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november 5th, 2004
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10:40pm

http://www.shannonkringen.com

if you haven't ingested "the kring" yet, you better get on the ball :)

and you might not have seen this "story" i made when shannon visited me:
voogkring

i need to show it once more :) i think it's one of the best things ever :)

she is so beautiful :) and she kicks all manner of ass :)

1:19pm

for those of you who want the full sized pear pix so you can print them here they are:
pears

12:26pm

took even more photos. there is really nice sunlight lately for photos. :)
i have to hussle my ass and get to the p.o. box and mail some stuff.
i'm still hvaing trouble getting into hotmail. i can get inot it sometimes 1st thing in the mornng, or else really late at night for a minute.
otherwise..i can't get in!

so aggravting because there is a bunch of info i need in there! like 2 people want to buy hats from me and i cannot reply to them because i cannot get back in to reply. and another is an anapix winner that i need to reply to, and just augh!

i also must hustle my butt to make more hats to sell because i need money RIGHT NOW.
i did pay rent, but i still have electric, phone, and server.
and each one of those is 200 bucks.
i think i am a few hundred short.
so i am just spinning plates here...
but i haven't gotten the letter yet that they will shut of utilities yet, but i'm sure it's coming any mnute.
but it gives me a few more days to try and wheel and deal something...

thank you to all you ana2 members, you are saving me right now!

and i hope you are enjoying the photos!

talked to best buy geek squad about my camcorder again and told them to put a video out cord in it, because then maybe it would fail. but they said they did that (i think? they didn't explain it very well but they said they watched it on a tv? so i would assume one would need a video out cord it it to see that). so guess this is just murphy's law for me here and i will have to go in and get it and then bring it home and document it's imminent failure again and then bring it in for a 4th time. this is soooo frustrating.

10:04am

i had this terrible dream i was back at the house i used to live in with my mom where that guy busted in my house..
i was up in my room when all of a sudden there was a black guy on the roof and was trying to get the screen off my bedrom window to get in and get me.
i immediately ran and grabbed a pair of scissors and made it to my next door neighbours house where i went inside and asked them to call 911. oh, and also, right out side my house the man had left an apple notbook. it was actually shaped like an apple notebook computer but was an actual paper notebook.
inside he had all these letters he had written me in very small handwriting.
there was one to jenni of jennicam at the very beginning but that was scribbled out, and the rest were to me or about me. but i didn't get time to read it.
the man was actually friendly looking, he had a friendly face, kind of peppery grey hair and was wearing a sort of pork pie hat. i think if i saw him in the street i would recognize him and i wonder if i HAVE seen this guy when i was out walking and just encorporated him in my dream.
the plice never arrived and so i kept asking my neighbours to call 911 again. the other person in the hosue was the woman that was just here from the documentary crew.
i also asked them to pull all the shades in the house but i was having a hard time getting them to do all of them. they would pull one shade and leave the rest or do a really bad job of pulling them all the way.
i could see that the guy was still lurking around me house and if i could see him then he could see me.
i tried to pull shades, i tried to keep calling 911 and no one would come, i tried to find somewhere in the house to hide. i crawled on the floor underneath the windows to get around.
weirdly, i was really hungry while all this was happening and their were plates of double stuff oreos and white castle hamburgers to eat. so i ate a bunch (i asked if i could have some first and they said yes).
then the guy got in my neighbours house.
i took him on. i wrestled him to the ground. i tried to find something to tie his legs and feet and hands.
i realized then he had no hands, but i was still sort of able to tie them with the green fluffy scarf i keep on my eyes when i sleep so the sun doesn't get in my eyes when i sleep and wake me up.
i was bummed i had to use that.
and i found some copper wire.
he kept struggling to get away but at the same time i could tell he liked to attention and that pissed me off.
he told me that we had met several times before and i questioned him on that.
i can't remember what he said now but we had gone on a date once and i had even taked to him on the phone a few times.
that grossed me out that i had been sort of on friendly terms with a man who was now my dangerous stalker.
i was pissed at myself for letting my guard down and not being as vigilant about keeping my home address more private and things like that.
i decided to torture him a bit to see if that would punish him.
i slapped his face as hard i could and i stepped on his balls with my boot.
but all he did was like it. he was into bondgae and was a masochist, so by tying him up and giving him this sort of attention it was only rewarding his behaviour.
i was so upset that there seemed to be nothing i could do and i couldn't get him tied up right.
no one was helping me and the police would not arrive.