september 15th, 2004

it's so hard to pick out the information from the disinformation.
still reading at that website, despite it's obvious homophobia and belief that ALL paganism is evil, which is just silly.
i then come across this there:
http://www.econcrisis.homestead.com/MiscEssaysAbsolutePolarity.html

which is sheer stupidity. and this man, from reading tons of what he has written on his site, is not an idiot.
so...wtf is up with that?

it makes me just shake my head and wonder.

9:09pm

well, it's been another day contemplating and analyzing and trying to get to the root of good and evil.
and what better way to end my day than to watch a show about sigmund freud and c.s. lewis battling it out to the question of is there a god or isn't there. ha!

8:08pm

i've been reading here the past few hours:

http://www.econcrisis.homestead.com/

some very fascinating ideas/belifs/facts/imaginings who knows...but fascinating. kind of hard to understand and at times seemingly contradictory or just way off base, imo...but still...interesting point of view.

2:07pm

more important urls:

http://www.serendipity.li/wot/wtc_other.htm

Video of Larry Silverstein's "pull it" comment:
http://www.infowars.com/print/Sept11/FDNY.htm

http://www.rense.com/general48/cof.htm

Also check out:

http://www.letsroll911.org (very good site)

http://www.infowars.com/tyranny.htm

http://www.911inplanesite.com/

Check this info, pictures and video out regarding WTC 1 & 2:

http://letsroll911.org/ipw-web/bulletin/bb/viewtopic.php?t=1821&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0

http://letsroll911.org/ipw-web/bulletin/bb/viewtopic.php?t=2195

http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2004/090904northtowerbombs.htm


12:00pm

windy windy windy
weird dreams stuck in my head...

 

12:08am

it's time to fall asleep now to coast to coast am
(archaeological themes and unusual geophysical phenomena tonight!)
and the sounds of thunder and lightning.
a belly full of cheap 3-2 beer and pringles.
what could be finer? :)

feels like heaven to me :)

especially after a day at bitching at "fans" of mine who say "don't change" and "be you" but "hey, tone it down and don't let us know what you REALLY think about the world, ok? because i makes us uncomfortable to think about anything that contradicts what the media has spoonfed us....and you'll alienate your "FANS"...you know those of us who are freeloaders for the past 7 years and only dig the photos of your boobs?"

good grief! i was told today that not everyone thinks like i do.

oh REALLY? wow, what a shocker, i hadn't noticed. *sarcasm*
i thought EVERYone thought like i do! wow! what an eye opener!

anyway,

i am happy within this moment even tho i feel jaded and bitchy on the surface.

i yam what i yam.

and i'm glad you're all here with me. my friends, my benefactors, my angels, my peeps, my pervs, my partners in crime, my sweet twisted babes....

you make my life worth living. thank you :)