september 9th, 2004

5:15pm

constellation

4:57pm

 

4:18pm

nee likes her hat :) but i do need to do just a bit more to it.
and we are going to do another trade. yippee!
i want her to make me a white dread wig :)

i never got out for a walk but i got a lot done, it feels like.

and i might go with jason to his chess lesson at 6pm 'cause he wants me to listen to his amusing russian way of talking.
his teacher is this russian master guy.

3:17pm

 

picture on top right of me at my show by adrianne gelbach.

sent pix of nee's hat to nee and now i anxiously await a reply of what she think of it *bites nails*

making a bath.

 

2:24pm

we all ate so much scrambled eggs. i made a whole dozen 'cause they exp date was yesterday.
so each got 3 eggs. i don't know how those dogs can put it away, even pooka. he must have a third stomache somewhere.
it feels like such a good day today. i think because it's sunny out, and , as you know, i run on solar power.
i'm running out of steam a bit now but trying to keep going. doing laundry, running a bath.
trying to tidy up everything.
after only 6 hours of sleep for 2 days in a row and anxiety and stuff i run out of steam faster.
but the sun is keep me going. and there is a nice summer breeze.
and things just feel good and summery and NORMAL.
and normal feels like heaven.

now i need to take pix of the hat i made for nee to see fi she likes it. i don't know if i am done with it, tho, but i think i mostly am.

i need a massage.


1:36pm

i think i will try to get ready to take the boys out for a walk now that their toenails are all clipped.
and sebastian's fur is off so he won't die of heat exhaustion.
and it's not a too hot of a day. it's a perfect 73 degrees.
when it's too hot outside the boys just can't deal.
pug faced dogs don't do well in heat.

and then maybe after that i will give them all a bath.

i have so much laundry and vacuuming to do now ,there is so much dog fur all over everything.

i'm going to make us all scrambled eggs now.

 

1:29pm

everytime i give sebastian a haircut i vow to never do it myself again and next time to take him in to get it professionally done. oh, it's such a struggle and both sebastian and i are so happy when it's over with!
he's such a little guy under all that hair, but boy is he ever strong.

my mom said she send me a BIG letter via snail mail today. oh boy, i can't wait :|

 

11:52am

only slept 6 hours again. fitful sleep. anxious.
stupid dreams about my 1st boyfriend, why do i still dream about him?
it's been 20 years. god, subconscious get OVER it already.

no emails from my mom so far today. thank god.
but i still am on pins and needles about one arriving.
i'm waiting for little time bombs. i hate it.

it's a beautiful beautiful day and the sun this morning on the bed, so nice.
and this cheered the boys and i up a LOT.

listening to 20's music, radio dismuke, on live365

things feel good within this moment.

i'm going to attempt to give sebastian a hair cut.
it's always such an ordeal to do because he hates it and struggles with me the entire time.

after that, we can all go for a walk on the surface of our home planet.

it's nice to wake up to cokes in the fridge.