august 26th, 2004
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5:31pm

i'm really spaced out today. it's so cloudy here it almost feels like the sun is about to go down all day long.
when there is no sun, i just shut down. i run on solar energy.
i'm procrastinating on everything that needs to be done and that is weighing on me and making me feel guilty.
but i am trying to let go of the guilt by rationalizing that i will do it all tomorrow.
i just watch the olympics and then the news and then the olympics and i am crocheting a very precise "thing" that is very tiny tight stitches. at least i am doing THAT, and so progress is being made in at least one small area of my life.

i don't have much to say today. it's just one of those really blah days where i am just counting down the hours until i get to go to sleep to end this day, even tho i am not even tired at all.

i really hate when i get like this.

everyday my arm looks better and it really is miraculous how the body heals.

jason seems to be feeling about the same. he just got home from work and has no food at his house and is very low energy. so i am going to cook him some noodles with butter to help him out and cheer him up.