july 17th, 2004
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9:15pm

we didn't go to i, robot. we went out to eat and now we are going to just watch a pay per view or something at his house.

i'll be back later :)

6:59pm

walked for 40 minutes. i'm glad i did that. i needed to.
found my debit card, it was in one of my purses.
now i'm gonna take a quick bath then go see i, robot
i'm hungry for popcorn

6:09pm

ok, i'm going out for a walk. i simply must for my sanity.

5:45pm

we are going to go see i, robot now :) at 8pm
yay, at least something cheerful for my day :)

i watched the movie "monster" today. it was really good but horribly depressing! but i can see my charlize won the oscar for it.

5:38pm

crocheted at jason's house while jason cleaned his living room.
now i'm back. was going to go to i,robot today, but now i think we are not...
i feel all of a sudden kind of depressed.
i think i am depressed mostly because my camera did not sell.
i hate this money thing hanging over my head.
i might sell some hats for super cheap or something.
jason's birthday is on the 22nd and i have made reservations for this very expensive fondue place.
and i don't know if i will be able to afford it. and that depresses me too :(
i dunno, i hope it all works out somehow, it always does,
but god the stress of it just gets to me sometimes.

i should get outside for a walk , too. but i don't know if that will happen because...i don't even know why....

at least i am getting my hats done for the show.
but i have to find 3 models to wear my hats, 3 or 4. and that is really stressing me out, too.
i really don't want to do this show. i don't need any more stress.

and i've got 2 really big zits right in the middle of my face which make me feel ugly :(

11:41am

well, my camera on ebay did not even make it to the $300 reserve price :(
it made it to $280. i offered it to the highest bidder at $280 but haven't heard anything back yet.
maybe i will have to relist it. what a drag because it cost me over 6 bucks to list that camera not to mention what it cost me in bandwidth to have that many large pictures of it and all its accessories, too :( *meow* :(

that camera, itself, goes for over 300...so to have it for less than 300 AND all the accessories is really a bargain!

blarg. but i need to sell it if i am going to pay rent and other bills.