september 10th, 2004

6:27pm

4:33pm

nee, likes the yarn. yay :) now i don't have to go out and buy new yarn.
my dr. called in my headache meds. yippee!
i went down and checked my mail and got some pop.
now i'm taking out the garbage.
it's yucky hot and humid out today.
i'm glad i have air conditioning.
my mom wrote me another guilting out email trying to get me to forgive her. she is basically putting it all on me now again...and i am the bad one who will not forgive her now or see things from her perspective. i am the bad mean unforgiving stubborn daughter now who will lose out on a wonderful relationship with my loving mother, according to her.
i should soften my heart and let her in again so she can slap me around and treat me like shit again and again, i guess.

ya. right.

and i have been annoyed my emails all day because of that email spoofer. i woke up to 50 emails from people telling them i maybe gave them a virus. i sent off another email to the lost explaining that wasn't me, and now i am receiving a million emails from people saying they are glad it wasn't me and tons of unwanted advice.

and one guy actually write back to me THANKING me for the stupid porn picture that was given to him along with the virus saying i was sexy and he wats to put his hands down my pants. (the picture was NOT me).
what a fucktard.

who the hell writes back to porn spam saying they want to put their hands down your pants? what a creepy weirdo idiot. the world is full of so many creepy stupid people.

 

2:28pm

i do not have a virus, thank god.
it was someone who spoofed my email so well they were actually able to post to my mailing list.
people like that should be hunted down and shot like rabid dogs.

i am gathering various yarn for my next project for nee. i've taking photos of the yarn now and i'm going to email those to her so she can approve the types and colours.

i'm really glad i've found someone who will make me custom wigs for custom hats. that rules the universe and makes me happy.

tomorrow i'm going to see a play with my dad. "the death of a salesman"
at noon. i think it's at the guthrie.

 

1:22pm

i still only could sleep for 6 hours. so anxious.
my mom emailed and told me that she did NOT sned that big long snail mail now.
so...that is kind of a relief although i have to say i am curious as to what she wrote.
but it is probably better i not read it since i know it would jut make me mad.
my mom says i better just take this wall down between us NOW since it would be silly to wait another 3 years like it happened the last time.
she really thinks i am going to get over this.|
i feel really taken for granted. to me, it sounded like she said "well, you may as well forgive me and take me back now, since i know you will eventually anyway. so best to get it over with now".

unreal.

when i sent of an email with a picture attached to my yahoo group via my hotmail last night, a ton of people responded to say they had also received a virus from me. and weirdly, low and behond, there are 2 extra "messages" in my yahoo group archive that appear to be from me, but are NOT. but yahoo does not archive attachments, so those are not on there.

but really, this is weird. i have mcgaffee running always. i hope this is just a case of someone spoofing my email and not a case of that i have a virus. but really odd that it acyally posted to my yahooo group as 2 extra messages. creepy.

so i am scanning for viruses now.

augh.

 

5:46am

i'm still up. that sucks.
i'm so hyper these last few days.

 

2:56am

new hat. 20s style

 

12:00am

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