June 7th, 2004

7:32pm

when i'm 46 i want to be able to do this and look like this
(that's madonna!):

6:16pm


today i wore 4 different pairs of pants and no pants.

4:56pm

i've cleaned and cleaned it it looks like i've hardly made a dent.
the heat and humidity and making me move slower than average. it's hard for me to keep my energy up in this weather. i need my air conditioner to work.

2:20pm

making myself take photos of the last bit of hats and put them in boxes and seal them up and write the addresses on them.
at least i can get that part done. it always takes me so long because i end up putting lots of extra goodies in all the packaages for everyone and that means wandering around my house seeing what i can get rid of, and when i wander around my house and look at my stuff, that always takes a long time :)

1:37pm

holy mackerel, it's now 91 degrees! (and feels like 96) with 47% humidity.

yuck!

who wants to go out in that? i have totally missed spring :(

1:22pm

always so much little stuff to do. called my isp and told them a different credit card since the one they have for me expired. called up my server and asked them what plan i was on with them since i've forgotten. compared their prices with another and their prices are still on the low end of things. found out i get 5MB of space on my ISP and thought i could put all my music on there, but i only get 5MB of space on their, not the 191 MB i need. but i'm thinking i can put up the small anacam archive on there since i had to take that down, too. the archive is 5.94 MB, so i need to trim that down some.

i should get outside and mail some stuff, but it's SO HOT outside. but i need to do that because i have so much to mail and i can only drag one package per day down there (these packages are big).

and found out i must pay $45 for the renewing of voog.com, punkgirl.com and queergirl.com (i'm sorry but i can't give up those awesome urls, but i've given up all the others!).

and others i have are up for renewal soon, too.
(anacam.net , i think)

so...i guess i will be putting my music for ana2 on jason's server. and i can get that done when he gets back from vegas.

i miss jason :(

 

 

12:40pm

nope, i don't think they've turned the air conditioning on in this building yet. i am roasting!!

the woman is going to send a cheque for the faerie dread. i can't wait until i have it in my hands!
just to know i don't have to worry for this month! ah :)

i really kicked aas on hat selling! i paid my 165 server bill, my 956 rent, and even money to spare for next month (or food shopping, actually) selling hats!

yesssssss :)

where there is a will there is a way!

 

11:54am

i woke up early today because it's so hot! it's 85 out there but feels like 90. and it's so very humid.
i turned on the air conditioner. i think it's working but i'm not totally sure.

someone said they are going to buy my faerie dread hat! yippee! i never say it solds until i actually have the $ in my hands, tho.
oooo, please universe let it sell!

then i will i have paid that last $143! AND i would have some extra that i know i will need to pay NEXT months rent!

and then i will feel SO much more calm and more secure for another month! oh pleeeeeease! let it sell! i need the $$$!!! ooooo!
i want to feel calm and secure for one whole month!

i willl miss it and i never got to wear it. but oh the great feeling of being able to pay the rent is a wonderful feeling!