december 26th, 2004
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ffffffffffffffffffffuck. i forgot to call my dad on xmas AND then i forgot today , too!
i remembered today for a minute and then i got distracted again!

I SUCK!!

i hope he will forgive me and be understanding when i call him tomorrow :( arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. i feel really awful and guilty about that :(

gonna fall asleep to c2c now.

10:56pm

today was spent in bed with jason, snuggling and flipping channels.
and we wacthed "shockumentray" and a couple episodes of a british show called "the office"
i don't have much to report. or i should say nithing i can report or want to report.
things are getting better.
i just want this day to be over with now, tho.
i'm glad it's almost over.
i hope i feel more normal tomorrow.

i didn't even know anything about this earth quake until jason told me about it way way after it happened.
i haven't been checking news or watching new much lately because i find it too depressing.
but amazing this earthquake was so huge it vibrated the entire planet and effected the earth's rotation!
THAT is huge.

12:35pm

yesterday was brutal for reasons i don't want to and can't go into to.
but it all turned out alright in the end.
although there are still wounds.

i feel a bit shaken up and frazzled and nervous and off kilter.

saw "the eyes of tammy faye" movie which i HIGHLY recommend seeing!