july 9th, 2004
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5:23pm

got my feng shui book. yay!

 

4:19pm

i have my period full force today and it's making me tired.
after i woke up, i fell right back to sleep again.
yucky painful dreams, don't even want to write them down. blah.

took a bath and now drinking coffee hoping to shake myself into a new vibe.

was reading this fascinating book called "earth" last night by barbara marciniak who channels "the pleiadians".

whether it's "real" or not , it still makes for absolutely fascinating reading.
and a lot of it really resonates with me as being very true, while i stilll have my skeptic eye on, as well.

it's all about the technology of earth and what earth was originally for (a living library) and it's history and how humans are an intregal part of this technology and that our bodies conatin in them geometric codes that are keys to some very extraordinary and powerful things. (now i sound like whitley streiber talking...if any of you listen to his weekly radio programme :)

ow...cramps...

i vary minute by minute between listening to ambient space music to new wave oldies and jazz from the 20s.

jason and i and his friend michael are going to see a movie tonight. i've gorgotten the name of it. the title has the word "burgundy" in it , and it's that guy from sat nite live. looks pretty funny. i hope it is :)

that new ben stiller one we saw the other day was not very funny at all, and now i can't remember the name of that one either.

i have now figured out the mystery to the psycho clown music i hear outside every now and then.
this really super out of tune psycho clown pipe organ music like some ice cream truck from hell or some ghostly dimension...echoing off all the buildings.

well, it's the mississippi delta queen riverboat as it goes by. it has this pipe organ in it. and it plays this creepy tune as it goes by. very very weird. i must say i kind of like it. i wish i had a tape recorder or something near by whenever it happens.

i have to get to the store for tampons and garbage bags. oh joy.
there is nothing that is comfortable to wear because i am so bloated.

and now my hair is dripping wet *whine*