June 17th, 2004

ok, count me as a bonafide new age fruitcake...but i have become a member of the shirley maclaine website so i could listen to her radio show and archives of her show (a la dreamland and c2c).

oh my...(pass the fruit...)

 

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what i DID write my mom:

hi, i just heard all 3 of your messages today.
i do unplug my phone for months at a time.
what is your phone # at the lake?
i didn't get it written down.
i do finally have long distance :)
i just finally got it last week.

sorry you computer has been on the blink.
i have been quite extremely distressed about your statement that my anger with you about lj is merely a symptom of my not acknowledging your pain.
and i could go on and on about that for about several weeks. and i have even written you several lengthy emails about that, but then not sent them.
and i don't think i even want to go into it....because i don't believe it will do any good.

i'd rather just move into the future with u than rehash the past, if that is ok with u.....

hearing your voice on my machine helped to dispel some of my anger and so i thank you for that.

i love you too

 

11:09pm

i love my dogs!
they are the physical manifestations of love!

and i am not even a "dog person" because i am a cat!

*meow*

5:48pm

sent off all the hats. it cost me $100 today and $50 yesterday! yikes.
it because i stuff them all full of extra goodies i ended up spending way more in postage than was given to me. maybe over $70 more. but, it's my fault cause i stuff the boxes so full of things!

i hope everyone will like their hats and extra surprises :)

now i need to work on more things i need to mail.
(like to you, emmett! i have not forgotten :)

but tonight i'm going to go to jason's and watch a movie.

i wish i was in the mood t go see if i can get in to the prince concert tonight.
he's playing here 3 days in a row. i've already seen him play maybe 3 or 4 times. and it's always one of the best shows i have ever seen. he is an amazing performer.

but i can't really afford it, either. not after paying all that in postage.

 

3:28pm

2:37pm

i found my keys! hot damn!

they were sitting on the floor right in front of my computer.
wtf??? how did i not see them???

sooooo weeeeiiirrrrd!

did the usual so far today, cleaning, bath, food, packing stuff.
jason comes home in about an hour and he'll take me to the p.o.
i need to get a cart to haul all these boxes.

and then i still have all sorts of littler stuff to mail that i owe people.

it never ends, it seems.

i'm so glad i found my keys!

and my food from simon delivers is coming today any minute.

i'm so sleepy. maybe i'll make some coffee.

i started reading the clara bow bio last night. might read it for a little bit more now before jason comes home.

so madonna named herself esther.

weird.