June 18th, 2004
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10:05pm

i took a bunch of pix today.

in the morning and afternoon tomorrow i have to help jason's parent's pack up their house from a move from their house to a condo.

 

3:59pm

got all the mannequin parts of out jason's storage locker so that he could put his snow tires in there.
so funny to see mannequins parts everywhere...i'm going to put them all back together.

everything i own is now contained in my apt.

gonna send off a few more little books today.

i'm really working hard now to finish everything in my life i have obligated myself to do.

i'm going to do it. i'm going to get organized and totally responsible.

need to get to the printer to make more for emmett.

and then i still have many more to do.

but i am plugging away at them but by bit. and by gum, i WILL get these out, even tho it's been YEARS.

and gonna get to the bank to deposit cheques so i can pay off what i owe jason for last months rent.

i have no idea if i will make this comiing months rent. but i am already working on things to sell.

called this collection agency about back taxes i owe. i'm scared to death of them.
but i called then and left a message on their voice mail. i wish they would have just been there to talk to me right then, because it takes every fiber in my being to get the guts up to call at all.

what really irks me is not the fine is more than what i actually owed in the 1st place. i think fines for things like that is immoral and should be a crime. i mean, if someone can't pay their taxes because they have no $, then how is adding a huge fine to that any incentive to pay it since i'm poor in the 1st place! it makes no sense! ya, it was 800 bucks and i couldn't pay it then, and now it's 1,500! do you think that makes it ANY easier to pay? no it makes me want to crawl into a hole and die.

but i won't. i will survive this.

12:46pm

what do do with today...what to do...

hmm.....