november 17th, 2004

i put my hair "in rags" for the 1st time in order to set my hair into curls , hopefully.
i've never tried it before (but mom my told me that is how she and her sisters used to set their hair when they were kids) so i have NO idea how to do it or what i just did. i just took hair and twisted it and wrapped it in and tied it with a piece of cloth. hopefully when i when i wake up and take the rags out my hair will be curly in a GOOD way.

i actually like the way it looks even in the rags. i hope to perfect it and use nice ribbons someday for a cute hairstyle to wear :)
i could make the ribbons really long and it would be almost like extensions or something (ok, not really, but it would look cool)

i wish i could some good incense left.
i'm using this cheap dollar incence i got at the little store.

 

9:21pm

my god. i don't know if it is my anxiety or what...but i actually saw something so gross on CSI NYC that i had to run to the bathroom and throw up. i have seen a ton of gross things on tv and in the movies, so i don't know why this one actually made me lose it. but it did. now i've shut the tv off. i can't even watch the rest of the episode.
i think it must be my anxiety that made me actually have that physical of a reaction. either that, or that WAS THEE grossest thing i have ever seen in tv or the movies. it was a dead burn victim that when they pressed him all this white foam came out of his mouth. fuck. i can't deal with things like that the most of all gross things. things like drool, foam, vomit.
so...the fact that i just barfed really grosses me out even further.
i'm weirded out by it.

i hate being such an anxious person.
so much for me ever having a career on mortuary science or forensics, which is sad because i actually would really love to do it. i find it fascinating.

ok, dammit, i'm going to watch the rest of the episode or else i'll never be able to watch CSI again.

8:11pm

ok, i don't feel like making all the links tonight. but here are 4 of my cds for you to download (but the songs here are not in the correct order...but you can see the correct order here)!
but in case you want to type them out yourself, here are some screen prints of the mp3 names and the folders they are in.

simply type:

http://anavoog.weblogimages.com/weblog-images/

and then the name of the folder (voog, spool sorrow, cake) and then name of the mp3.

for example:

http://anavoog.weblogimages.com/weblog-images/voog/anavoog-telepathicyou.mp3

feel free to share these songs with your friends, but please don't tell them the urls of these songs, because i am only allowed a certain amount of transfer a month with this. so if you start giving out these urls, all ana2 members might not be able to access these. but feel free to put them on your site for other people to download, or to email them (the songs NOT the urls), or stick them in places like kazaa and soulseek, etc.

enjoy! and thank you btripp for making this possible!

and i'll get more rare tracks up, too. i'll see how much space i have left on here.

5:51pm

ok, i've uploaded one album so far.
i don't know the links to them yet.
i'm just going to keep uploading music all night.
and get the links to you after i've done all that.
maybe there will even be a little bit of room left on the server to put some "movies" on there i've made. i sure hope so.
my disk overstorage fee was 100 bucks this much and it was 70 last month.
i hope that takeing off all the avis from ana2 and anacam will bring that down.
total server fee $262 this month. yikes.
i better stop putting so many pix on lj, too.
and i have yet to pay my electric bill, but i have some money for that now.
i'll pay it tomorrow.
i gotta keep making hats!

picked up the hosue a bit which improved my mood a bit.
i've just been cleaning and uploading.

3:34pm

another grey, misty, cold day.
i'm going to attempt to try to upload my music AGAIN via ftp to the server btripp gave me.