June 28th, 2004
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11:42pm

other weirdness..just found that david sylvian said something about being on my album!

http://www.davidsylvian.net/mod.php?mod=artiste&op=show&uid=1063227168

Sylvian's contribution as given by Sylvian himself:
The collaboration was primarily between Ingrid and Ana. They created a spoken word piece and were in something of a rush for a complimentary backing track due to an urgent completion date. Budget problems I believe. Ana asked if I could come up with something. I did. More sound collage than composition if I remember correctly. The album was shelved for a couple of years but I understand it's now due to be released. We haven't heard the final results but wish her well with the project.

shelved for several YEARS? well, i guess it did feel that way :)
he didn't hear the final product? wtf?

i gotta get in contact with ingrid again...

 

11:34pm

http://meta.popdex.com/link/1285

weird.
i googled my name just to see if there was anything new and i actually came across something recently written about me which wasn't just a horrible slam against me. shocking!

"May 17, 2004
Ana Voog - Webcam Hottie or Innovative Artist? Or Both? Anacam was the internet's first 24/7 art-life cam. Anacam was the second 24/7 homecam. Anacam is the oldest and longest running 24/7 homecam.

The question before you: Is Ana Voog just another camgirl?

She has an established music career spanning over twelve years. She's becoming influential in avant garde fashion design. She's an excellent painter and photographer, too. And she's definitely an originator in terms of internet-based performance art.

The term 'camgirl' has such negative connotations these days. As someone who was a 'camgirl' before such a term existed, does Ana effectively overcome the shortcommings of this word? Does she deserve to?

Her site is full of hundreds of thousands of images of every sort. You can download dozens of mp3s of her professionally recorded music. She writes and writes and writes and really communicates with her community. Is this sort of thing exclusive to Anacam? Is she the last of her kind? Has the rest of the cam scene become the status quo. Does anybody else dare to shake things up the way Ana Voog does? Is anyone else so unwilling to compromise?

posted by Youps at 08:37PM CST"

 

 

no one answered... :)

 

 

10:44pm

i'm in a better mood now :)

 

7:50pm

worked on anacam biz. had to go through all the usernames and check them against this other list because there were more usernames than should have been. and i found a few people who were getting free2 who should have been paying, due to mistakes on my part. WHAT A BUMMER. one guy even got it free since last november. but whenever this happens, do these people ever tell me? no, of COURSE not. how wonderful of them. :|

but at least i got it all straightened out. that took a few hours to figure out. gadzooks how painfully tedious.

i need to mellow the heck out. i am so uptight!
i am not putting good vibes out into the universe, and i have to put an end to this negativity in me ASAP! gah.

i need a popsicle.

my dad informed me today that i now have "durable power of attorney" over his will and his health or something. and now it's legally in my hands to pull the plug on him or keep him alive or whatever it is he wants if his state of health should deteriorate to the point that he cannot make decisions for himself.

intense!!!

money money money
health health health

abundance abundance abundance

well being well being well being

this earth seems SO darn PHYSICAL lately.
lke trudging through the sludge.

i mus raise my vibration. ohhhhhhhmmmmmm.

 

5:22pm

i was going to start working on dyeing the 28 tshirts i have. and then....i realized i am STILL missing an ingredient that is necessary to do it. SALT. lots and lots of SALT. pounds of it , in fact.
*sigh*

so....that will have to wait until another day AGAIN until i go out and buy a ton of salt.

so...i guess i will...i don't know...i am having a hard time staying motivated today...but i am keeping on keeping on....

 

4:10pm

i looked at simon delivers and they have gift certificates now, but they deliver them to YOU with your groceries. how dumb is that? the should mail or email it to the person you are buying it for! why would you need to get youself a gift certificate?

4:02pm

well, i didn't get outside. but i did make it known i have things for sale in my lj, in the twin cities lj community, and on my mailing list, and in my cam picture on anacam. and i did sell 2 cds!

and i need to get to work on dyeing these t shirts as i have the soda ash now! that should make me a bit of money, i hope! but it's going to be a lot of work!

 

1:46pm

well, it's official ,i no longer can make my living SOLELY from ana2.
i must come up with at least 400 extra a month from other sources in order to eat and survive.

i added up my living expenses and what i make from ana2, and if i don't eat AT all ever again, and don't buy anything like soap or toilet paper or toothpaste, and i pay no taxes, i still am 40 bucks short a month!

yep.

there you have it.

if i just had 20 more people to join ana2, then i could possible barely live, eating ramen.
so please, spread the word of ana2 to your friends!

 

12:38pm

going back and reading in her bbs, it seems that her shows started sputtering out early this year and people were already getting worried. then she would do a sporadic show. she said she was depressed in her bbs around march or so, i think. argh. i do hope she is ok! you'd have to be pretty darn depressed to just give up on the site altogether with no explanation of any sort. i don't know...it's not like her...i am worried.

i'm going to try and get out today and find a place to get my disposable camera thing developed.
i MUST start excercising at least 4 times a week! i simply must! my body is going to hell in a handbasket, but it wouldn't take that much to get it back on track, i don't think... :)

 

11:44am

i'm starting to ge worried now about isabella from isabellacam.com
i don't email with her that much anymore, but once in awhile i do, and when i do, she always gets back to me very quickly.
this time i emailed, i tried several of her emails, and have received no response for maybe about a week now?
and i posted in her bbs and she has not replied and no one else has either.
and on her schedule it says her next show is may 28th, 2004, which was a month ago.

i even joined her new site, isavision.com to see if she was over there, but there is no bbs there or anything. and i tried her at her email there, too.

i hope that nothing bad has happened to her! i am getting kind of worried now.

if she was just on vacation, then she would have mentioned that in her news section, i would think.

and then why has no one else posted anything about wondering where she is in her bbs besides me?
maybe she has barely any members left and no one looks in there? i don't know! i really do not knwo what is up! but it is very perplexing and i just hope she is ok :(

 

11:15am

i don't know what these japanese characters mean that i am putting in my webcam image.
does anyone here read japanese?

also, did u see the cool picture of the monkey i took the other day? from the zoo?

10:41am

jeez louise, that stupid hacker person was STILL trying to figure out my username and password combination even today so i couldn't get into ana2 AGAIN! so i had to delete my username and pick a new one. now i can't even have my own name as my username on my own website. god, i hate losers. there are far too many people in this world i'd love to kick in the nuts.

 

2:39am

g'nite!

 

2:01am

boo!

*thinking thinking thinking*