards and then twist the potato until the lightbulb comes out!
isn't that the coolest?
maybe you already knew about that trick but i didn't!

:)