october 5th, 2004
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i had a really good night with mark from negativland and his presentation and with jason and 2 of mark's new friends. lots to say and i'll say it later but i am so tired but it was just wonderful and heartwarming and reafffirming and funny.

but then i get home to an email from paypal saying they have shut my account down permanently with no chance of appeal because they have found evidence that i have used it for "adult purposes" FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there was ONE time, a YEAR ago, where someone made the mistake of trying to send me ana2 money there but that was IT.

other than that i ONLY use that account to buy and sell on ebay, my camera, my hats, buy YARN.

the ONLY conclusion i can come to is that some fucking motherfucking ASSHOLE from hell has SOMEHOW found out my paypal ID and told paypal that i have an adult website which has NOTHING WHATSOVER to do with what i use paypal for.

but just that i HAVE one at ALL like a fucking WITCHHUNT they shut me down. burn the whores and make sure they cannot make a living if they even OWN an "adult" website. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.

this is the SECOND time this has happened to me.

and i guess my paypal ID with my LIFE, practically, i never let anyone know what it is unless someone is buying my HATS or i am buying YARN.
i never publish it publically EVER.

so i have NO idea how on earth it got out and who on earth did this to me to make my life complete shit now to buy or sell on ebay. i hate whoever did this to me. and this has not only happened to me. this has happened to other people. and there is NOTHING you can do about it because paypal has the monopoly on this and they do NOT care about the customer AT all. and they never let you speak to ANYONE in charge it is WORSE than the government.

i have already been through this before. you get to talk to NO one. there is NO number to call where you speak to a human, there is NO email to email where you email a human and do not get back a form letter. and if you DO get to talk to a human, they just read you this form letter back to you. and there is absolutely NOTHING you can do.

and this time it is worse because they have written to me "you have no chance to appeal your case"

CASE CLOSED.

they will not even LISTEN to me or anythihng i have to say.
all it takes it ONE goddamn asshole to report that you have an adult website and you are shut down and silenced like a witch hunt.
kill the fucking godless whores.

i've seen this said by guys in newsgroups who do this for a fucking mind trip control freak power trip.
they just say to each other in the newsgroups "oh, just report her as having an adult website and they will shut down the account with no questions asked". and they get off on this and it WORKS, paypal WILL shut down your account if anyone reports this. ANYONE. it doesn't matter to them because they are ROLLING in dough. the customer doesn't matter. we are expendable., the KNOW we need them to buy or sell on ebay. that is just the way it is so thye can make up ANY RULES they want! it doesn't matter if i dodn't use paypal for my adult website all that matters is that i HAVE one.

it is SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!! motherfuckers.

i hope to god whoever did this to me fries in hell in a million hells for the rest of eternity.

this is how i sell my hats and buy my yarn. i have my CAMERA to sell again.

i NEED paypal t help me make my living by selling odds and ends and to buy my yarn and art supplies. it is a vital part of how and buy art supplies and sell art.

FUCKING A!!!!!

i hope the person who did this to me burns in hell.

i am so angry.

why why why why why do people do this to me???
what the fuck have i done to deserve this?????????

i hope they fry in hell forever and their house burns down.
it is EVIL to fuck with another person's way to be able to live and sustain themselves and buy food and pay rent.

it is EVIL beyond evil.

what a horrible horrible ending to an otherwards really great night.

 

4:24pm

found my ID! yay!
sorry for no photos or writings today, much.
i'm just trying to get stuff done i really need done.

3:05pm

must pay rent.
must find my ID, too!
arrgh. where is it?
i leave at 6 to go see mark's presentation.
i'm going to try to clean some in hopes of finding my ID.